It was both too much and yet everything I needed, and my head fell back onto Sax’s shoulder as I moved to accommodate the intrusion. Slowly, I rocked on them, finding my pace, and I figured out the game they were playing.
I had to ask. I had to demand it. I had to make them obsess.
Thinking about it this way, I flipped the script and knew what I needed to do.
“Take out your cock and stroke it for me, Sax.” He smiled, sitting back to release his massive erection. I watched greedily as he unzipped his pants, freeing himself. Pulling back, I whimpered when I moved out of Atticus' range, but I needed to prove a point.
“Good. Now, take off your shirt, and you’ll get a reward.” While he did that, I slipped off my bra, dropping it to the floor. I kicked off my heels, standing only in my stockings, and looked up at the mirrored window, remembering who was there while I waited. My breath caught as I saw the three of them. Wells looked rough still, the day being long for him, but I knew he wouldn’t have wanted to be left out. He sat up on a bed, Monroe next to him, and Nicco in a chair toward the foot of it. They all watched hungrily, my breath catching in my throat.
Part of me wanted them here with me. The other part knew I wasn’t ready for that many dicks at once.
Not yet, at least. I would be.
Nicco winked, rubbing himself outside of his pants. It made me smile and helped me focus back on the room. Looking down at Sax, I smiled when he sat waiting for me to tell him what to do next, his large cock straining in his hand.
Kneeling on either side of his thick thighs, I braced myself on his shoulders as I bent down to whisper. “Want to teach Atticus a lesson with me?”
“Always,” he grumbled, liquid heat in his words.
I started to lower myself, placing his hands to help guide me. I felt the tip of his thick head, and I stopped, rubbing myself over it. It touched my clit, and I moaned at the slight sensation. Sucking in a breath, I lowered more, stretching to accommodate Sax’s size.
“Kiss me,” I purred. Sax caught my lips in his, kissing me as if I was the light to his shadows. It helped distract me from the mild discomfort until I was fully seated, taking a few minutes to adjust. Once I was ready, I started to move, my breath hitching as I felt him hit me in a new spot.
“Shit,” I moaned. “Show me how good I make you feel.”
Sax grinned. “Good girl. You got it now.”
Smiling back, I almost forgot about Atticus as everything felt so amazing with Sax, but he grunted, reminding me of his presence. When I looked over, he arched an eyebrow, waiting for me to direct him.
“Watch.” His eyes narrowed, but he didn’t take his eyes off me. “Tell me what you see, what you like.”
Atticus grunted but leaned forward. “I see a woman taking ownership of her body and sex. I see a goddess making five men worship her. I like watching you come undone. I like watching you receive pleasure from Sax, and I really can’t wait until I can show you how good it can be. I love your freedom, and I love how sexy it is when you tell me what to do. You’re the only person on this planet who can.”
My breath caught at that, and I leaned forward, kissing him. I couldn’t not after that. When I pulled back, I held his eyes. “Show me then. I want to know.” I’d planned to make him sweat, watching Sax fuck me six ways to Sunday, but when he showed me his vulnerability, I couldn’t hold back anymore. I needed them both.
“So sexy, Bellezza. So, fucking, sexy.” He kissed me quickly before his clothes started to come off at record speed. “Sax, turn some and hand me the lube.”
“Wait, what? I’m—”
“Trust me, Lore.” I swallowed, nodding.
Sax turned us a little to the side, and I lost my view of Atticus as he came up behind me. Sax laid down flat on the couch and moved me, so I was rocking on him. I fell into the movement as Atticus prepared himself. My eyes briefly flicked over to the window, and I saw Nicco was no longer content to rub himself outside his pants, and had pulled his dick free, stroking it as he watched me. It made me curious how the other two felt, but I couldn’t think about it too long.
Pleasure coursed through me, and I rocked faster, timing it with Nicco’s strokes. Sax twisted my nipple with one hand and thumbed my clit with the other. When I felt Atticus’ warmth behind me, I wanted to stop, but I was close, so I didn’t. He trailed kisses down my neck and touched my back and ass with his hands. I heard something, but with the slapping of my skin against Sax’s and our moans, I couldn’t hear much else.
Atticus pushed me a little, and I felt his thumb near my backside. Sax pulled my face to his and kissed me, twirling his tongue around mine. Hands cupped the globes of my ass, massaging them as they dipped down to my core, and I felt a finger next to Sax’s cock in me. Atticus trailed it back to my rosette, swirling it around, and I clenched around his finger.
“Ssh, relax. I’m not going to do anything tonight. I’m just going to start prepping you, Bellezza. Relax and trust me. I got you, Lore.”
I breathed out, trying to focus on everything else instead of the fear. Sax moved his hands and began to rock me again, our rhythm and pace increasing, and I soon found myself getting closer to that edge. This time, when he breached my pucker, I didn’t fear it. Atticus pushed his thumb in and out, and I found the fullness pleasant, and I soon fell over the edge, spiraling into oblivion. Sax grunted, spilling his release into me, kissing me hard as he came.
When I could breathe again, it didn’t last long before I was lifted and placed on my knees. Atticus speared into me quickly, gripping my hips as he pounded into me, fucking me so hard, I would’ve fallen if he hadn’t been holding me up. He must’ve been close because, within a few seconds, we came together, both of us screaming out our releases. This time, I did fall forward, landing on the soft cushion of the round couch. Sax laid across from me, moving my hair out of my face. He looked at me, his thumb caressing my skin.
“I love you, Loren Carter. You’re my spitfire, and you give me a light I never thought I’d see again. I’ll spend my life protecting you and giving you whatever you want.”
“I already have everything I want—you. I love you, Saxon.” I kissed him, feeling everything he said in his embrace, and I wrapped it around my heart, fortifying myself even more against the lies. Each new encounter reinforced the vow I made, and soon I wouldn’t even remember them.
Atticus pulled me back, reminding me he was there too. It hadn’t felt weird for me and Sax to profess our feelings with him privy; it was just the way our relationship worked. I wasn’t there yet with him, and I knew he understood that. I laid between them for a while, content to have this moment of silence. When I remembered the others, I peeked up at the screen, but it was black again.