I narrowed my eyes at him. “Is that a trick question?”
He smiled at me seductively and motioned with one hand. “Clothes. Off.”
It had to be only desperate desire that had me tearing off my jeans and shirt and kicking my shoes across the floor. I stumbled around taking off my socks and he watched me intently, a little smirk on those delectable lips. Once I was done though, I wasn’t sure what to do. I took a step toward him, and he shook his head.
“Bed. Face down.”
“What? But I don’t want…”
“Unless you’re about to say you don’t want me to fuck you, then shut up and get on the bed. If you don’t want this, it’s fine with me. But if you do, then lie down. Now, I said.”
Well, I wasn’t crazy. I wasn’t about to say no. The idea of this beautiful man making love to me wasn’t anything I should be afraid of, but I kind of was. He looked fierce standing there, and though I didn’t think he’d hurt me, I didn’t want our first time together to be like this. My cock, however, was fully on board. It was jutting up, pearling at the tip and my balls had drawn up to hug my body.
“Go ahead then,” he said. “Get on the bed.Baby.” That last part was intended to put me in my place, I was sure, because it was what I’d been calling him, but this time it wasn’t an endearment. I guess he hadn’t liked it when I’d used the term. So this was going to be more about payback than any love he felt for me. I knew he was angry, and I knew I deserved it, but it still hurt. Not enough to stop me though. Not by a long shot.
Without another word, I turned and walked to the bed. He came up behind me and I could smell his delectable scent—he smelled like the sea. Like home. I kept my mouth shut tight against all the things I wanted to say to him. How sorry I was, how much I wanted to make it up to him, how much I loved him. How I felt about having him near me again after I thought this might be lost to me forever.
This wasn’t about any of that. For him this was probably all about humiliation and payback. Just sex and when he was done, he’d be done with me. When for me, this was…everything. I guess it was better for me to think about all that later.
He walked up behind me and when I tried to turn and look up at him, he pushed my face down into the mattress and said, “Oh no, you don’t.”
A sharp slap came down on my bare ass and I jumped in surprise, so he did it again. “Be still!”
I moaned a little and steeled myself to just take whatever he was willing to dish out. Then he spanked me about five more times, hard slaps that hurt. Just when I had begun to despair that he’d ever want to love me again, his hands began to move over my ass, but his time he was caressing and stroking. He climbed up on the bed to straddle me and leaned down to nuzzle me behind my ear.
“Are you going to behave?”
I nodded, too overcome to speak. He said, “Good boy,” and started kissing me.
His mouth trailed fiery kisses down the back of my neck, like lava flowing down a mountain and everywhere he kissed me, I tingled and burned. He reached for my hair and pulled my head back, but though he was a little rough, he didn’t hurt me. He ran his hand through my hair and then he took my mouth with his. He kissed me like he owned me, like he was staking his claim and making me his. Which, I think he definitely was.
He kept on kissing me, thrusting his tongue into my mouth and so much heat sparked between us that I was surprised the sheets didn’t catch on fire. He pulled away from my mouth and went back to trailing kisses down my neck and onto my back. He alternated kisses with licks, and I was humping the bed and groaning as he got closer and closer to my ass.
I wasn’t opposed to him taking me this way, but it had been a long time since anyone had, and I’d had a bad experience once when I was very young that had made me always want to top from that time on. I was prepared for him to do it, though I didn’t expect to enjoy it. I’d do it for him. If it made him feel happy again, I’d sworn I’d do anything. Time to put my money where my mouth was.
His naked body rubbed against mine and he slapped my ass—though not as hard this time—to stop me from humping the sheets. “Don’t get ahead of me—just relax.”
I tried, but it was hard, and my cock was even harder, boring into the mattress and needing him to touch it. He ignored it though and kept kissing his way toward my hole. I tensed as I felt his breath on it and then he speared his tongue inside me, and I made noises that should have embarrassed me, but my mind was too busy being blown. He kissed and licked and thrust his tongue inside until I was reduced to shivering and moaning.
“I’m going to come!” I yelled in desperation, and he reached under me between my legs and clamped his hand around the base of my cock. Where had he learned all this?
“No, you don’t,” he said. “You’ll come when I’m inside you and not a moment before.” Embarrassingly, I let out a little sob of frustration as a tingling started in my spine and sparked all the way through me. I wanted him inside me,now,but I wasn’t in charge of any of this. He’d made that clear.
He took pity on me though and pulled his tongue away to push in a wicked finger. He found my prostate and lit it on fire, and I thought I was lost, but his hand was still clamping down on me hard, and he wasn’t through torturing me yet. He pulled his finger away and bent down to begin rimming me again, licking my hole and exploring for a while with his tongue. Choky little animal noises were all I could manage.
Finally, blessedly, I felt his cock nudge my entrance. He leaned forward to speak in my ear. “Are you sure you want this, baby? Ask me to fuck you.”
“I-I want it. Please.”
“Please what?”
“Please fuck me, Kailar.Please.”
He kissed my cheek and my throat then and sat up so he could stroke his cock against my hole. I was gasping at this point and so hard I ached. My breathing hitched and I couldn’t talk, but I pushed my hips up, asking for it.
He eased himself into my body, pushing slow and sweet, because it was a tight fit. It had been years since I’d bottomed, but he didn’t just ram into me, which I appreciated. I heard him give a sigh of anguished pleasure, and then he began to get his rhythm and slide in and out, fucking me harder as he went along and my body relaxed around him. Soon, he was thrusting fiercely, punctuating each thrust with a little huffing sound, and I was shoving back to meet each one.
He released his hard grip on my cock and began to stroke it instead, and after only a few times, I knew I was done for. I made a loud groaning sound and then I began to come, soaking the sheets beneath us.