Chapter 1
The desk was hard against her bare back, but Jessa wasn’t noticing. All her attention was on Jack and what his hands were doing to her overheated, wet body. Every touch was making her body quiver in anticipation. Her breath hitched as Jack’s skilled hand unclasped her lacy black bra, leaving her breasts bare for his piercing brown gaze alone.
“Jessa, you are gorgeous,” Jack’s gravelly voice hissed as he ran a thumb over her pert nipple, causing her to moan his name.
“Anderson, please, make me yours,” Jessa whispered, but he seemed to already know exactly what she wanted, needed, as his mouth descended…
Groaning,Ruth Kennedy stopped typing to delete out Anderson and replace the name with Jack’s again. It had been happening since she began writing the book. This time just solidified that she needed to change Jack’s name to something better. Of course, not Anderson, because Jack could never be Anderson.
Anderson. Even seeing his name on her screen broke her concentration. Her mind had been on nothing but Jessa and Jack and their romance for hours. That was until Anderson entered the scene, and of course, it had to be during a hot sex scene. Some, if not all, of that was Ruth’s own fault. In her mind, that scene had happened in Anderson’s office. Her boss’s office!
The classic country quickly faded away as she pulled out her headphones. She needed them to block out the world, and they were necessary to her writing processes. Well, not the whole world, but the noise of the computer equipment that surrounded her. The whirling and beeping would have driven her mad if she had no way to block it out.
Stretching, she looked around the almost completely dark room before flipping the light switch she had under her desk. Getting up from her desk was something she just did not want to do all the time, so she had installed the switch years before. Instantly, her work apartment was bathed in bright light. It was a smaller apartment with an old couch with a white sheet covering the awful orange color and two large desks creating a large U shape that held all her equipment.
With a mouse click, she saved her work on the screen. It was the biggest she could find. On the opposite desk behind her was a slightly older and smaller version of her computer, and it was hooked up to more networking equipment than Ruth thought was possible. Unfortunately, it was all needed. That internet equipment made it possible to store the programs in a way that she could access them from anywhere in the building at any time. It was a must-have so that she could work from anywhere in the building, and that included the office she had borrowed for the half-written scene.
Since she lived and worked in the building, being able to access her files at any moment was important. Her day job as a personal assistant in an insurance office gave structure to her life that she would lose if she only wrote her books. Writing could be all-consuming for her if she let it, so she stayed working, even if it cut into her writing time.
Getting up, she realized it was way past midnight, and if she had any hope of sleeping that night, she needed to do it now. She’d had many nights like this where she didn’t sleep but instead worked until she nearly passed out from fatigue on the couch in the corner of the room. It was the only reason she’d kept it over the years.
Going across the hall, she turned the lights on and off as she moved. She closed the door to her office and walked into the larger apartment that had been her home for over ten years. Maybe she had no yard, and sometimes there was loud traffic that came through from the street below, but there were downfalls to owning a traditional house too. So far, she hadn’t gotten tired of living downtown and couldn’t see that happening anytime soon.
She had started working for Frank Berg in the office downstairs just out of high school. There had been no reason for her to go to college at that time. Her plan was already set. She was going to marry her high school sweetheart and have a dozen kids. Maybe not a dozen, but more than two that was for sure. So, she had started working for Frank since he was her future father-in-law, and it was the business they would eventually take over. Everything she did was for the future they would share.
The man she’d loved and had put all her hopes and dreams into, Franky Berg, would go to college and get his degree. She was to stay back in Landstad and save money for their home, a family, etc. So, she did just that.
They had moved into the apartment together the summer after graduation. Since that day, she had made it her home—even after Franky had decided he no longer wanted her. She had stayed, and now ten years later, she barely remembered him being there.
Pouring herself a glass of water before she went to bed, she went to the front window to see what was happening in the little town she called her own. Landstad, North Dakota might be a small dot on the map, but it had its lively moments. And once in a while, she got to watch them from her window.
Two blocks down, The Landing still had a fair number of cars and trucks parked near it, which meant that it was still open. As the only bar in town, it usually had a brisk business, just not on the weekends since that was when the locals could venture out of their one-bar town to drink in more populated places.
But tonight was the start of a three-day blizzard, which meant everyone would be keeping close to home. There was already more snow in the street than there had been at five when the insurance office had closed, and she had walked the twenty feet to her front door.
The wind was already blowing the snow around and making drifts wherever it could. The weatherman had promised the storm would be a bad one, but the weathermen around here were known to get it wrong sometimes. This time it seemed they had been right.
Still holding her glass in hand, she noticed her neighbor from across the street shoveling out her car. The drifts were almost knee-high, and she was struggling. Ruth knew she would be of little help with the task but felt guilty just watching her. It was cold, and she probably needed to be some place.
Ruth knew the woman was Amanda Nordskov, and she was the new nurse practitioner in town. She was a tiger—a nickname used for those who graduated from Landstad High School and never seemed to leave. Otherwise, tigers would come back when they realized life was better here.
Amanda had been a few years ahead of her in school, and Ruth really didn’t know her well, but she could pick her out of a crowd. That’s how small towns were. Ruth did know Amanda’s younger sisters, Kit and Julia. Kit had graduated the same year as Ruth, and Julia had been a year younger. Both had been popular, something Ruth had never been. But when you went to school with someone for twelve years, you considered them your friends, even if you barely spoke to them most of the time.
Deciding nobody else was going to help the woman, Ruth headed for the door, leaving her glass on the counter. Since she owned the building and both apartments, she had taken to keeping her outerwear in the hallway. Quickly, she stuffed her bare feet into her boots and pulled on a white hat over her blonde hair. She didn’t take time to put it up, just letting it hang around her shoulders.
After grabbing her thick mittens, she headed for the door. She was sure that by the time she made it to the car, someone else would have shown up. That was how it usually worked. Since she wasn’t going to spend a lot of time in the snowstorm and was wearing an oversized sweatshirt and another layer below it, she felt she would be fine.
Once out the door, the wind instantly blew through her shirt, and she realized it was cold. But she headed across the street anyway, not thinking the chore was going to take long. Though, nobody else had shown up yet.
“Need help?” she asked as Amanda tossed another shovel of snow into the street from behind her car.
“Yes!” She sounded relieved as she looked up with a smile. “Get in the car and see if you can drive, and I will push. I needed to be at the nursing home an hour ago.”
“Okay,” she said and Ruth jumped into the driver’s seat of the already running and thankfully warm car. This was the reason she didn’t have a car. It was easier to have her mom drive her places. It may not be convenient, but it was easier during the winter months then digging it out of a snow bank.
After putting the car in gear, she gently hit the gas and felt the car move forward about an inch before the wheels just spun. Whether Amanda was pushing or not, Ruth didn’t know.
Ruth tried every trick in the book to get the car out of the snowbank. She was sure it needed more than she could provide; her skills in winter driving were lacking. Which was exactly why she usually didn’t volunteer to help.