Devlin stroked her harder as he continued. “I want you to explore and experience new things with me. I want to be the one who takes you by the hand and let you feel how hot it could be with Fox in the room.”
A gasp escaped her lips, and he knew she was close.
“I trust you, Teagan. Trust is everything for me. It’s all I want and all I have to offer.”
He glanced down, taking in his dick, pulling out and entering her. “One day, I’m goin’ to get rid of these fuckin’ condoms.”
He watched how she closed her eyes and moaned at the idea of him fucking her bare. He was almost there.
“Dev… I need you…”
She grabbed his face and pulled him in for a scorching kiss as she moaned into his mouth.
“Fuckin’ hell!” he shouted as he came so hard his toes curled. An orgasm rippled through her body as her pussy clenched and unclenched around him.
After long moments of enjoying their closeness, he kissed her forehead and leaned to his side. He couldn’t believe he’d just dragged her through the clubhouse because he’d been about to burst. He snorted and said, “My dick is fuckin’ obsessed with you. Just like me.”
“You are?”
“Damn right I am. I’ve broken all my rules for you. I’ve never wanted a girlfriend. All I wanted was to fuck and get out of dodge. I certainly didn’t have any sleepovers and chicks meeting my family. And I most definitely wouldn’t let an overprotective big brother cuss my ass out for touching his sister.”
She placed her hand on top of his heart and said, “Tell me why I’m different. I need to hear it, Dev. I keep hearing what she said. And I saw the ones we passed on our way up. I’m not stupid. They probably all had you at one time. Please tell me I can trust you.”
He fisted her hair into a ponytail and tugged her head back so she had to look into his eyes. “You are everything I want. You are all that I need. I can’t fuckin’ explain why you would ever waste your time on someone like me, but I’m damn happy you do.”
“Dev—”
“Not yet. I need to tell you something first. I’ve got issues, Teagan. I’m not proud of them and I want to work out some stuff before I claim you as my Old Lady. You might not know this, but the Old Lady status equals that of a wife. You deserve the best version of me before we get to that point.”
“What does that mean for us?”
The worry in her eyes churned his stomach. “I’m always honest, Little Bird. I’m not goin’ to fuck around on you, I promise. It’s just that with my past… I’ve always been a dog. I don’t want to hurt you and I only make promises I can keep. I can promise you that I’ll never cheat and first will end things between us when I feel the need to fuck someone else.”
She nodded as if in understanding and he let go of her hair. She immediately stood from his bed and searched for her clothes. As she was dressing herself she said, “Okay, so what you’re saying is that before you take that blonde downstairs up on her offer of sticking your big fat cock in her ass, you’ll… what? Send me a text? Oh, no better yet, video call me so I can watch!”
He blinked as if that would make the fog from his head go away. Her words hit him right in his chest. Out of everything he’d said, that was she got out of it? “I’ve known you for a few weeks, Teagan. And I’ve already made you my girlfriend. What more do you want from me?”
Why didn’t she understand how much he’d already changed for her? She couldn’t possibly think he would make such a big commitment as making her his Old Lady after just a few weeks?
This was the first time her age was showing. She still believed in fairytales. Happily ever after didn’t exist. Not in his book. Not with his father’s fucked-up genes making him a horndog. Why couldn’t she be happy with what he gave her? He’d just said he wouldn’t fuck around on her. What more did she need from him?
Teagan walked over to the door as he put his dick back in his jeans. She turned around with her hand on the doorknob. “I’m sorry, Dev. You’ll have to see this from my perspective. I come here to this clubhouse and there are dozens of half-naked girls fucking out in the open and giving you the eye. One of these women even tells me to my face how she loves your big dick!”
She rubbed her temples. “It’s not good enough that you promise not to fuck around on me, but instead you’ll just call it quits like I meant nothing to you, so you can stick your dick in one of these girls. You’re not looking for an Old Lady because that would be as serious as having a wife and you can’t easily break up for a quick fuck.”
“Teagan…”
She shook her head. “I hate that you feel like I’m nagging about this. I can see it all over your face that you don’t get it.”
“You’re right. I don’t.”
“What pisses me off is that you think it’s okay to tell me you already feel like you need an escape for when your dick gets hard for someone else since you’re a dog with issues.”
“Damn it, Teagan. I’m really trying here…”
She gave him a watery smile. “I know. I’m not sure if I can handle being with someone who already has one foot out the door.”
He fisted his hair in despair. Was she for real? “I’ve already given you everything that I have to offer. I don’t get why you can’t see that and why you’re pushing for more.”
“What you can’t see is that I’m all in. I’m not worrying about hurting you or breaking up with you so I can fuck another and proudly say that at least I always kept my promises. That’s not a real commitment. That’s like saying ‘I’m here right now because I want you at this moment—but don’t you dare ask me if I’ll stick around’. I’m protecting my heart, Dev. And you’ve just broken it into thousand pieces.”
She slammed the door on her way out, leaving Devlin behind on the bed with his head in his hands. How the fuck did they get here?