"N-not at all, Detective. I'm happy to help, if I can. I assume this is about G-Grace?"
"Actually it's about Lenny."
The gracious smile faded. "Oh?"
"I'd like to get a better understanding of your relationship with him."
"My relationship? I fail to see how my r-relationship with Lenny is of any relevance."
Mitch thought, That touched a nerve. Aloud he said, "We're trying to build as complete a picture as we can of the Brooksteins' life before Grace was imprisoned. We're hoping it might help us to predict her movements now."
"I see." John sat down warily.
"Shall we order?"
Mitch opted for a steak and salad. John perused the menu for an inordinate amount of time before deciding on the quiche. Weak and insipid, like him, thought Mitch. But there had to be more to John Merrivale than that. You didn't get to the top of the food chain at an institution like Quorum unless you had a tough side. Or at least some serious smarts.
"You knew the Brooksteins as well as anyone," Mitch began. "Grace even stayed with you and your wife during her trial, I believe?"
"That's correct."
"And you paid for her defense."
Merrivale looked uncomfortable. "I did. Lenny was my b-best friend. It was what he would have wanted."
"But you never visited her in jail. Never contacted her again, in fact. Why was that?"
"Try to understand, Detective. I believed in Grace for as long as I c-could. Just like I believed in L-Lenny. But there came a point when I had to face the truth. They both l-let me down. I lost everything when Quorum collapsed. My g-good name, my savings, my l-life's work. I know there were others who suffered more than I did. And I'm d-devoting all my time now to trying to help those p-p-people."
"You're talking about the FBI investigation?"
"Yes." John nodded earnestly. "I'm still trying to m-make sense of it all myself."
Mitch thought, Everything he says makes sense. So why don't I believe him?
The food arrived. Mitch devoured his steak hungrily. He watched John Merrivale pick at his quiche Lorraine, taking tiny bites, like a bird. When they'd finished eating, Mitch changed tack. "If you had to hazard a guess, where do you think Grace might be headed?"
"I have no idea."
"Perhaps Lenny talked to you about some of the places he used to take her?"
"No. Never."
"Somewhere romantic, somewhere that might have had significance for them as a couple..."
"I've told you," said John tersely. "Lenny didn't talk to me about things like that."
"Really?" Mitch feigned surprise. "I thought you said he was your best friend?"
"He was."
"Your best friend never talked to you about his marriage? The most important thing in his life?"
"Grace wasn't the most important thing in Lenny's life," John snapped. "I was." Catching the look on Mitch's face, he blushed and began to backtrack. "Well, not me p-personally. Quorum. Our work t-together. That's what Lenny lived for."
It was too late. The damage was done. Mitch thought, He sounds just like Connie Gray. Like a jealous lover. The hairs on Mitch's forearms began to stand on end.
"Remind me, Mr. Merrivale. Where were you the day of the storm on Nantucket? The day that Lenny Brookstein went missing."
John blinked twice. "I was in Boston on business. It was a pre-arranged trip. I flew out early and I was gone all day. All my statements are in the file, if you'd like to check them."
"Thank you," said Mitch. "I'll do that."
It was only later, after he'd paid the check and John Merrivale had returned to work, that it struck him.
He didn't stammer.
When I asked him for his alibi that day, his speech was perfect.
GRACE LAY BACK ON THE BED, the little bottle of oil in her hand. It smelled heady and comforting, like rosemary wafting on a warm summer breeze.
The label said: WARNING: TOXIC. DO NOT INGEST.
Grace thought about the bastard who had raped her.
She thought about the innocent life inside her.
She thought about Lenny. When she closed her eyes, she could hear his voice.
What about children? I suppose you'll want to be a mother?
And her own. Not really. I'm happy as we are. There's nothing missing.
Lying on the bed, Grace realized that she had sacrificed motherhood for Lenny. She'd sacrificed everything for him, for their love, and she was still sacrificing. How could he have betrayed her with Connie? How? She felt angry and humiliated. She tried to hate him, to let go of his memory, but she couldn't.
It's no use. I still love him. I'll always love him.
She opened the bottle and swallowed the bitter liquid.
I wonder how long it will take.
"YOU OKAY IN THERE, LADY?"
The super was knocking on Grace's door.
"Do you need a doctor?"
Grace couldn't hear him. Pain tore through her body like a giant razor blade, slicing into her flesh, her nerves. She screamed. Blood poured out of her. Her limbs began to shake and dance as the seizure took hold of her body, contorting her arms and legs like a sadistic puppeteer.
The super unlocked the door. "Jesus Christ. I'm calling an ambulance!"
Grace didn't hear him. She was deafened by the sound of her own screams.