“I’m sorry,” he whispered.
“I’m sorry too.” I gazed up at him. “I shouldn’t have kept Jenni from you. She’s so sweet and curious, and she captured my heart when she cried for her first breath. And I kept all that from you. That was wrong of me.”
He reached up and wiped a tear from my cheek. “I was an idiot and said stupid things back then. I didn’t realize what love really meant, and maybe I still don’t... but I’m willing to try, Lola. I miss you.”
I nodded as another tear fell from my eyes. “I missed you so much. I was afraid you’d reject me when you found out I was pregnant.”
He cupped my cheeks and tilted his forehead to mine. “I could never reject you.”
That was when he kissed me. His lips smashed onto mine as if the past two years needed to be redeemed in that one moment. And maybe it did, because I pulled him close, practically climbing him.
“Lola,” he groaned as he ripped his lips from mine and moved down to devour my neck.
There was so much relief in his voice, and it caused my blood to heat. He still cared about me. I thought I lost him, but he was there the whole time.
He grabbed my ass and squeezed. I yelped, and a laugh bubbled up from deep in my throat.
“God, you’re sexy. I haven’t been able to stop thinking about you since you left. You don’t even know how I fantasized about this moment.” He looked up at me with a lust-filled grin.
“I want you, Jenner. I’ve missed you.”
It had been too long. I didn’t care if my brother was somewhere in the house. I wanted Jenner inside me, even if it meant we had to hide under the bed to do it.
“Request accepted.” He nodded before racing over to the bed and ripping off the tarp. A cloud of dust filled the air, but we paid it no mind.
He moved toward me with heat in his gaze, looking like he wanted to rip every piece of clothing off me. Excitement and something I hadn’t felt in a long time—lust—filled my veins. Jenner bent down, and I gasped as he lifted me in his arms.
Bringing me over to the bed, he laid me back gently.
His eyes drifted over me as he clutched his heart as if it might escape his chest. “I want to make you happy.”
Before I could respond, he went to work unbuttoning my clothes. It didn’t take long for him to remove my booties, socks, and jeans, along with my panties. I lifted on my elbow and reached for him, but he grabbed my wrist.
“No.”
He arranged me until my ass was on the edge of the bed, then he lowered himself. I frowned. It had been a long time since I knew sex was on the menu, and I hadn’t really kept up my trimming ritual.
Basically, I was a hairy mess down there. Having to take care of a one-year-old meant just keeping clean was an accomplishment, leaving shaving, trimming, and even pulling a brush through my hair as an occasional thing.
“Uh...” I lifted on my elbows, ready to persuade him to not do what he was about to do.
But I stopped because of the look on his face. It was one of wonder and longing, and when he leaned in to kiss my upper thigh, he groaned as if he found the thing he had been searching for.
“I’ve missed you,” Jenner said as he exhaled.
His lips grazed my clit, and I jumped. I probably would have climaxed right there, but I was doing everything I could to focus on making this last.
I needed this.
My head fell back as I allowed his tongue’s soft, hungry lashes to send ripples of pleasure straight through me. I reached over and slid my fingers through his thick chestnut hair, and he moaned as he lapped me up.
I moaned too, wanting Jenner to keep up what he was doing forever, but I knew it wouldn’t last. But then he slid two fingers inside my slick core, and I gasped in surprise.
“Jenner,” I moaned as my hips moved.
I was about to come.
He hummed into my pussy, and that was the key to sending me over the edge. My back fell to the mattress as the first wave hit me. I cried out his name and a few other words as my orgasm consumed me.