She nodded. “I know, I just don’t know what you’re going to do with that combination of things.”
“Do you trust me?” Again, she nodded. I leaned over and got the handcuffs. They were ones I’d bought with soft material and padding on the inside. I didn’t want to hurt her or mark her beautiful skin if she tugged on them too hard. I held them up.
“I’m going to cuff your wrists to the bed. Alright?”
“Yes,” she whispered. I put them on and attached them to the headboard.
“So, remember back at the hospital when you told me it was as much your fault as Joker’s for what happened?” She nodded. “You said if he gets punished, so should you. Tonight, you’re going to feel some punishment. I’m in charge. I say what, when and how. You won’t come until I say you can. If at any time you want me to stop, you tell me, but make sure you really want to stop and it’s because it’s triggering you. If you do it for any other reason, your punishment will continue longer.”
“What do you mean my punishment? You said you wouldn’t hurt me, Donovan.” She sounded nervous.
“I’ll never hurt you, but certain pain can punish and still give you pleasure. That’s always going to be an option, unless again, you make it a hard no. You need to learn that I don’t tell you to do things just to boss you around. It’s for your protection and Hope’s. Now, no more talk. You can’t speak at all unless I say you can or if you’re telling me to stop completely. Understood?”
I could tell she was leery of what we were about to do. I’d gotten more aggressive with her, but I hadn’t fully shown her how dominant I could be. In fact, I found with her, I wanted to be even more in charge. Doing things, I’d never wanted with other women. After a few seconds, she swallowed and said quietly, “I understand. I’m not sure if I can do it, but I’ll try, Donovan. I do want to be able to try things and see what we can both enjoy. Be patient with me.”
“Baby, I’ll always be patient. If this is too much, we won’t do it.” I started to remove the handcuffs.
She shook her head. “No, I don’t want you to stop. Just don’t get upset if I freeze or anything, okay?”
I sat back on my heels between her spread legs. I was worried now that she was pushing herself to do it because she knew I wanted to do it. What if she let me do more than she was comfortable with? “Beloved, no, we’ll talk about this again some other time.” Before I could reach up to undo the cuffs, she wrapped her legs around me and yanked me toward her. I wasn’t expecting it and I fell forward. My cock pushed into her folds. We both moaned.
“Donovan, I know I’m not supposed to talk, but we haven’t started yet. I need you to take me hard and fast or slow and easy. Make love to me then fuck me until I can’t think from the pleasure. Please,” she pleaded.
“No more talk. Close your eyes. If you open them before I tell you, I’ll blindfold you. Spread your legs wider,” I barked at her. She shivered, but she did what I demanded. Just that much had me getting harder. I knew it would test my control not to take her before she was beyond begging.
I leaned back over to the stand again and got the lube, vibrator, and the nipple clamps, then I caged her underneath me and sucked a nipple into my mouth. She gave a tiny moan. “No talking and no sounds,” I told her gruffly. She bit her lip. I knew staying totally quiet would be too much for her. My baby liked to make noise. I loved to hear her do it. It told me I was doing my job and made my pleasure increase too.
While I worked the one nipple into a hard peak with my mouth, I teased the other with my fingers. When the first one was hard and standing up, I attached the first nipple clamp. The next one didn’t take long to be ready. After both were on, I switched on the vibration. I put it on a lower setting. Her body jerked, but she didn’t make a sound. She had her eyes squeezed tightly shut.
“Ah, my baby wants to moan, doesn’t she? You can’t. I wonder, could I get you to come with only these clamps? I bet I could.” As the clamps vibrated, I teased her body with light touches all over using just my fingertips. She was squirming. Suddenly, I kicked up the vibrations and tugged on the chain connecting the clamps. She cried out.
“Naughty, there you go again, not following my orders.” I turned off the clamps. I could see the disappointment on her face even though her eyes were closed. I got off the bed. She turned her head, and I knew she wanted to ask where I was going. I stood at the side of the bed and admired her beautiful body—those strong legs that could hug me close as I pounded into her, that glistening pussy that took me to heaven every time I was inside of her, those luscious breasts that overflowed my hands and mouth. I stroked up and down my hard, aching cock.
