My heart went completely still in my chest. “What does that mean?”
“It means that maybe I don’t want to risk you freaking out as soon as you get off and telling me you only want to be friends.” She grasped my hand that was still stroking up and down her back and pulled it away from her. Sitting up, she threw her legs over the side of the bed and stood. Turning, she combed her fingers through her hair. “I can’t do that again, Gray. I won’t let you break my heart all over again. Because that’s what will happen if you do what you did last time.”
I sat up and moved to the edge of the bed. Taking her hands, I pulled her between my legs. “That’s not going to happen, Kas. I swear to you I’m not going to break your heart. Not by pulling that shit on you again or any other way.”
“How do you know that?” she demanded, her chin trembling as she tried to pull back, but I trapped her with my legs, refusing to let her go. This was too fucking important to let her run from me.
“Because I know what I want, baby.” I released one of her hands and cupped her cheek, stroking my thumb under her eye to wipe one of the tears that had spilled free. “I want you, Kas. I want us. Do you realize that, this past year, I have woken up beside you every single morning? It’s been the best year of my life because I had you beside me every step of the way. I want that for the rest of my life.”
“But how?” she cried. “How do you know, Gray? That’s what I want to know. How could you possibly know?”
“Because I love you.” The words came out so easily because I was so used to saying them to her, but for the first time, they meant so much more than any other time I had spoken them.
Her face scrunched up because she had been so used to me saying them but she could finally hear the difference. “Gray…”
“I’m in love with you, Kassa.”
“You…” She closed her eyes and shook her head, but the smallest of smiles teased at her lips. “You’re in love with me?”
“Completely.” I kissed her left eye. “Now and forever.” I kissed her right eye. “Until I draw my last breath.” I kissed the tip of her nose. “I love you, little butterfly.” My lips softly touched the corner of her mouth. “More than anything, or anyone, has ever or will ever love you. Because you’re mine, Kassa. Just as much as I’m yours.”
My lips covered hers, marking her just as my words had proclaimed her as mine. I wanted it to be a soft kiss, but we were both hungry for the taste of each other. Her fingers raked through my hair, holding on for dear life as I lifted her off her feet and dropped onto the edge of the bed with her in my arms. I lowered my hands to her ass, my fingers going under the edge of her panties to touch her soft skin, biting into her flesh as I held her against my throbbing cock.
I could feel how hot and wet she was for me through our thin layers of underwear, and without realizing what I was doing, I ripped my thumb through one side then the other of her cotton panties before pushing them out of my way. Her head lifted in shock, but it didn’t last long as she gazed down between us and saw the way her bareness looked against the straining bulge of my hardness.
“You swear you aren’t going to change your mind?” she panted.
“The only thing that could possibly change my mind right now is if you said no, baby. This is your choice,” I pushed her hair back from her face and kissed a trail from lips to her ear. “So you need to decide now if this is what you want, Kas. Because, in about ten seconds, I don’t know if I will be able to stop what’s about to happen.”
She licked her kiss swollen lips, her eyes darkening with trepidation for a moment, making my heart stop all over again. If she said no, then I would take an ice-cold shower, but I was praying that she wouldn’t.
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Leaning back, she pulled her shirt over her head, leaving her completely naked in my arms. What little blood was left in my brain flooded south, thickening my cock to the point that I was going to blow embarrassingly soon. Her hands lowered, covering her tits, and I suddenly felt like a switch in my head had flipped.
I filled my hands with her luscious ass, her arms went around me as I stood, and I laid her down across the bed. Pulling back, I got rid of my boxers then spread her legs wide so I could see all of her. Her pink little pussy was soaked for me, her thighs covered in the liquid proof of how much she wanted me. I dropped to my knees, lowered my head, and did what I had been dreaming of doing for over a fucking year.
The first swipe of my tongue up her pussy was like having a taste of ambrosia. Her body jerked, her legs already trembling.
“Gray,” she moaned. “Oh, God. Oh shit!” She tried to close her legs around me, to keep me away from the sweetest pussy I had ever tasted, but my hands kept her legs wide, biting into the soft flesh of her inner thighs so I could have my fill. “I-I’m gonna come,” she panted, her back arching and her fingers twisting in the sheet under her.
The sounds she was making only drove me wilder, and I drank up every last drop that flooded her pussy. I speared her with my tongue, pushing it into her tight heat and tasting her deeper. As soon as I felt the first contraction around my tongue, I pulled back, wanting to see her face as she came for me. Several seconds passed, and she was still coming hard. I had gone without for over a year, and the sight of her coming apart for me had me ready to blow then and there.
I spread her thighs wider, and grasping my cock in my right hand, I pushed it into her tight opening. Her moan sounded like I was torturing her with pleasure. Her body arched to let me go deeper, and I barely thought about the barrier that marked her a virgin as I pushed through it and seated myself balls-deep in her still contracting pussy.
Sweat dripped down my face and coated my body. I was going to come any minute now, but first, I had to savor this feeling. I couldn’t even remember how long it had been since the last time I had been inside a chick, couldn’t picture her face or any of the others who had come before. All I saw was Kassa lying under me with my cock deep inside her, mewling softly in pleasure as her release slowly eased up.
She looked up at me through her lashes, her cheeks pink from exertion and pleasure. A smile teased at her lips as she lifted a hand and cupped my jaw. I turned my face, kissing her palm as my lower body began to slowly move. I didn’t pull back, knew that I would explode if I pushed into her again like I just had, so I just rocked against her.
“I love you,” she whispered so low that I would have missed it if I hadn’t been so close to her, but I thanked God that I heard it.
“I love you more,” I vowed and lowered my head, sealing it with a kiss that was long and tender as my balls tightened almost painfully and my cock shook as I came inside her.
TWENTY FIVE
Kassa
Gray shifted over me, and for the first time, I realized that my lower body was one massive ache. Slowly, he pulled his cock from me, and I wanted to cry at the loss. With a groan, he lowered himself beside me and pulled me over him so that I was lying half on him and half on the bed.