“What I’m trying to say is that you made me feel alive in ways that I never thought were possible and I like it.”
Now, she probably does think that I’m a kid. Shit, I sound like a chump. If any of the guys spoke like that on the team, I would probably kick their ass. Tell them to get their head together, but here I am trying to tell the woman that I’ve been thinking about butt naked for so long that I’m into her.
“You want to hear something strange?”
I nod my head.
“I feel the same way too. God, this is nuts.”
I shrug. “Like being married to a man for eighteen years that was gay?”
She smiles. “Something like that. But it wasn’t so much about him being gay. There were other things that were wrong with our marriage. I could never sit down and talk to Tom the way that I’m doing with you right now. I thought that he was a good dad, but I don’t remember him going out of his way to do anything with Daniel, and he used to say some crappy things to me, and I would let him. All the time.”
I ask the magic question. The one that I asked her before. “Why did you stay with him?”
She shakes her head. “I honestly don’t know. Stupidity? Fear? God, knows, Jason. I don’t know.”
“Can you do one thing for me?” I say as I face her.
“What?”
“Jennifer, stays here with me.” I pull her closer toward me. I want her right now. I didn’t get enough of her earlier and this time after we make love, I’ll make sure that she doesn’t go anywhere because I need her to stay. Here with me.
Jennifer
Taking his fingers off, he leans into me slowly, and my eyelids droop by instinct. I wait for the touch of his lips, but it doesn’t come right away; his mouth hovers over mine for a full second, and only then does he kiss me. His touch is soft and gentle, but when he finally parts his lips and runs his tongue over mine, I can feel a coiled hunger hiding in his movements.
Jason finally plants a kiss on the tips of my fingers and it sends a shiver through my body. This is a feeling I have never felt before. Nothing matters right now and we don’t ruin this moment by speaking. His other hand comes up to the back of my head running his fingers through it as he fists it and yanks my head back. His mouth is instantly over mine. Jason’s tongue caresses my lips before I pull his lip into my mouth, sucking on it. I can taste him in a raw, real way like I am touching his soul and understanding him. My hands slide up and down his back touching and caressing it.
As our tongues swirl and dance around each others, Jason presses harder into me, making sure no space remains. I put my hand out behind using the table as my anchor my foot comes up slightly.
Jason breaks our kiss and I’m gasping, the anticipation of what it is coming. The thrill now is that I don’t know what is going to be, and I just know that right now I want to trust Jason to please me, and to trust myself to let myself be happy.
Jason eyes never leave mine as he goes down to his knees right in front of me, his hands reaching for my breasts. He squeezes my tits the moment his knees touch the floor, and he squeezes them harshly, forcing a scream of delight out of my mouth.
Letting go of my breasts, he slides his fingers down to my shorts but, instead of just yanking it off me, he just hooks in fingers on the fabric. Then, moving so fast his movement becomes a blur, he takes his hands to my ass cheeks and pulls into him; he dives into me at the same time, and another loud scream explodes in my mouth as he simply crushes his face against my pussy.
His mouth is open wide, and he doesn’t waste a second; he starts sucking on my wetness over the drenched fabric of my shorts, his fingers digging deep into my ass cheeks. He does it hungrily, even pulling at the fabric with his teeth.
Eating me out like a man possessed, he grabs my shorts and pulls them against my outer thigh. The fabric tears and he just throws them away, his hands once again on my ass. Pushing on my cheeks, he forces me to raise my legs and I place them over his shoulders, crossing them over his shoulder blades.
“Fuck, that’s delicious,” he says as he comes up for air, but he’s on me in a heartbeat. He runs his tongue up and down my pussy lips as I hang from the ropes dangling from the ceiling, my wrists pressed against the metallic handcuffs.
My body sways back and forth as he devours me, but he manages to keep me in place, his hands grabbing my ass harshly. I feel a ball of pleasure growing inside my stomach, burning my nerve endings with fiery stabs of maddening electricity. Using his tongue to press down on my clit, he turns that ball of pleasure inside my stomach into a hurricane of ecstasy. I throw my head back and scream as loud as I can, my lungs working so hard that they are straining against my ribcage.
“OH GOD!” I shout, a violent orgasm stabbing my mind over and over again. I grit my teeth and just hiss when my throat gives up on me, Jason’s tongue still working my pussy with a blind fury.
My body grows limp as pleasure washes over me. I want to fall into his arms forever, and yet I also want him to fuck me.
I drag him off to his bedroom, holding his hand so tight that I find all my energy in the exhilaration of knowing that we’re going to fuck, and I’m going to be brave enough to do what I want.
Jason is what I want.
My hands on his chest, I push him back until his knees meet the edge of the bed. I force him to lie down, and then I climb on top of him, moving like a cat. Barely capable of thinking straight, I can’t tell if because of how happy I am… or how wet—I lean in, pressing my lips against his and kissing him softly.
“You’re mine now, Jason,” I purr into him, running my fingers over his chest, his tight shirt delineating the contour of his muscles. One hand on my face, he smiles, allowing his fingers to roam over to my neck and then tangles them in my hair. He yanks, forcing my head back.
“You’re mine too… Forever,” he says, craning his neck and placing his mouth on my cleavage, his lips softly brushing against the soft skin there.