He gets off me, raking his fingers through his hair.
“Fuck, Lilly,” he frowns in the dark. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“Why does it matter?” I shrug. In a way, it doesn’t.
“Because it matters,” he growls, turning away from me. “Fucking hell.”
He faces me again a moment later, looking somewhat eased. “Did I hurt you?”
“No,” I shake my head. I want to add what he did do to me, but I bite my tongue.
“I…” he starts, shaking his head. “This was a mistake.”
With those words, he storms out of the room, making sure to close the door behind him.
I remain like that, motionless for a few moments, allowing the reality to settle in. I’m no longer a virgin. And I lost my virginity with none other than Dominic Hart.
I know it shouldn’t, but the thought makes me smile. It makes me proud.
Heck, it makes me horny again.
My pussy throbs in response to the thought of him and I look down. Fortunately, there isn’t much blood. Most of it is on my stomach. Nothing a shower won’t fix.
But tomorrow… that is something I have no idea how I’ll handle.
In about fifteen minutes, after a nice hot shower, I’m in the bed. My teeth are washed, toothpaste and all. I realize now that I shouldn’t have done that. I’ve jeopardized my job, and that’s the last thing I want. I need this job. I can’t afford to lose it. Too many things are on the line. I can’t believe I was so stupid to risk it.
I try to calm myself down. He’ll understand. Not like I did this on my own, right? But I have to make sure not to blame him. I’m the one to blame. I came onto him. All I had to do was leave him in his study and go to sleep. But no. I had to poke the devil.
Just talk to him. He’ll understand.
I’m sure he will.
Chapter Six
Dominic
It’s still early. I could just get dressed quickly and sneak out of the apartment, without her even knowing. I don’t even have to have this conversation. Not right now, that is. I know I can’t run away from it, but at least, I don’t have to do it right now.
Those are the thoughts that are swarming inside my mind like a bunch of angry, persistent bees. But I’m not out the door. In fact, I’m standing in front of the door to the guestroom, about to knock on it.
I could just turn around and go. I’m in a rush, after all. I have the best excuse ever. Work. We could just talk about this tomorrow, but I know that when you leave something for tomorrow, you leave it to fester. It turns into something much bigger than it initially was.
Although I doubt it could get much bigger than what it already is.
Virgin.
The moment I saw the blood, I thought she got her period. I’m not squeamish, although I don’t prefer to have bloody sex. It happened before. Just a question of personal preference. That’s what I thought it was last night. Just bad timing.
But then, I looked at her eyes. The shock. The shame. The guilt. I knew it immediately.
I’ve never taken anyone’s virginity. Maybe that’s why I knew it. Maybe that’s why it shocked me to such an extent but… I always thought girls like to make it special. Last night wasn’t. Not that it wasn’t good. It just wasn’t roses, candles and all that other shit they want to make it memorable. Because memorable it was.
I sigh heavily, rubbing the bridge of my nose with the tips of my fingers. There is no pain. Just guilt. My own, that I took advantage of her. Now she will probably want to quit. Marley will be devastated.
What a mess I’ve created because I couldn’t stop thinking with my cock.