It does actually. I don’t know if it’s just the way that he’s worded it, but it does make a lot of sense. And in my mind, I can see it. When I have thought about me and Seth before, he has always given up fame and fortune for me, he’s living back here, and we continue on with our quiet little lives. But that isn’t his destiny, is it? He’s meant for the bright lights and the glamorous world. And he wants to bring me along with him. I could be in LA with him, enjoying the red carpet life alongside him, seeing another part of the world…
It’s exciting but utterly terrifying all at the same time. I don’t know if I am up for it. I don’t know if I can do it. I mean, for Seth it’s different, he was made for that, but I don’t know if I am. I might be too small town.
“But my makeup line,” I pant, trying my hardest to find an excuse that makes any sense. “How would I…?”
“That is perfect for LA,” he insists. “It’s the mecca of makeup. You are bound to have much more success there than here. There isn’t really the audience in this small town, is there? Not one big enough for you anyway.”
Oh my God, these words fill me with even more excitement. My ambitious side creeps up and wants this more than anything else in the world. To think I could be selling my make up to celebrities is just crazy. And Seth knows actual famous people, so that will help me a lot. One photo of someone online with my product and I will be set. My life, on the right track forever. It’s what I need. And it gives me some independence as well. It allows me to get away from my parents and their judgement with the man I love.
I am twenty six years old, damn it, and it is time to move on. Time to be with him. I know for sure that I don’t want anyone else, that I’m never going to be as happy as I am with Seth, so why not? It could be amazing.
“Okay.” I smile as this word finally comes out of my mouth. “Okay, I will come to LA with you. Tell me about this movie you are going to star in. Is it another high-octane action flick or what?”
He doesn’t answer me. Instead, he dips his head down and he kisses me, sealing our love with his lips once more. His hands snake around my waist and he holds me with him for a while, allowing my brain to see the picture for real. I don’t know LA at all, I don’t know what his life is going to be like, but with him I can do anything. I can stand tall and be whoever I need to be. I can finally be me.
“No more action,” Seth murmurs softly against my lips. “No more meaningless movies, meaningless flings, my life is all going to be real now. Me and you, deep movies, a brand new life for me…”
See? It isn’t even going to just be me who goes through changes. It will be him as well. He’s going to be turning his life upside down for me too. Maybe not quite as much, but that doesn’t matter. It isn’t a competition. It’s love. The pair of us are going to start on our journey together, see what life holds. Finally, I’m going to make something of myself and I can’t wait. I will shove my new life in my mother’s face and show her that she doesn’t know what’s best for me after all.
Chapter Seventeen
Seth
December 28th
All of a sudden, the mood surrounding me and Darcy changes dramatically. It sizzles with tension. The sort of sexual desire that I’m happy to let engulf me entirely. The sensation of her lips against mine, plus the words that we have just spoken which have proven to me that I really can have it all. The career and the girl. As my fingers knot up in her hair, a little moan escapes her lips which brings me more to life than ever before.
Her eager fingers travel down my body, taking some time to massage my muscles on the way. Every time she touches me, a bolt of lightning shoots all the way down to my cock stiffening me up even more. The passion is too much for me, I can barely contain myself, I need her, and I need her right now.
The moment she grazes my throbbing erection through the material of my pants, I need her top off right now. My hungry fingers yank and tug at the material, until finally she breaks out of it and I can touch her soft skin. But even the feel of her stomach is enough to turn me in to a primal animal needing to consume my prey alive. I go with that, and kiss all over her skin, neck, collar bone, her belly… all of her.
Eventually, my lips find her nipples, which are standing at attention for me, and I pop the left one
inside my mouth. I tug and tease, using my tongue and teeth to drive her wild. Her back arches as the bliss rockets through her, I glance up to see her expression contort in pleasure, and I immediately know that I want more from her.
The last time that we were together, it was hurried and needy, six plus years of sexual frustration bursting out in one go, whereas now I can take the time to explore her, to taste her all over. It will be an experience like no other, because I want every little bit of her in my mouth. I need to know every damn inch of her.
I kiss the bottom of her belly as I fiddle delicately with her pants. I slide them down in by inch, taking my mouth and licking under her waist band, which makes her purr and mew like a fucking pussy cat. Each sound is as addictive and intoxicating as the last, which makes it hard for me not to crumble and explode already.
“Fuck, that feels good,” she whispers once her pants are gone and my tongue is working its way back up her legs. “I can’t be teased, Seth, I need you too much for that. I want you; I want you now.”
I love the way that she’s taking control of her own pleasure, it’s sexy as fuck to have her demanding things from me, telling me what she likes. It makes me want to do exactly what she commands. So, I don’t spend any more time tantalizing and teasing her, I yank her panties off and plunge my fingers inside of her.
“Oh God.” She bucks and screams with bliss. “Oh, Seth, oh my God. That feels amazing.”
I love that I’ve cheered her up. Today was on a bad turn a moment ago, but now, we are in an incredible place. Her thighs have spread for me and I inhale her deeply. My head spins with lust, desire writhes through my system, I slip my nose in closer just as her wetness pools around my fingers.
With a heat blooming in my chest, I dart my tongue out just the once to brush over her clit. I lick her like a lollipop to see how she reacts, and immediately I can tell that I am driving her wild. The sounds bursting from her chest are like nothing that I have ever heard from her before, so I immediately give her sensitive nub more attention. I continue to drive my fingers in and out of her, massaging her insides, while I trace patterns and words over her clit. The pleasure builds inside of her. I can tell by the way that her thighs stiffen right up.
“S… Seth,” she stammers in a rasping whispering voice. “It’s too much. I need you…”
I can hear what she’s saying, and my cock wants the same thing as well, to be deep inside of her, but I haven’t yet had enough of tasting her yet, so I use my free hand to grip on to her ass and hold her in place while I become a mad man on a mission. I am all over her, licking every inch of her, pushing her over the edge.
“I want you, Seth,” she cries out. “I want you inside of me now. I can’t… I can’t… oh God, I can’t.”
But I still don’t stop, I continue to circle my tongue all around her, and I send her flying. The orgasm hits her hard, it rocks her body violently and makes her scream. I love those sounds coming from her, as much as I adore the contorted expression on her face as she loses control. Even when she tries to push me away because it’s getting too much, I remain where I am, continuing to push her further until she falls apart.
As soon as she has finished pushing me away, I slide up her body and kiss her, hard. She can probably taste herself on my mouth which seems to send her flying even higher. She wraps herself tightly around me, clinging to me, holding on to every part of me while she shudders violently. Soon her fingers drift all the way down and she dips her hand in to my pants to wrap her fingers around me, stroking me softly.