“No, no my dear. That masseuse did nothing for your tension. I must take care of you myself. He pushed my hands above my head and ripped away the string bikini with his teeth as if it were nothing.
In a second he was at my core, thumbing my clitoris with one hand and fingering me deeply with two thick fingers. As he found my hidden spot, I felt myself unleash upon him as my back arched in pleasure.
Then he was on top of me, thrusting inside of me with everything he had. Just as I began to scream out in lust, he stuffed my bikini bottoms in my mouth to muffle my screams. The act of it was so incredibly erotic that mixed with his pulsating cock, I instantly came again.
As I bucked and tightened against him, I felt his release join me and we laid trembling in ecstasy on the lounge.
“Feeling better?” He asked when I was finally able to stop shaking from my orgasm.
“I do but I still feel guilty for nearly getting us caught,” I replied honestly.
“Uh, uh, uh,” said Thiago. “If you keep talking crazy, I will have to fill your mouth with something real to make you forget,'' he said, grabbing his cock.
“How do you do this to me? And I already am thirsting for more. I have to go pop in the pool to cool off or else I’ll never be composed enough to pick Lucas up for school later,” I said, getting up and slipping my bikini back off as I quickly jumped in the water to clean myself of the remnants of our poolside sex.
Later as I drove home, I still couldn’t shake the feeling that I was being reckless. I needed to extract myself from the situation for a few days and make sure I wasn’t getting in over my head.
Luckily there were lots of off-site exec meetings to talk release details over the next few days. Whereas this morning the idea of being tied up in meetings and away from the studio had saddened me, now I saw it as a good excuse to do some serious thinking.
We got very lucky with Libby, but I wasn’t willing to risk my career or the guys’ by being careless and letting lust overpower us again. After several days of spending as little time at the studio as possible, playing it cool on set when I was there, and making excuses for my tentative nature, I finally broke down and texted them all.
“We all need to talk, dinner?” I sent off a text to the four of them.
“Agreed,” Ryan texted back almost immediately. “Why don’t we do it at Kai and my place away from prying eyes. I’ll have my chef put something together. How’s tonight at 7pm.”
His words were followed by three thumbs up emojis.Great! So, while I have been avoiding them, they’ve been talking amongst themselves about what happened between Thiago and I.
“Sounds good,” I texted back. Thank goodness Katie had already agreed to take Lucas for the evening. This seemed like it would be a long night.
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“Come on in,” Ryan greeted me somewhat timidly. He leaned in for a kiss but pulled away just shy of my lips and chose to kiss me on the cheek instead. I appreciated his caution but longed for the feeling of his lips on mine.
“You’re the first one here,” he announced. “My chef just left, and I excused the rest of my staff for the night as well. Thiago told us what happened with the assistant and I’m really sorry that you were caught in that position. Though I can’t really blame her for sticking around to watch your face writhe in ecstasy. I just wish I had been the one behind you.”
“Well, that answers my first question which was going to be ‘how much do you know?’” I said, somewhat relieved and surprisingly not embarrassed by his comment. At least I wouldn’t have to catch them up on the entirety of what had been going on.
I opened my mouth to speak, but before I could, the door burst open, Kai, Thiago, and Michael were mid-story about something that had happened at the gym and were all giggling like schoolgirls.
I beamed at them.My guys.They were all so different but so perfect for me. How had I ended up here?
Was this where I truly belonged?
Despite the fact that it should feel wrong given that it went against every ideal I had ever had for a relationship, it just felt so right. We had to figure out a way to make it work. I was at a point where I could no longer imagine my life without each of them in it.
They rushed over to greet me. They hugged me, kissed me on the cheeks, and told me how beautiful I looked.Every woman should be so lucky as to have one man let alone four men treat her this way.
“Who's hungry?” asked Ryan. “I’m 99% sure even I can’t screw up what the chef has done here. He literally left me like two steps and one of them was to have you guys sit down.”
As the guys all began eating, I saw Ryan eyeing me nervously. “Tinsley, you aren’t going to stop things with us, are you?” he finally mustered up the courage to say.
Kai, Thiago and Michael look on apprehensively. “No,” I said, putting down my fork. “That’s not why I asked you here today. We just need to figure some things out.”
“These kinds of things are always complicated at first, but they become easier. I assure you,” said Thiago.
I eyed him curiously. “You’ve been in a relationship like this before.” I asked.
“Well not exactly like this but similar,” he said. “When I have done this, it has lacked the emotional component that this relationship has.”