Still Beating

THE END WAS JUST THE BEGINNING...

I thought I was strong enough to say goodbye.
I thought I was ready to leave him.
It doesn't matter that I'll be seeing him in three days.
I just have to get through three more nights.
I'm dying now. Shattering. Breaking.
I'm determined to show him I can manage on my own.
What if he needs me?
I need him...
What if he doesn't?
...but I want to be better for him.
What if this time I need him?
I want to be strong without him.