But both of us are dancing around real feelings. I haven’t told her that the deal was never real. I wanted her as soon as I saw her the first time, wanted to plant my baby in her womb so she was tied to me for all time. Because there’s no way in hell she’s getting away from me with my baby. I’ll track her down and find her no matter where she goes.
She’s mine and any baby that comes from the two of us is a gift. One that I intend to treasure.
There’s more than just the need to breed her though, strong though it is. I love the woman. I can’t push the feelings down. They’re becoming too strong, too overwhelming. Every night I spend with her ties her to me more and more. At least as far as I’m concerned. I’m just not sure about her feelings. She wanted a family. I can provide that. And I can take care of that family the way they should be.
I can’t force her though.
The last few days, it’s felt like she’s pulling away from me. It’s driving me crazy. I woke up to find her gone and when I left my room, our room, I found her down the hall sleeping in the other room. I carried her back, the itch between my shoulder blades driving me to settle her in my space. I need her surrounded by my smell. Need to lie with her, hold her.
The next time when she tries to sneak out, I wake and tug her up against me, leaning over and kissing her, hard and deep.
“Liam?” she asks me sleepily. But I don’t respond, intent on finding her clit with my fingers while at the same time I bite and mark her soft belly and thighs.
My tongue licks up and down her slit and she moans, her hands tangling in my hair, tugging until a sting bites at my scalp.
It doesn’t stop me though. I suck at her clit, pushing one then two fingers deep inside her wet pussy, loving the way she grinds against me. Even if I couldn’t breathe I’d die a happy man with her thighs wrapped around my head.
She screams and tugs hard at my hair and I move up her body swiftly, driving my aching rod deep inside in one shot.
She gasps and then I spend the next hour loving her until she falls asleep again, exhausted.
I stopped her this time but I know that the tiptoeing around is about to come to a head if I don’t want her to run for good.