Yes, anything could potentially set me off, but we’d never know what I could handle unless we tried. I wanted to experience everything with Drew. When I was with him, I felt empowered and fearless. And he was just so damn irresistible and sexy, I wanted to do all the naughty things with him… to him.
I peered up at him. “I want to take you into my mouth.”
“Aww, baby. Let’s just enjoy each other in the shower. It’s our first time.” He wasn’t wrong. As I said, Drew took every new thing we tried very slow.
“I’ll be okay. I want this.”
He caressed my cheek. “I’ll let you taste me. Focus on the head. Don’t try to deep throat. We’ll work up to that.”
“Jeez, you’re so bossy.”
He pinched my chin. “Do you agree?” My man didn’t mess around when it came to my well-being. I’d never give him a hard time for it. He’d gone through hell with me during my recovery. PTSD was nothing to mess around with.
“Yes.”
“Then get on your knees, woman.” He winked, issuing me one of his sinful smiles.
A shiver shot through me. “Ooh, demanding. I like it.” Drew knew how much alpha, controlling attitude I could handle. He made it his business to know everything about me.
“Open.” He fisted his cock and put the head at my lips. “Now lick.”
I darted my tongue out and swiped across his slit.
“Fuck,” he groaned.
“You’re kind of salty.” I licked him again, swirling my tongue around his head. I gripped the backs of his thighs to balance myself. “You’re also pretty damn big when I’m face-to-face with it.”
He cradled the side of my head and stroked my cheek with his thumb. “Does it intimidate you? Wanna stop?”
“No.” I took him farther in and sucked.
Drew’s legs tensed, and his grip on my face did too. “Oh, fuck, baby.”
I wanted to ask if he liked it but couldn’t with my mouth full of him. Surprisingly, it didn’t take long to find my groove, my rhythm. I loved Drew more than I could ever express. I hoped pleasuring him with my mouth might show the depth of my love and devotion, albeit in a small way.
“Ava, I’m gonna come. I’m close. You don’t have to do this.”
He was always giving me an out. Maybe I didn’t need one. Maybe over the last couple of weeks—or much longer than that—Drew had put my concerns at ease. I trusted him completely.
I held his cock in place and increased my speed.
His legs started to shake. “I’m gonna come, Ava.”
I cupped his balls and rolled them between my fingers. I hadn’t played with a man like this before, hadn’t seen the male anatomy up close and personal. I had to admit, Drew was quite a specimen in every way.
“Oh, shit.” He filled my mouth with his salty cum.
It was a bit overwhelming. I wasn’t sure what to do. Swallow? The alternative would be spitting it out, and I didn’t want to do that, so I drank him down.
He pulled out of my mouth and lifted me to my feet. “I love you so much.” He lowered his lips to mine. “I feel like I should say thank you.”
“How about you return the service?”
“You got it. I can eat you out all night long.”
“Hmm, I suppose you can try.”
He grabbed my butt. “Challenge on.”