She whimpers, her eyes widening with a pained look as she arches her back off the bed.
I hold my breath and still, searching her face for the signs of pain. When her body softens up, I start thrusting slowly.
“That’s it, baby girl,” I murmur as I continue slowly sheathing into her. “You are mine.”
She feels tight and hot. I pray I don’t finish too soon and want to close my eyes in pleasure. But I gaze at her as I keep thrusting, my forehead low, almost touching hers, my dark hair falling onto her face.
I rub my nose against hers. To soothe her. To calm myself. Because my heart is racing likeIam the virgin here. And I keep thrusting slowly, sinking my cock into her wet hotness.
Iamher first one. Fuck fate and circumstances and stupid misunderstandings and the four fucked-up years that kept me from her.
Nothing ever felt so good.
Nothing felt so special before.
I can tell it doesn’t hurt her that much anymore, because her luminous blue eyes are full of wonder and are locked with mine as she studies the sensation of my cock inside her.
I don’t know if it’s anything special.
But it’s me.
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CALLIE
Sharp pain.The feeling of being filled by something that’s never been inside me. And then there is pleasure, soft and soothing as Kai sinks into me again and again.
He rolls his hips, thrusting deeper, and that’s when I feel it—ripples of liquid heat starting inside me.
I come up to kiss him, and he answers so passionately that I know he is holding back so as not to hurt me.
I enjoy just being in his arms, knowing we are now forever connected with this first experience. The first for me, anyway.
He kisses my neck, then moves his mouth to my breast while his hand squeezes the other. I liked when he touched my breasts before. But now he kisses one softly, licks my nipple, then takes it between his lips and pulls it gently as he keeps thrusting into me.
I don’t know why it’s so erotic. He kisses the skin around my nipple, the tip of his tongue licking it softly. The sight of it starts a fire deep inside me that’s coiling through my body. As if my breasts are connected to my core, and the pleasure starts softly rippling between my legs.
I moan, unable to look away. I roll my hips to get him deeper inside of me.
His eyes flicker up at me.
“You like your breasts being kissed, huh?” He smiles. Without taking his eyes off me, he licks my nipple, then takes as much of my breast as he can in his mouth, shoving his cock inside me deeper.
“Kai!” I moan, closing my eyes in pleasure. “Faster, please,” I plead.
He starts thrusting faster, his mouth on one breast, then shifting to the other one.
The sensation inside me is different from any before like there is a wire going through my entire body, connecting all the spots that he touches—his hips against mine, his thighs between mine, his lips on my breasts. It all ripples through my body toward the spot between my legs where he feels full and large. It starts flaring into a fire.
“Don’t stop. Please, don’t stop,” I whisper, chasing those fiery ripples.
“I won’t, baby girl. Come for me.”
His words are like a jolt of electricity that shoots sparks through me.
My thighs fall open. I buck at him, wanting to catch that one spark that is almost there. He pulls at my nipple with his lips.
And that’s it.