“I beg to differ. You gave Cathy an office. You’re getting me close enough to Tracy Benn to see up her nose. You saved me yesterday and despite my apparent new found interest in nudism, you managed to resist taking advantage of me.”
“You were not in control of your senses yesterday. That was clear when you told me you loved me. You are in command of your faculties today.”
“Is that a bad thing?”
He pulls me to my feet and I’ve never wanted to be kissed so much in my life. I don’t know where the urge has come from. I only know that it’s more important to me than breathing. I will him to do it, leaning toward him as he continues to keep my hands in his massive fists. “This is a mistake,” he says with a shake of his head. “I should not do this.”
“Do what?”
“Allow you to feel this could work between us. It cannot.”
“What cannot?”
“Us.”
“What’s the matter? Scared?”
Before I can say anything else, he’s kissing me. His lips press against mine, his tongue claiming my mouth. He grips the back of my head and I can’t move away even if I wanted to.
My first ever kiss and it’s so strong, I almost pass out. The sensations racing through my body are too much to handle. I can’t breathe. I can’t think. I can only react as our embrace deepens.
His hand snakes down my back, grabbing my ass and squeezing it tight. He pulls me toward him, pressing my body against his. I feel something hard in his pants and my own body responds, heating up so much I think I’m on fire.
Still he’s kissing me.
I always thought I was odd. I was never interested in boys. Never bothered me before that I hadn’t kissed anyone. I just couldn’t see the appeal.
Yet here I am, locking lips with the most handsome man I’ve ever seen. Somehow it’s all the hotter because he just decided to do it.
I’m held in place, unable to escape. All control lost.
He pulls away from my lips too soon, standing back up like nothing happened. “We should get you something to eat,” he says. “Doctor’s orders.” He walks over to the bedroom door and pulls it open. “Are you coming?”
“Uh huh,” I manage to respond, forcing my wobbly legs to move. I follow him out of the room and along a broad corridor to a dining room with a table inside big enough for a dozen people.
Cathy’s already sitting there, digging into a plate of bacon and eggs. “Morning,” she says when she sees me. “Aren’t you a sight for sore eyes.”
“I’ll leave you two to talk,” Vincenzo says from the doorway. “Ring that bell when you’re ready to go home. My driver will be waiting.”
Then he simply walks out without looking back, like I’m nothing to him but a distant memory of a mundane event.
Twelve
Vincenzo
Ileave them to it for one reason. I need to think about what I just did and how to make sure it doesn’t happen again. I almost fucked her just now.
Same as last night when I found her naked on the landing. I almost fucked her before I saw the look in her eyes. She was telling me she wanted me, describing how she wanted me to spank her. That’s when I saw that distant vacant look.
She wasn’t there.
Her mind was floating high in the clouds. The spike brought down her inhibitions, made her blurt out all the things she would normally keep hidden. She acted like she was trying to seduce me but she wasn’t all there.
I prefer my women conscious and willing. Well, maybe not always so willing but definitely aware of what day of the week it is.
I put her back to bed last night, ignoring my rock hard cock and the feel of her soft skin when I lay her down and tucked her in.
She lunged for my pants. I pushed her back down, told her to sleep. She obeyed me. That was good. Even through the fog of what was once her conscious mind, she still obeyed me.