There is only before and after. Before I knew the sensation of him licking me down there. And after.
I’m a different person now. I’ve gone from tense and nervous to hungry for more in the blink of an eye.
I let out a moan I can’t stifle as his tongue slides into me, filling and stretching me in a way that Old Faithful could never hope to compete with.
I keep my eyes shut, not wanting to see, not able to handle that much sensation at once.
He talked about putting it in my ass. I should be shocked, appalled at the very idea. So why does that part of me suddenly feel empty like he belongs in there?
He talked about spanking me too. All of a sudden, the idea is very appealing. Maybe I’ll start cussing to see if he’ll punish me. But not yet, not until he’s finished what he’s started down there.
His tongue returns to my clit. As it circles the sensitive bud, he pushes a thick finger up into me. I groan again, deeper this time, shifting in place, feeling an orgasm fast approaching.
It doesn’t take long to reach me. The way his tongue flicks over my clit combines wonderfully with the rocking rhythm of his finger deep in my pussy, bringing me ever closer to the peak of bliss.
“Come for me,” he growls, his voice a deep rumbling command.
I want to obey. I push down onto his mouth, imagining his cock taking the place of his finger. The thought of it burying itself in me, getting me pregnant, making me his, it’s too much. I can’t take any more. I’m going to…
My orgasm happens so fast, that my breath is taken away from me. My back arches as I grind onto his face.
“I’m coming,” I mutter but I can say no more. The sensations are too strong for words. I can only shake in place, my clit sending wave after wave of pleasure spreading through my body.
I claw at the blankets with my fists, my toes curling as yet more joy washes over me like a never-ending waterfall of sheer ecstasy.
All too soon, it fades and I come back to myself. I slump onto the bed. He’s beside me, kissing me softly. I can taste my own sweetness on his lips.
“Sleep,” he says, stroking my hair lightly from my face with his hand. “You need it.”
He shifts me onto my side away from him. He curls up behind me and I feel the hardness of his cock against my ass once more. I’m certain he’s going to slide into me but he doesn’t.
My orgasm is still fading slowly and my limbs feel incredibly heavy like I’ve been working out at the gym for way too many hours in one day. My clit throbs gently between my legs as my eyes close once more.
“I thought you sleep alone,” I mutter as he holds me close. “Thought you fucked hard and fast with no mercy.”
“Maybe you’re making me do things differently,” he whispers in my ear. “Making me want to take things slowly.”
“That a bad thing?”
“It’s complicated. You sleep now. That’s an order.”
He kisses the back of my neck, one arm around me, holding me close. I’m still waiting to see what he’ll do with that erection of his when I fall into the deepest most dreamless slumber I think I’ve ever had.
20
ENZO
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I’m up early in the morning. My first thought is that there’s someone next to me. I’m already reaching for my gun when I realize it’s her. She’s on her side, facing away from me, no idea what she’s done to me.
I never sleep next to women. It’s the first step to bonding with them. I can’t afford to take that risk. Anytime, I might have to up sticks and move somewhere new, start all over again. I can’t settle down with anyone. It can’t happen.
So I don’t sleep next to them. I don’t get close to them. I don’t ever get attached to them in any way at all.
Except her.
Last night I did two things I’ve never done before. I stopped myself before fucking her. Then I slept beside her.