Knowing I was going to get hurt didn’t make me stop. It just made me wish I could stop overthinking every move.
Snake lifted the covers, and his gaze traveled down my body and back up. “Relax, angel.”
“I’m not a—”
“You are for me.”
“Okay, maybe compared to you…” Shit. Why had I said that?
“That’s certainly true, but are you as innocent as you seem?”
I shook my head. “I grew up sheltered, leading a much different life than I have now, but I’m not innocent. I mean, I’m…”
“You’ve done this before? Given yourself to a man, let him show you how good you could feel with his dick deep inside you?”
“I… um… I’ve been fucked before.”
“This is going to be better than anything you’ve had before, even with my arm injured.”
“You’re very confident.”
“I wouldn’t have gotten far in life if I wasn’t.”
I wondered what his story was, what his life had been like before he’d gone to prison, but if this was really happening, I couldn’t keep thinking, or I was going to chicken out. “Kiss me.”
“Your wish is my command, but you’re going to have to do some of the work.”
I moved closer to him, pressing my body against his. He leaned toward me and slid his tongue along my lower lip, making me tremble.
“You’re so ready for this, aren’t you?”
I was. It was crazy, and I was going to regret it, but I was so very ready. Snake kissed me gently, barely pressing his lips to mine as he teased me, nibbling my lower lip and licking it until I’d had all I could take. I slid my hand into his hair and yanked him toward me, taking his mouth the way I wanted to.
I didn’t want gentle. I didn’t want sweetness. I needed this to be fast and wild. I needed to be so caught up in how I felt that I couldn’t remember why I shouldn’t be doing this at all.
For just a moment, I worried this was too much, and Snake was going to hurt himself. My concern melted away as he thrust his hips against me, then I felt the hard length of his cock slide along mine. I forgot everything but the heat of him, the hard feel of him, and the warm slickness of his tongue as he tasted me.
When he finally pulled back for us to catch our breaths, I stared at him. My mouth hung open, and I had no doubt my lips were puffy and swollen. I probably looked desperate for him, but I didn’t care. I didn’t want him to stop long enough for me to really think about what was happening.
“I want you naked, then I need you to help me out of these boxers.”
I sank my teeth into my lower lip as I nodded, watching him carefully as I stood, uncertain my legs would support me. I shoved my sweatpants over my ass and let them fall to the floor. He gave me an appreciative smile. When I freed my cock, it jutted out in front of me, red and dripping with precum.
“Jesus,” he gasped. “You’re fucking gorgeous.”
I’d never thought of myself that way. I was so thin most people doubted I could do the physical work I did. I hardly had any hair on my body, and I was much too pale, but the way Snake was staring at me with his eyes filled with lust and his lips parted made me almost believe him.
Slowly I climbed back onto the bed. When I reached for the waistband of his boxers, he shook his head.
“What’s wrong?” I really didn’t want to turn back now. I was committed to this.
“I need a taste of this.” He slid his thumb over my slit, making me gasp, then he brought the digit to his mouth, sucking the precum he’d captured. His eyes rolled back in his head, and he groaned. “Come here and straddle my shoulders.”
Was he serious? “You mean you want… You’re going to—”
“I’m going to suck your cock. Come here and put it in my mouth.”
“Oh fuck.”
Using his good arm, he managed to prop himself up on a few pillows. I straddled his shoulders and held onto the headboard. I hoped to God Beau never found out how we’d defiled the bed.
Snake clasped my ass with his good hand, urging me closer as he opened his mouth, stuck out his tongue, and looked up at me like my cock was his favorite candy and he had every intention of eating it up without sharing.
I spread my legs wider, lowering myself until my cock teased his lips. He rubbed his tongue against the underside, and I sucked in my breath.
“Give me what I want,” Snake demanded. “Don’t hold back. I can take it.
“I… I’ve never done this. I mean, I had a guy suck me off before, but he was controlling it.” And I worked hard not to choke him by shoving myself in too far. I’d never thrust like this into a man’s mouth, but Snake seemed eager for it. I pushed in farther, and Snake tightened his grip on my ass, urging me forward even more.