If I don’t get a hold of myself, I’m going to lose before I even start.
Killian is on top of me, and his fingers flick my nipples so that both of them harden to sensitive peaks. “I’m never going to get enough of your gorgeous fucking tits.”
I place a shaky hand on his chest, on the physical perfection that is his abdomen and cut muscles and try to smooth my voice as much as possible. “You said you’d give me time.”
He doesn’t remove my hand, but he doesn’t push me down and force my legs open either. His fingers continue flicking my nipple back and forth, back and forth in an agonizing rhythm.
“That was before you decided it was a good idea to seduce my brother.”
“I didn’t seduce him.”
“His lips were on yours.”
“Like Cherry’s lips and tongue were on yours.”
“Your jealousy turns me the fuck on, but I didn’t kiss Cherry. She kissed me.”
“And I didn’t kiss Gareth.”
“Hmm.” He pinches my nipple hard and I whimper. “Is that so?”
“Yes, I promise. I didn’t want to kiss him.”
“Or see what his lips taste like?”
“Or that.” I soften my voice.
“Good call. They’re probably disgusting.” He’s caressing my nipples now, more pleasure than pain, but it’s the mild type of pleasure, the pleasure that’s not enough to stimulate my core, but I can put up with it if I can tame the tiger.
“Killian, please.” I test the waters and push him. He surprisingly lets me, so I do it again until he’s almost on his back.
But before he lies down, he becomes as hard as granite. “Nice try, baby. You almost got me there. I’m so fucking proud of how your cunning nature shows through.”
My breath hitches as he opens my legs wide and settles between them. “But we’ve got a score to settle. See, all types of parasites keep floating around you because I didn’t stake my claim yet, and that needs to change.”
I slowly close my eyes, admitting defeat. And the moment I do, a feeling I never thought I’d be experiencing under the circumstances washes over me.
Relief.
Complete, utter, and unmatched relief.
“Are you going to hurt me?” I murmur.
“Do you want me to?”
“Yes.” My word is barely a murmur, but it feels so right, so liberating.
“I’ll try not to hurt you…much.”
Don’t try, I want to say but keep it to myself.
“Eyes on me when I fuck you, baby.”
I don’t want to.
That will just remind me of what I am. Of what type of deviant I’ve become.
Killian is the worst monster I know, but he’s the only person I’ve wanted with twisted depravity.