I stayed quiet for five minutes then I got back on the bed. I turned on the vibrating clamps again, only this time I added more. I swiped up and down her folds, tasting that unique taste that was all Ilara. She jerked and was biting her lip not to make a sound. I proceeded to tease her over and over again in both spots, to the point of her almost coming, then I’d stop or slow down.
After the clamps were on for fifteen minutes, I removed them and let the bite of pain from the blood flow returning to them hit her. She moaned. “There you go again, Ilara. You need to listen. This is why you’re being punished. You didn’t do what I asked. You’re not doing it now.” As I finished saying it, I turned her quickly on her stomach. Her arms were now crossed above her head and her face was in the pillow. I started spanking her ass over and over, hitting harder each time I smacked her.
She was squirming and moving like she wanted to get away. She was shaking. I saw her ass cheeks turn a beautiful shade of red. I knew it was stinging like hell. I rubbed it and then licked her all over. As she raised her ass toward my mouth, I smiled. She was starting to like the pain slash pleasure of the spanking and she wanted more. I did it several more times and watched as she got wetter and was rubbing her front on the mattress. I bit her ear.
“No using the bed to get off. You come when I say you can. Now, get up on your knees. Keep those eyes closed and spread your legs.”
It took a little maneuvering for her to get up without using her arms. When she was in position, I laid down underneath her and attacked her pussy with my mouth and fingers. She bucked and moved on my tongue. I thrust my fingers in and out of her dripping wet pussy. Soon, I could feel the faint tremors in her body. I thrust a couple more times and gave one last suck to her clit then I stopped and got up.
I had to take a break, or I was going to shove my cock in her and fuck us both to a release, but I didn’t want her to come yet. I waited for a few minutes. She was restless on the bed and I saw her face was all scrunched up. I went back to her.
“Does my baby want more? You can nod.” She frantically nodded yes. I took the lube and slicked up the anal plug and then worked some into her tight ass. She was tense and shaking a little. When I thought she was good to go, I slowly worked the anal plug into her ass. She moved and tried a few times to move away, but I kept advancing. I waited to hear if she told me no. We had had anal more than once, but this was a different shape than she was used to.
When it was all the way inside, I switched on its vibration. It could be set to different pulses and speeds. She went rigid and her head came up off the pillow as she strained. I let it vibrate a minute then I began to thrust it in and out of her ass, fucking her. I saw her biting down on her pillow. Her face looked like she was about to scream. I waited to see if she broke again. I hoped like hell she didn’t because I wanted inside of her.
In no time, I knew she was on the edge of coming. I stopped it. I heard the air rush out of her. She was wiggling her ass. I let her stay there and ease down. When I thought she’d waited long enough, I turned it back on as I slammed my cock into her pussy in one hard thrust. She jerked and thrashed on the bed. Her teeth were biting her lower lip, her arms strained against her restraints. God, she looked so damn beautiful at my mercy. I sped up my thrusts.
Though it almost killed me, when I felt her starting to quiver around my cock and I was close as well, I stopped and turned off the anal vibrations and didn’t move. Her body was tense like a strung bow. I kissed up her back and then back down. I did it several times as I teased her nipples and then her clit with my fingers. She was going to break. I knew it. I was so lost in what I was doing that I didn’t notice at first that she was crying. She was doing it silently, but tears were streaming down her face. Shit, I couldn’t do this any longer.
I got back into position and slowly slid inside of her. The tears came faster. I started slow and then got faster and harder with my thrusts. I could feel that damn anal plug pressing against my cock. When I switched it back on, the vibrations ran through my cock. I was close to blowing in the most spectacular way.
I was hammering into her. The anal plug was on high and then I touched her clit. She clenched down on me so hard, I saw colors. I had to come. I couldn’t stop it this time. I was slamming into her like a madman. I growled at her, “Come for me, Beloved. I need you to come.” Then the world exploded. I had no idea how long we were coming or even how many times. She kept coming over and over. I was jetting so much cum into her, I wondered if this was a baby making one.
Ever since we found out I wasn’t sterile, I’d been thinking of having a baby with her. I wanted more kids, and I wasn’t getting any younger. She hadn’t mentioned using contraception, so I didn’t bring it up. Maybe she forgot. God please, let that be it and let my seed give her my baby!