“I’m still on a high. Aren’t you guys? I’ve never done anything so kinky and fun in bed before,” Emma confides in us. She can barely contain her excitement as she talks about it.
“Pssh, just another night,” I joke.
“Oh, stop,” Isaac tells me. “I know you get plenty of girls but never anything like last night. Plus, those girls don’t compare to Emma here.”
“You say that to all the girls,” Emma teases Isaac.
“He doesn’t need to,” I inform Emma.
“Luke doesn’t mean that, though. Last night definitely covered new ground for both of us, I think,” Isaac guesses.
I nod. I assume he is referring to the guy-on-guy action.
“Ideally, I want both of you to enjoy yourselves since I plan on letting this happen more often if you guys want,” Emma proposes.
“We can make that happen,” I chime in.
“If we must,” Isaac jests.
“So was that the first time you ever messed around with a guy?” Emma asks directly, looking from me to Isaac as she cooked scrambled eggs. She asks the question as if anything else, shocking me with her lax tone.
“Once, I shared a girl with a fellow firefighter once, but we never made contact. I don’t even know what his penis looked like,” I answer.
“Similar story,” Isaac said.
“I got so wet watching it,” Emma lets us know.
“Do most girls like watching guys suck each other off?” I ponder.
“I don’t know what anyone else likes but me,” Emma retorts.
“Will you tell your girlfriends about the experience?” Isaac wonders.
“The cool ones,” Emma responds.
“Fair enough. You don’t think of it as gay, though?” I muse out loud.
Emma stops cooking for a moment to look me in the eye.
“No. We need to stop living in this binary world of “gay” and “not gay” and allow ourselves to enjoy new sexual experiences that fall somewhere in the middle,” she wisely explains.
“Enough talk of sex. The bacon smells almost ready, and I am hungry!” Isaac proclaims.
It all makes so much more sense when I hear Emma describe the situation.
For a moment, I enjoy the breakfast and the feeling of satisfaction without questioning my sexuality… but only for a moment.