She smiled and nodded. He leaned down and kissed her forehead.
This certainly wasn’t how she saw this meeting going, but she couldn’t have asked for a better outcome.
9
TWO WEEKS LATER
“Dinner was delicious. Thank you, guys.” Sasha wiped her mouth on the linen napkin and looked between the two men she was desperately in love with.
Tanner took her plate to the sink while Jonas grabbed a bowl of strawberries and whipped cream and came back to the table. Over the last two weeks, they were getting to know each other again.
Four years changed three people a hell of a lot. The years apart had shaped them into the adults they were now, and Sasha was thankful that she was getting the chance to learn more about the men they had become.
She sat at the dining room table and watched Tanner clean the counter Jonas had fucked her on, and heat rushed through her. She’d ended up buying the house where all the drama unfolded and knew it was the right decision.
Not only did her men live only a mile down the road but the home was everything she had ever dreamed of. The past two weeks had been about them getting to know each other. They recounted on their pasts and all the memories they had shared together.
Sasha missed those days, but she wasn’t living in the past anymore. When she decided to go through with being with Tanner and Jonas, she made the promise to herself and them that she was going to only focus on the here and now.
With Rian slowly becoming accustomed to their relationship and her parents coming around to the idea that their “baby girl” was in a serious relationship with two men, she was starting to see that silver lining.
“Thank you again for dinner,” she said.
Tanner came back to the table and sat beside his brother. She stared at both of them, falling in love with them even more with each passing day. It was going on eight at night, but she was far from ready to end the evening.
She may have had sex with both of them on separate occasions, kissed them, and let them touch her at the same time, but she had yet to be with them intimately simultaneously.
She wanted that...desperately.
“Anytime, baby.” Tanner reached across the table and took her hand. He brought it to his mouth and kissed each of her fingers.
“You want to watch a movie?” Jonas leaned back in his chair and took a sip from his wine glass. And that was another reason why she loved them so much. They never expected anything more than what she was willing to give.
“No. What I want to do requires less clothing.” They looked at each other, as if taken back by her response. In truth, she was feeling mighty courageous right now.
That might have something to do with the two glasses of wine she had with dinner, though.
Tanner took up the same position as his brother: relaxed but fully invested in the conversation. “Is that right?’ He brought his beer bottle to his lips and took a long pull as he watched her. He set the bottle down, and the look he gave her could have left scorch marks on the floor. “Go on, baby. Tell us exactly what you have in mind.”
When she didn’t respond right away, Jonas decided to jump in the conversation. “Go on, sweets.” He leaned forward and rested his forearms on the table. Her pulse quickened, and she contemplated that perhaps she should have just kept her mouth shut and let things play out on their own.
What if they weren’t into what she had in mind? Maybe being with her sexually was a private thing for them, and the thought of sharing her at the same time was more disgusting than arousing?
Tanner’s deep voice broke her out of her thoughts. “You know what I think.” He didn’t phrase it as a question. “I think our little Sasha has some naughty thoughts going on inside that pretty head of hers.” He leaned forward as well, and she suddenly felt very crowded but in a very good way. “I think she wants to explore her sexuality. Isn’t that right, Sweet Pea?”
Sasha found herself nodding. Her throat was dry, as were her lips. Adrenalin and endorphins coursed through her veins. Excitement over exactly what she wanted to do with them was a living entity inside of her.
“You know we would give you anything you wanted, Sasha.” Jonas smirked. “Why don’t you just tell us what you want?”
She had felt so strong right up until this moment, but now her nerves were frenzied.
“Go on, Sweet Pea.” She loved that Tanner still called her that nickname.
They smirked at her. It was clear they found that she was uncomfortable with all of this amusing, but she also didn’t miss the desire that came from them in a tidal wave of heat, emotions, and living tendrils of their need for her.
“I want to be with both of you...”
They didn’t move. Hell, she didn’t even think they blinked as they waited for her to continue.