It’s too hot, maybe I need to jump in the pool and cool myself down from all the fantasies rolling through my mind. I want to experience everything. Nothing is really truly off the table. Maybe Emmett will be able to take this edge off when he gets here, cause I’m slowly spiraling myself into a horny mess.
The slam of the fence gate clicking alerts me to Emmett’s arrival. I glance up and smile as he comes and sits on the chair next to me handing me my phone.
“Well, damn, gonna need you to forget shit in my car more often if this is what you look like.”
“Thanks for being able to bring it so quickly. Let me call Sweet Nectar so Dom doesn’t flip out.”
He nods, and I look at the aggressive amount of missed calls. I bite my nail as I dial.
“Sweet Nectar, this is Mika.”
“Hi, Mika, I’m so sorry this is Kelsey Smith. I lost my phone, and I just found it. I’m so sorry for making you worry.”
She exhales over the phone and takes a few seconds. “We’re just glad that you’re safe. Please, if you decide to come to Sweet Nectar again, make sure your phone is on you, so we don’t have this issue.”
Properly scolded, I nod my head, then respond. “I understand, again I’m so sorry for not responding right away.” I hang up the phone and quickly shoot a text to Dom.
Me:I called Sweet Nectar
Dom:Good
Oh, so he calls me baby and now we’re back to one word texts.
“Everything okay, sugar?” Emmett asks.
“Yeah, we should be good. They didn’t seem that mad.”
“Glad to hear it, who’s Dom?” he asks.
Transparency is important. “Short or long version?” I ask.
He lies back in the chair, folding his arms behind his head. “Long, obviously.”
“He’s my brother’s boss and best friend. He’s an Alpha. I’ve had a small crush on him for a while. It was out of sight, out of mind there when I was really wrapped up in my ex. Something happened that I’m not ready to talk about yet, it’s hard to talk about. My brother was away on an assignment and Dom was the only person I knew to call. He saw me at my lowest, but he’s honestly a major reason as to why I’m still here today and why I’m doing okay.”
“I’ll wait for as long as you need to, to delve into your past, but just know I’m here.”
“Thanks, Emmett.”
“You still have feelings for this Alpha?”
“Can’t help it,” I say, my curiosity piqued. “Are you into men?”
“Yeah, it’s been a while, if I’m being honest. But who doesn’t like a tight ass or their prostate played with?”
I snap my fingers and point at him. “I don’t have a prostate, but I agree wholeheartedly.”
“So your ex was a woman? Have you dated many men?”
“Was mostly women there for a while. A major part of our breakup was how I wasn’t gay enough for her.”
“What?” he says, confused.
“When we got together, she made it seem like she loved me, that I had a lot of say in how we would grow our pack. That wasn’t the case. She didn’t want any men in the pack because she wasn’t interested in them.”
“Even though you were?”
“Yeah, it led to a big fight and, well, the rest is a lot to get into right now.”