The tips of my fingers skimmed her skin as I gently pressed the bandages over her wounds. The steady hum of the air conditioner mingled with our soft breaths, and an electric current wound my muscles tight until I finished my ministrations.
“If you’re hungry, I can make us food,” I said.
She shook her head. “I just want to shower and sleep.”
I didn’t argue. Instead, I guided her to the hallway and stopped between the guest room and my bedroom.
I shouldn’t ask. I knew it might cross boundaries again, and that she might not be ready. But I had to try.
“Stay with me.” I softened the words into a request, not an order. “Just for tonight. Please.”
We were in the safety of my penthouse, but it wasn’t enough.
I’d almost lost her, and I needed her close.
I needed to see her, touch her, comfort her. Reassure myself she was actually there and not a figment of my imagination.
Only then could I breathe.
An eternity of a second passed, followed by a small nod, sweet relief, and the click of my bedroom door closing behind us.
Stella and I took turns showering.
She’d moved all her belongings into Ava’s house, so I gave her one of my old shirts to wear.
The sight of her in my clothing tugged at my heart.
It didn’t mean she forgave me or that we were back together. She’d gone through a traumatizing experience, and her actions now weren’t indicative of her regular behavior.
But it was progress, and I’d take anything I could get.
“How did you find me?” she asked as I slid into bed next to her.
She’d regained some of her color after the shower, and she was making conversation again.
More progress.
Another tingle of relief eased my tension.
“Brock texted me, and I saw him on the cafe’s security footage.” I gave her a quick rundown of what happened, leaving out the part about Kage and the junkyard.
“Will he be okay?”
Stella would be worried about someone else when she was the one who’d been abducted.
The corner of my mouth kicked up. “Yes. He’ll be fine with some rest.”
“Good.” She half faced me with one hand tucked beneath her cheek.
Despite what she’d said about wanting to sleep, she seemed reluctant to do so.
“Talk to me, Butterfly. What’s on your mind?”
“Well, I’ve had an exciting day.”
Another smile crossed my lips. Jokes, no matter how dry, were always a good sign.
“But I don’t want to talk about what happened right now.” She shifted so she faced me fully. “Tell me a story.”
“A fairytale?” I teased.
She shook her head. “Something real.”
I thought about it before my smile gradually faded. “How real do you want, Stella?”
“As real as it gets.” Her voice softened. “Tell me a story about you.”
I was quiet for a moment before I spoke again.
“I told you about my father and how my parents died. What I didn’t tell you was what my mom left behind.” The words came out faded, like furniture webbed with dust after being hidden for so long. “It was a goodbye note.”
The police found it on the scene. My aunt hadn’t wanted me to see it, but I’d insisted.
I still remembered how it smelled, like ink and my mom’s favorite perfume. My skin had still been warm from the afternoon sun, but I hadn’t been able to stop shivering when I read the note.
“She told me how much she loved me and didn’t want to leave me, but that she had no choice. That she couldn’t live without my father and that her sister would take care of me.”
A bitter smile touched my lips. “Imagine telling your child you loved them before you left them all alone in the world. Knowing they’d lose the only parent they had left because you couldn’t stick around long enough to even try? It’d been two days. That was it. I wasn’t sad when I read that letter, Stella. I was angry, and I was glad about that, because anger is easier than abandonment.”
“But my mom also left something else behind. Her one attempt at painting. She loved art, but she was a terrible artist, and even my father couldn’t lie and tell her it was good. We put it in the basement, but after she died, I dug it up and held onto it. I didn’t know why. Maybe because I resented what art had done to my family, and I liked seeing its ugliness and chaos immortalized on canvas. I had her note as well, and when I was older, I reworked the frame and placed it inside the painting. The most fucked up part was, I named it after her. Magda.”
“Yes,” I said when Stella’s eyes widened. “The same Magda you heard me talking about with Dante. I should’ve tossed both the painting and the note out long ago, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. It wasn’t the items themselves. It was what they symbolized—what my parents did and how they abandoned me. I hated Magda, yet she was the most important thing in my life. Enough so that I had it under guard. I even forged documents saying it’s this priceless piece of art so no one would question why I was expending so many resources on it.”