I grunted and roared as I finished. She had screamed uncontrollably during it all. When I shut off the plug and took it out of her and then pulled out, I flopped beside her. She collapsed on the bed. She wasn’t saying a word. I leaned over her back. I noticed she’d bitten her damn lip because of how hard she’d been trying not to make a sound. Tears were drying on her face and she was shaking. I grew concerned.
“Ilara, baby, are you alright? Open your eyes. You can talk now. Was I too rough? You bit your lip,” I said as I rubbed her back and kissed her shoulder. She jerked, but she didn’t open her eyes. I hurried to undo the cuffs. Once she was free, I turned her over and tugged her into my arms. I touched her face.
“Beloved. You need to look at me. Now!” I ordered. I was getting scared. She was still shivering. She seemed to struggle to crack her eyelids open. Her eyes were dazed and unfocused. What the hell? I’d never seen a woman do this. This wasn’t going to happen again. I didn’t want her to be unresponsive and lost like this again.
“Shit, come on. Let’s get you in a hot bath.” Maybe the water would help revive her. I got up and picked her up. She was limp in my arms. I practically ran to the bathroom and turned on the water to the tub. I impatiently waited for it to fill up. I kissed her gently over and over as I murmured to her to come back to me. When it had enough water in it, I stepped in and sank down with her in my arms. She gave a tiny moan.
I don’t know how long we sat in the hot water. I was about to get out and call Zara when she finally opened her eyes all the way and turned her head to look at me. I expected to see anger and maybe even distrust. What I saw were her eyes filled with what looked like shock. She spoke for the first time in an hour. “I’ve never had anything like that done to me or happen to me.”
“I’m sorry. I didn’t know it would do this to you. It was supposed to make your orgasm much more intense. I won’t do this again, baby,” I promised her.
“Donovan, if you don’t do it again, I’ll kill you! That was the most intense one of my life. I think I saw heaven. I floated off somewhere that was so damn beautiful, I couldn’t move or talk. God, I hope you got half as much out of yours.”
I laughed in relief. I gave her a kiss. “Sounds like you hit what some people describe as a subspace state. It’s hard for most people to find, but I heard it’s out of this world. I felt some of it too. Thank God, I thought I’d hurt you or did something wrong.”
“You did everything right. Though if that’s how you punish me, I might be acting out a lot. While it was happening, I wanted to kill you, but when you told me to come, I wanted to thank you and kiss you.”
She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me. We spent a few minutes kissing then I told her, “Babe, let’s get out of here and get to bed. It’s been a long day. We’re both tired. If you’re good, I might give you something later.” She nodded, and I stood up taking her with me. In record time, we were dry and in bed cuddled up.
“Love you, Donovan.”
“I love you too, Beloved. Go to sleep. You’re wearing yourself out and I can’t have that.” She smiled as she closed her eyes. I knew she was asleep immediately by the way her breathing changed. I closed my eyes and slipped away too.