I stood next to him in the elevator, but I couldn’t stop thinking about doing it all again. Would he ever do it with me, or would he just keep teasing me and turning me on to drive me out of my mind?
Not knowing made it somehow so, so, so much hotter. I didn’t know even now if he would ever go through with it. He told me I didn’t deserve him, but that was just part of the game. Wasn’t it?
He also threatened to spank my bare ass right there in the limo if I didn’t behave. Holy fuck, I never heard anything so hot in my life! Would he really? Of course he would. I didn’t put anything past him.
Just thinking about the things he said made me want to cum right there in the elevator, but he didn’t act like anything was out of the ordinary. He faced front and didn’t look at me once.
The doors opened, and we exited on the main mall floor. People streamed everywhere with patrons going in and out of stores, cafés, and checking out all the stuff for sale.
Nicky stayed by my side all the time, but I couldn’t help looking around. He had planted security people somewhere in this crowd. They would be shadowing us everywhere, but I would never know who they were unless something went wrong.
None of them knew what just happened in the limo. No one would ever find out just how depraved I got… with him.
None of the other three men would ever have been able to take me to such a twisted, dirty, and powerful place so fast. None of them would ever dream of denying me what I wanted.
He pretended we were just out and about as client and bodyguard. He didn’t do anything he didn’t do every other day of the week, but his powerful presence infected my mind as never before.
He could bend me to that place with a word, maybe even with just a look. If he so much as looked at me, I didn’t trust myself not to cum right in front of him.
Then those words came back to me.You don’t touch yourself unless I say. You don’t cum unless I say.
Could he really control me so deeply? He stopped me from touching myself. He wouldn’t let me go there until he was ready.
That alone made me crumble in his hands. I was his if he just said the word. Those words got into my mind and heart. They commanded my body to obey him. Could a man really do that to me?
“Where do you want to go?” he asked.
I jumped out of my skin and spun around. “Huh?”
“Where are we going?” He cocked his head to study me, and the faintest smile tugged at the corners of his lips. “You okay?”
I nodded and looked away, but I wasn’t okay. I wasn’t okay by a thousand miles.
“What did you want to buy?” he asked.
“Um… I was thinking…” I veered toward Victoria’s Secret.
I didn’t realize until I actually got into the store just how dangerous it was for me to go to that store, out of all the others in the mall, with him around. Then again, I didn’t think when I left the house this morning that going with him would turn into this.
I went over to the underwear and changed my mind. Then I went over to the bras and immediately had to walk away. Everywhere I looked, my turmoil confronted me.
I saw myself in every piece of lingerie, every satin teddy, every pair of panties. Was he seeing the same thing? I couldn’t look at him to check his expression. I didn’t dare.
He stood off at a safe distance. He didn’t hover, but he never let me out of his sight.
I finally gave it up and left. I had to find a store that didn’t bring up so many sexual connotations. I went over to a clothing store instead.
I rifled through the racks and picked up a few casual dresses. Nicky went back to hovering at a distance. He pretended to look at everything but me. Did he plan to just wipe the whole experience from his memory and forget it ever happened?
If he did, I better do the same thing. Maybe it was just a fluke and he would never repeat it.
That helped me get back to reality, and I took my selections to the changing area. I didn’t think anything about it when he followed me.
I went into the stall and hung up my things. I started to pull the door shut when he darted in behind me and locked it.
He turned around, and his burning blue eyes drilled to my soul. I felt myself starting to shake. Was he going to do it right now?
He grabbed me and spun me away from him. He pulled me against him and then pushed me forward to smash me into the wall. Every rough, controlling thing he did set me off all over again.