Emily
“Don’tstop,”Ipantas rough hands grip against my thighs, likely leaving bruises.
He doesn’t listen as he stops and kisses his bond mark and looks up at me with a plea. “Don’t go,” he says, kissing my thigh again.
“Griff, we talked about this. You and Dion both got your bonding time alone. Kenji and Freddie have waited long enough.”
“But what if you go into heat early? You’re never on fucking time with that shit. What if I’m not there? What if I miss my chance?”
I pet his thick, dark hair. He’s grown it out slightly. Something about him liking me tugging on it when he goes down on me. I’m nearly blushing as I look down at him, his chin wet with my release as it rests on my thigh. I’m not sure where all his insecurity is coming from. We all sat down and talked about it. Kenji, Freddie, and I would head to the beach house early so that we could bond and then everyone would join after, for my heat, and hopefully one of them gets me pregnant.
“What do you mean, your chance?”
He scoffs, kissing my thigh one more time as he crawls up my body—his larger frame on top of mine as he kisses my cheeks. “I’ll love this baby no matter what, and maybe I’m a selfish prick for thinking this. But is it so bad to want it to be mine?”
I cup his jaw that’s covered in stubble and kiss his lips. “Still so competitive?” I ask, arching an eyebrow.
“To be fair, you were mine first,” he says, his lips trailing down my neck and his hand firmly on my hip. “And all I want is to fill you up with my cum. Isn’t that what you want, sweetheart? We could start now, give me a slight advantage.”
“Yes,” I say, grabbing his hair in my fists as he shifts, angling himself inside of me. I’m already so wet and needy for him as he slides in and makes me gasp as he leaves a trail of kisses along my jaw.
“I want to fill you up, Emily. You like that, don’t you? My sweet, little Omega loves it when I fill this tight pussy?”
“Yes, Griff, please.”
His thrusts quicken, sending me over the edge as he moans against my ear. The stretch of his knot prolongs my orgasm as I pant and my thighs shake. I love him like this, possessive and looking at me like I’m where his world begins and ends.
“I love you, Griffin.”
“I love you too, honey.” He kisses me tenderly. “Promise me you will call as soon as your heat starts. I… I’m going to worry the whole time.”
“It’s one night,” I reassure him, cupping his face. It’s not much reassurance. Griffin can hardly stand the nights I sleep with Kenji and Freddie. We’re on a bit of a rotation, and I make sure every one of my Alphas gets equal time with me. I think out of all of my Alphas, Griffin is the one who needs the most attention, though he would never admit it.
“One night too many, and the weather is straight shit. What if there’s a snowstorm? Why can’t you all bond here?”
I give him a look. He knows full well that my nest took some serious water damage with the snowstorm last week. It’s freezing in there. There’s no way I would be comfortable. Kenji owns a vacation home in Rockport. It used to be an Airbnb, but he converted the top level into a nest for me and removed the listing. I’ve only been during the summer, and I know it’s going to be cold, but it will be perfect and beautiful as well. The perfect place to bond with my Alphas and complete our pack, and hopefully make it grow.
“Griffin,” I lightly scold him.
“I know. I’m still working on sharing.” He kisses the side of my throat. I’m sure if he could, he would will his knot to keep me locked against him forever so I didn’t have to leave him.
“You’re doing a good job.” My nails lightly scratch his scalp. He groans in acknowledgement as the door to Griffin’s room opens.
“Seriously, you knotted her? You knew we were trying to leave by five,” Kenji says, unamused. I hide my smile against Griffin’s throat as he turns and gives Kenji an annoyed look.
“You’re taking my bonded away from me right before her heat and Christmas and you wanna complain about a knot?” Griffin says, scoffing.
“She’s not just your bonded,” Kenji says.
“Where is Dion anyway?” Griffin responds and I smack his shoulder. Getting on each other’s nerves seems to be Kenji’s and Griffin’s love language. I think Griffin is bitter about our pack name being hyphenated, my last name as well, and Kenji is frustrated that it took this long for us to bond. I had to make sure that everyone got along and this would be perfect, especially when we want to grow the family so soon.
“Kenji, I’ll be out soon, okay? Is everything packed in the car?”
“Yes, we’re ready to go when you are.”
I smile at him, and it breaks his resolve as he smiles right back at me. I think making grumpy men happy is one of my hidden talents. “I’ll be right out. I just need to say goodbye to Dion.”
“It’s one night and these two are acting like it’s the end of the fucking world.”