“No, I didn’t. Whether you’re on birth control or not, doesn’t matter to me.” His answer pissed me off. It didn’t matter? Was he one of those guys who thought it was the woman’s problem? I narrowed my eyes at him.
“Oh, it doesn’t matter? So, if I get pregnant, it’s my problem, is it? Typical guy, I should have known. I think you need to leave.” I was over this shit. The most amazing experience of my life had become one of the most frustrating. I rolled to get off the bed. I was pulled back against his hard chest. I struggled to get his arm loose. He nipped my ear.
“Settle down, Hellion. I didn’t mean that at all. Stop putting words in my mouth. What I meant is, if you get pregnant, I’m fine with it. It’s going to happen sooner or later. And when it does, I’m not going to be leaving you to take care of it on your own. My kid will be with me and his or her mother. Period.”
I looked at him over my shoulder. I knew my mouth was hanging open. I was speechless. He thought we’d be having kids? Not that I didn’t want them desperately, but he did too?
“What is it, baby? You look like you don’t believe me. Why not? And since we’re on the topic, are you on birth control?”
I swallowed hard. My mouth was suddenly dry. Did I dare tell him what I really wanted? What it was I needed. Would it make him run in the other direction? I guess I would find out. We should have talked about this before we fell into bed together.
“Why in the world would you want to have kids, with me or anyone else? They would severely cramp your biker lifestyle. What happens when you and I break up? Having to be shared between parents, maybe even living in two different states, that’s not fair to a kid, Luca. I wouldn’t do that. So, to answer your question, I’m on birth control. We should have talked about it before we had sex.”
His eyes narrowed and his mouth was a tight, straight line. What had I said to piss him off? He rolled me onto my back and got on top of me, his hips snug between mine. I could feel his cock even though it wasn’t hard. I wanted to moan. Jesus, he was big even when he was soft.
“Look at me, Zara, and listen to what I’m about to say. There’s not going to be a breakup between us. Ever. Any kids we have will be raised in a home with both of us. And make no mistake, what we just did wasn’t sex or fucking. It was making love. It might be a little rough and dirty, but it was that. We’re going to be doing it over and over, because there is no way in hell, I’m letting you go now that I’ve had you. You’re mine, baby, until the fucking day I meet my maker.” He didn’t wait for me to respond to his bold declarations. He lowered his mouth down on mine and his hands began to tease and knead my breasts.
I couldn’t think. He quickly drove me insane. My body responded to his kisses and hands. I could feel my pussy getting wetter and wetter, and then I felt his cock getting hard. I moaned. He rubbed his cock up and down my slippery slit. All of a sudden, he pulled back and then shoved his cock into me. It wasn’t like last time, where he did it slow. This time, it was all in one big thrust. He made me feel so full, I thought I might tear. It wasn’t so much painful as it was shocking.
After that, I lost all sense of time as he stroked in and out of me like a piston. He kissed me, sucked on my neck and breasts, and caressed my body. As he did, he vocalized his pleasure and his awe of my body. In a matter of what felt like minutes, I’d come and come again. I couldn’t stop. By the time he slammed into me, held still, and came again, grunting out his release, I lost count of how many orgasms he’d given me. All I could do was lie there and shake.
He groaned when he finally stopped coming and kissed me softly as he reluctantly withdrew from my body. He got up and went to the bathroom. A minute later, he was back with a wet cloth, and he proceeded to clean me up and then himself. He laid the cloth down on the nightstand and got back in bed. He tucked me under the covers tightly against him and gave me another kiss.
“Goodnight, baby. Get some sleep. It’s going to be a long night.” I was too stunned and sated to say anything. I decided to address us more in the morning when I could think. My eyes grew heavy as I heard his breathing even out, then I followed him into slumber.