“Oh God!” she screams as she slams down on me again. She’s bouncing on me faster and I attach my lips to her right nipple before her left, savoring the taste of her sweet skin. I am going to miss the taste of her nipples, vanilla from her body butter and her natural essences. I tug one between my teeth and bite down gently before I let her go with a pop.
“Promise me you’ll enjoy your college years, baby. That you’ll stay safe but you’ll enjoy your life.”
“I’ll t-try,” she stammers and I’m not sure if it’s because she’s turned on or upset or maybe a combination of both.
“Promise me.” I grab her jaw and make our eyes lock. “My Bella,” I whisper as I hold up her arm and rub my lips across her tattoo. “La vita va avanti, right?”
I’m still inside her but she’s stopped moving. “Yes.” She nods before she begins to move up and down again. Her eyes are wide and unblinking, staring into mine as we move towards our release. “Tell me this isn’t the end. That we’ll find our way back to each other when this is all over. Please, Aidan.”
“Baby…” I want nothing more than to promise her that. That I will wait until she graduates. That I will watch from the sidelines as she grows into the woman she’s supposed to be. But I can’t. I can’t let her potential future with me control her destiny. She would always have me in the back of her mind and it may influence her decisions. She could turn down opportunities that would take her elsewhere because she’d be trying to preserve our future together. I may be ready to get married and start a family but I know she isn’t. So, I have to let her go.
She has her whole life ahead of her and it’s just beginning. I can’t tie her down just when she’s about to spread her wings and take flight.
One day she’d look back and wish she hadn’t traded everything for a hidden romance with me.
I stare into her eyes and even as I think the words I don’t know if I believe them.
She’d want to take these adventures with you.
“I never say never,” I say before I press my lips to hers hoping that would suffice.
I trail kisses down her cheek and neck and she sighs after being effectively fucked to sleep. She snuggles closer to me, her hands gripping me even in slumber. Her lips are parted and I trail my index finger over her bottom lip. I grip her jaw and place a kiss on her lips. We had been at it for hours before she fell asleep in my arms, the tears leaking from her eyes. The sun is rising and slowly peeking through her blinds, illuminating the room, and while I want to call in sick for my classes today, I know I can’t.
I have to move on, or try to move on. I press my lips to hers and move on top of her, hovering above her to sink into her one final time. I burrow my nose in her hair, trying to ingrain her scent into my memory. Her pussy is still slick with arousal after I had just been inside her no more than an hour ago.
“Wake up, sweetheart.” Her eyes fly open, like she wasn’t deep asleep yet, and her legs wrap around my waist. “I have to go.” I drop my head into the crook of her neck and lick the skin.
“I know.” Her voice breaks and I try to make her feel better by thrusting harder.
“But come for me first. You better fucking come all over my cock. Remember how good it feels. Me inside of you. Remember how hard you come, how alive you feel when I’m inside of you. Never forget this, baby.”
“Never,” she whimpers. “Don’t you forget me.” Her pussy is quivering around me and I know she’s close. I almost pull out of her so that we can start the climb towards her climax all over. I never want this moment to end.
“Come for me, Sky. I need to feel you.” I pluck her nipples, feeling the pebbled skin under my hand.
“Aidan!”
Her cry makes my balls jump up, preparing to release my seed inside of her. And then she screams. She screams so loud I can feel it in every bone in my body. A scream so visceral I can’t tell if she’s in pleasure or pain.
Probably a little of both.
I wring her petite body of the last of her orgasm and she sighs, feeling content, and what I assume to be thoroughly fucked. I begin to thrust faster and mine comes like a bolt of electricity, sending a shock through my system. I pull out just as I begin to orgasm and she wraps her legs tighter around me. “No stay,” she begs.
“I want to see my cum on you,” I growl just before I break free of her hold and come all over her flat stomach and the top of her pussy. “I need this memory. You laying out on your bed, thoroughly fucked underneath a layer of…me.”
I drag my hand through the orgasm sitting on her stomach and begin to rub it into her skin. “Don’t hate me for being so selfish,” I tell her and she looks at me oddly. “For needing you one last time.”
“Never,” she whispers as she clings to me. We don’t say anything after that as our breathing returns to normal. We lay side by side, our fingers interlaced when she speaks into the dimly lit room.
“I don’t think I can come to class. I won’t be able to keep it together.”
“I’ll give you an A regardless, Skyler. You deserve it. Just come in for the final and turn in your last two papers.”
She nods and I turn my face toward her. I watch helplessly as the tears leak from her eyes. “I can’t watch you leave.” She turns on her side, away from me, and I watch as her shoulders shake up and down. I wrap my arms around her and press my lips to her neck.
“Ciao, Bella.” Goodbye, beautiful.