She is trouble. Or at least I hope so.
And then she goes down on her knees.
Fuck, is this real?
My erection is right in front of her face. She is too straightforward. Is she drunk? High? She is not, I know it. But somethinghaschanged since this morning. And it’s not the last night when we went to bed feeling awkward around each other after what we’d done.
It’s the imminent danger. The fact that whatever tore us apart years ago is back.
I feel it too.
I know it.
It’s desperation.
I see it in Callie’s gaze.
She is trying to be brave. And seductive. And she wants to please me for whatever reason, and I hope it’s the right one. She wants to take it all before it’s taken away from her.
I could almost feel Crone’s eyes on me when he watched through his cameras at the Divide. I know he did. This is Callie’s “fuck you” at him. And there is a scary thought in the back of my head that I might once again lose the only thing that matters.
I don’t want to ruin it. I should work it out step by step, because I want this so fucking much, I can feel my cock seep pre-cum already.
I gaze down at Callie on her knees.
Easy, buddy,I tell myself.
Step one.
“Have you done it before?” I ask softly.
She shakes her head, staring up at me.
I can tell. Her hands are at her sides but not touching me. Her gaze is hesitant.
The water is too strong. I reach for the knob, tone down the shower to a trickle, and turn my eyes to Callie again.
She is so sexy on her knees, but I know she feels vulnerable.
My heart leaps in anticipation. Then stops. Then thuds again against my chest.
Don’t ruin it, Kai.
She’s probably seen porn stuff. Or not. Who knows? She’s always seemed shy. And a virgin. Hell…
Step two.
“Give me your hand, petal,” I say softly, stretching my hand to her and wiggling my fingers
She puts her hand in mine. I fold her fingers except for her forefinger and the middle one, lean over, and take them into my mouth. I slide them all the way in, then suck on them as I pull them out, then slide them in again, then slide them back out as I suck gently.
“Like that,” I say, letting go of her hand.
I can’t believe that I just showed a girl how to blow me. And it’s sexy as hell.
Callie nods just slightly.
Step three.