He already said he can’t do this, but then he came to get me, and I’m in his bed. What the fuck does this man even want?
And more importantly, do I want it?
He’s silent, and I assume my words pleading with him not to hurt me hit him harder than I intended. He takes my coffee from my hands and sets the mug on the nightstand. He reaches for me and I shrink away from his touch, backing away slowly, and frown. “You can’t keep jerking me around, Aidan. I know this is risky, but it is for me too and I’m willing to take the risk. Are you?”
He moves closer to me and pulls me towards him, resting his forehead against mine. “Skyler,” he whispers, and his breath hits my lips gently. He cups my face and makes our eyes lock. “Mi dispiace, dolcezza.” His words send a tremor through me, igniting a spark and warming the space between my legs. I’m sorry, sweetheart.
I bite my lip to prevent the whimper from leaving my lips. “You can’t use Italian to seduce me, Aidan.” Yes, he can.
“Per favore.” Please.
“Aidan…” I trail off and he weaves his fingers into my hair. He rubs my ears gently and draws a trail with his lips all over my face, kissing my cheeks, forehead, and nose, completely avoiding my lips.
“Sono pazzo di te.” I’m crazy about you.
I push him back, knowing that between the kisses and his Italian I can’t think straight. “Aidan. Stop. Use words.”
“I am,” he whispers. “Non voglio che finisca.” I don’t want this to end.
“Could have fooled me. You ended it, Aidan.” I pull out of his grasp and raise an eyebrow at him. He doesn’t say anything at first. His eyes leave my face briefly and I can see the wheels turning in that mind of his before he turns his gaze back to me.
“I want this, but…we have to be careful.”
I don’t say anything, and he must take as me being more receptive for him to touch me because he pulls me into his naked lap and presses a hot kiss to my chest, bare except for the tiny strapless bra. I have vague memories of getting undressed in his bathroom last night with the intention to seduce him, but I guess that didn’t pan out.
He unsnaps my bra behind me and I shiver at his cool hands touching my body, still warm from being snuggled under his blankets. I lean forward and drag my nose against his. “I think I can be careful.”
“Can you? You were pretty reckless last night, Skyler.” He pauses. “I didn’t like it.”
“I was just out with my friends. People party in college. It’s what college kids do.”
He grabs my jaw and squeezes. “I’m not always going to be around to keep you safe, Skyler. Keep your ass out of trouble and more importantly other guys’ hands off of you. I mean it.”
“Yes, sir.” My skin hums along with the purr that leaves my lips. I rub my nose along his jaw and press my naked chest into his. I’m not sure how I feel about all of this, but I am sure I want him inside of me…now. Especially since I know he’s no longer a flight risk. I can figure out my feelings later. “Are you going to fuck me now?”
His hands are in my hair and then around my back. He moves them to the space right above my ass and plucks at the thong tucked between my ass cheeks. “Lay back,” he breathes in my ear and I don’t wait a second before I do what he says, pulling my underwear off at the same time.
“As much as I love feeling the wet flesh of your bare pussy, we are using a condom. We’re playing with fire.” He tells me as he presses a finger into my sex and begins rubbing against my clit. It had been less than twenty-four hours since I felt him inside me and my body is already starting to build with the painful need to come around him. I stretch my feet, pointing my toes hard, feeling them curl and extend in preparation for my climax.
“Aidan, fuck me, please.”
“Not yet.” He pulls his fingers out of me and before I have a chance to react to the loss of contact, his mouth is on me. His tongue penetrates my wet channel, rubbing my inner walls before pulling out of me and flicking my clit. He does that motion again and again until he settles on my clit, alternating between licking, sucking, and nibbling. I’ve never felt teeth on my clit until Aidan, and I realize it is something I like. Not hard. Just a gentle graze that sends delicious jolts up my spine and into my brain. My body sizzles under his mouth and I want nothing more than to watch it move later today in class, knowing that this morning he’d had it all over me.
It would take everything out of me not to shoot the girls in my class a look that said: that man is mine.
I grip the back of his head and clamp my thighs around his ears as I watch him submerge his entire face in my sex. The tip of his tongue continues to tickle the engorged flesh between my legs and I’m ready to explode. “Fuck, Aidan. I’m going to come!”
I hear him slurping and sucking everything that my body offers him. “Come, Skyler. I know you’re close.”
I begin to rock against his face, feeling the orgasm at the tip of my tongue…and his as well. “Yes!” I scream. “Oh my God, Oh my God, Oh my Goddddd,” I chant. I shut my eyes just as the feeling explodes through me, causing fireworks behind my eyelids. I’m barely down from the high when he’s inside of me, pounding into me mercilessly and tapping my G-spot every few strokes.
This man is an actual sex God.
His strokes slow, and his lips find mine as we begin the sensual dance that matches what our lower halves are doing. I’ve known Aidan three days and already he knows the language of my soul. “Fuck, Skyler. La mia bellissima ragazza,” he whispers in my ear and I shiver. My beautiful girl. His hands tighten on my hips and then my legs are up next to my ears, my ankles just above my head as he continues his reckless assault on my pussy. I look up at him, and his intense gaze takes my breath away. His dark blue eyes penetrate me as deep as his cock, and I can’t handle the physical and emotional sensations. I shut my eyes, needing to break the connection on some level, and knowing I can’t tell him to stop.
My heart thumps wildly in my chest, banging against my ribcage with every thrust. Aidan is turning me inside out, slowly. I just hope my heart will be intact when I come out on the other side.