I close my eyes for a moment, then force myself to meet her gaze. “I think it’s best if we go our separate ways. I love you, but…” A lump forms in my throat.I love you, but—the phrase has been haunting both of us for a while. My mother and I just don’t fit together.
Still, she doesn’t move. “I only ever did this for us—”
“Don’t lie to her,” Grey snaps.
“I’m sorry,” she repeats. “I’m so sorry.”
I let out a breath when she slinks away.
Grey sits on the edge of the bed, then pulls my arms away from my chest. He interlocks our fingers. “You okay?”
“I’ll be fine.” I look down at our hands—and then I remember what Willow brought. I release him to lean over the edge, grabbing her bag from the floor. “I got you something.”
His eyebrow raises. “Oh, yeah?”
I set the bag on my lap and pull out the photo album. It was kept safe in the attic crawl space in our apartment.
He looks at it for a moment, presented in my hands, like he’s second-guessing whether it’s what he thinks it is. He flips open the first page and glances down at it. Has it only been a few months since he took me up into his room and snapped at me to put this down?
I’m glad I didn’t.
And then he starts to talk. I settle back against my pillow, and he adjusts to sit next to me. He tells me about the photos, pointing out people, and my heart aches for him.
I rest my head on his shoulder as he weaves another picture entirely about the family he lost. And for most of it, I hardly dare breathe in fear that he’ll stop.
* * *
Grey offers me his hand.
I wave him away and step out of his truck, then look around. We’re not in front of his hockey house. Not near my apartment either. I expected one or the other after we left the restaurant that served us a huge brunch.
We’re in a nice neighborhood a few blocks from campus, close to the stadium.
“I rented this for us,” he says in my ear, wrapping his arms around me from behind.
I eye the white house he directs my attention to, filling with suspicion. It’snice. Manicured lawn, a covered porch with two rocking chairs on it. The backyard is fenced, from what I can tell.
He opens his hand in front of me, revealing a set of keys.
I take them and let him guide me up the concrete walkway. I unlock the front door and step through, poking around. Still suspicious, maybe, that something’s going to jump out and ruin everything.
It’s been a week since I was released from the hospital. I’ve been hiding away in Greyson’s room at the hockey house, only emerging when he returns from practice to coax me into the kitchen for food. He’s accompanied me to the rented studio, too, although I’ve been dancing without my pointe shoes.
They’re evidence, I guess. Not that I would want them back.
Mia made me dance until my toenails cracked and bled. When the nurse gently slid the shoes off my feet, she cringed. Dried blood stained the satin.
I have to go back to class tomorrow. And next week, the Hawks play in the national tournament finals. They beat the team in the quarter finals, then won again on Friday. Saturday, we head to Boston to face a team they’ve already played—the Pac North Wolves. One of the first games I went to, actually. Greyson says they’ve had a major improvement over the season and they’ll be harder to beat than they were.
Anyway, this is real life, and I need to get back to it.
Mia was arrested. She’s sitting in county jail, and Grey’s dad has told us that they’re transferring her to Virginia—where she was born and raised, I guess. He kept his word and pulled some strings. He also told the judge of her threat against his son, and the judge was more than happy to withhold bail.
I will have to testify at some point. Face her again.
“You with me?” Grey asks.
I refocus on him and force a smile. “Yep.”