“I love your body.” He slid his mouth over her skin and she was glad she was lying down otherwise she would definitely have lost her balance. When he touched her it made her head swim, not in the way alcohol did but in a dizzying way that it was impossible to describe. He made her feel delicate even though she’d been convinced for years that she was unbreakable. She thought of herself as tough, and yet Etienne turned her to jelly. Her thoughts slid away from her until she was aware only of the slide of his mouth on hers, the touch of his hands and the words he whispered in her ear.
Being with him made her feel something she’d never felt before.
It was perfect, not just because he was skilled and clever, but because he was Etienne. She wrapped her arms around him, opening not just her body but her heart. For the first time in her life she was with someone who really knew her, who cared about her.
For the first time in her life she felt truly happy.
If only this feeling could last forever.
Grace
“I’ve never been to a concert before. I mean, apart from school concerts, but those don’t count.” Audrey shifted in her seat, and Etienne handed her a bottle of water.
Grace noticed that they couldn’t stop touching each other. Shoulders, arms, fingertips. It was as if they had to be in physical contact at all times. Something had changed, she could see that.
“When you said his name was Philippe, I didn’t realize he was the Philippe.” Etienne slid glasses onto his nose and read the program. “I heard him play in Paris a few years ago. My mother loves him. I bought her his Mozart recordings for Christmas.”
“Who knew you were such a culture vulture?” Audrey took a swig of her water. “Grace loves him, too, don’t you, Grace?”
Grace ignored her cheeky grin. “I love his playing.”
“That’s not what I meant.”
“I know that’s not what you meant.” She glanced up as the orchestra took their seats. She’d seen Philippe play as a student and he’d been good then, but she knew this was going to be an entirely different experience.
“Are you sure you don’t love more than his playing? Because you’ve been smiling a lot since you had dinner. And I notice you’re wearing the blue dress again.” Audrey nudged her and craned her neck. “Is that him? Why is he last? He’s late. Will they fire him?”
“He’s not late. He’s the soloist so he comes on last.”
“Oh, I get it, so he gets the attention. A bit like rocking up late to a party and making an entrance. One of the girls in my year does that. It’s super annoying, in fact. Can we wave?”
“No.” Grace joined the audience in applause as Philippe strode to the piano, gave a brief bow to acknowledge the audience and then sat down.
“He’s seriously hot.” Audrey spoke in a whisper and caught Etienne’s eye. “I mean, for an older guy, obviously. What are you doing? You can’t kiss me here. This is not the back row of the movies.”
“I’m stopping you talking.”
“I’ll stop talking once the music starts.”
Despite the disapproving murmurings of the people behind her, Grace couldn’t help smiling. They were so completely enchanted by one another that it almost hurt to watch.
Had she and David ever been like that? Yes, they had. She remembered a concert where they’d left in the interval because they’d both found it impossible to keep their hands off each other.
What did the future hold for Audrey and Etienne?
Grace breathed deeply.
She wasn’t going to do that. She wasn’t going to turn into a bitter, twisted divorcée who thought all relationships were doomed. You had to approach life with optimism and hope, otherwise where was the pleasure? Where was the fun? Better to hope for the best and deal with the worst, than expect the worst
and miss the best.
Philippe’s fingers flew over the keys, stroking, coaxing, seducing each note from the piano. She knew he wasn’t thinking about her. He wasn’t thinking about anything. He was lost in the music, unaware of his surroundings, and she was lost, too.
Her mind wandered along with the notes. She’d listened to this concerto a thousand times in her kitchen but she’d forgotten how different it was to hear music live. Suddenly she couldn’t bear the thought of returning to her little town in Connecticut. It no longer felt safe and secure, it felt stifling. The place was tied up with a life that was in the past. It no longer felt like hers. The idea of leaving and living somewhere else had never entered her head, but it did now. Why not? Once she and David sold the house she could do what she liked. Sophie was off to college and she knew Mimi would be excited to know Grace was moving on with her life. She’d miss her friends at the school, but she could teach anywhere. Maybe even here, in Paris.
She straightened her shoulders, invigorated by the music.
Why was she waiting for David to mention divorce? Why couldn’t she be the one to do it?