“You’re so fucking sexy, baby. So fucking beautiful.”
She gasps when I hit the spot she loves, her grip on me tightening, her lips pushing into mine.
She holds my eyes. “And so fucking yours,” she moans, her tongue slipping between my lips quickly.
I groan, sliding a hand between her ass cheeks, using my middle finger to apply pressure as I pull her closer.
That wasn’t a question, and yeah, it’s something I already know – she is mine – but to hear her say it just now, after the few fucking days we’ve had... I could come right now.
“And that.”
I speed up, and she pulls her legs back around so she’s on her knees. With my feet on the floor and her knees beside me, our fucking grows wild, hard, and fucking needy, both of us desperate to come while holding off, not ready to let go yet.
Hard, wet, slaps can be heard around the room, probably in the fucking hallway, but I don’t give a fuck.
Her moans grow louder, my groans grow deeper and finally her teeth sink into my bottom lip and she starts to shake against me.
I flip her onto her back, drag her pussy to the edge of the bed and slam into her, forcing the orgasm to hit harder and her legs fly to my sides, clamping tight, but I force them open again and her hand moves between her legs.
I let her rub herself, but only so I can watch while I come hard inside her. My grip on her thighs is likely leaving a nice little bruise, but she’d never complain.
She wants all of me like I demanded all of her.
She reaches for me when I finally stop twitching, so I pull out, climb back on the bed and tug her up to the pillows with me.
When our breathing slows, she starts tracing my tattoo.
I know she’s curious as to the reason I got it and the meaning behind the four tethered ropes, but she’ll have to ask. And she will.
I wrap my arms around her and she exhales.
After a few minutes, her hand stops moving, her breaths even out, and I know she’s fallen asleep, in my arms where she belongs.
That’s when it starts, the thoughts I shouldn’t have and would never give in to, the ones that make me sick to my stomach.
The ones my dad warned us about.
It would be so damn easy.
One call is all it would take... to destroy my brother’s world and save mine.
Guilt eats at my conscience, keeping me awake all night in the process.“She is debased” the words of the doctor, who laid me out in Donley Graven’s limo, have been turning in my mind, over and over again since Rolland’s accidental revelation last night.
My mother was from here.
Shit, not just from here, she was Brayshaw.
Before Rolland talked with the boys, he hinted at something, and now it makes more sense. He’d said if I wanted to blame someone, to blame my mother for her inability to keep her legs closed until her wedding night. So, I can only assume she was once standing where I am.
‘Course, in true Ravina style she fucked something up along the way.
Did she know a Graven would eventually come asking me questions?
Why the fuck would she care?
I frown at nothing.
Nothing makes fucking sense!
My mom was Brayshaw but ran away. A Graven drugged me, poked and prodded – literally – and then simply let me go like the shit he pulled was normal, like he was untouchable and allowed to do with me as he may.
He’s not and he can’t.
“Hey.”
I glance over my shoulder when Captain speaks, pulling me from my thoughts.
He looks like shit, restless.
“What’s up?”
“You and Maddoc talk last night?” he asks.
I set my hoodie on the bed and turn around with a frown. “No, Cap. He didn’t suddenly decide to betray your trust by filling me in where I’ve been left out.”
His eyes fall and instantly I feel like shit.
With a heavy sigh, I start, “Sorry, I’m extra cranky being up so early today, my head’s still fuzzy, and I haven’t had a maple bar in a few days now, think I’m feening,” I joke.
His lips tip up and he slowly brings his eyes back to mine.
So much sadness...
Cap pokes his head into the hall, and then steps all the way in, gently closing the door behind him, and my pulse starts kicking.
“Cap.”
“You saw the card in my drawer.”
Well, shit.
Did I not put it back exactly the way it was?
I nod.
“Do you want to know why I kept it?”
I drop onto my mattress, shaking my head. “Come on, packman. This is a game me and you play well. You know I do, but I’m gonna need you to volunteer the information. You have to want to talk shit out.” I shrug.