Thinking about putting my cum in her has me reaching between my legs and pinching the end of my cock. I don’t want to take a chance of busting a nut when she cums on my face, so I hold it tightly to keep any from leaking out. I want to try to save it for Clare.
The smell of her sticky nectar and the taste of her sweetness has me edging closer and closer. But I hold back and concentrate as she reaches the edge of her pleasure. When her hands come to the back of my head, I suck her clit and give it a little nibble. Bringing my fingers up to her opening, I penetrate her, trying to stretch her little hole as much as I can. I’ve done this a couple of times now, but every time it feels as tight as the first, and I don’t feel any better about putting my cock inside her.
I keep firm pressure on her clit as I rub the sweet spot inside of her, and I feel her start to orgasm. Her legs tense on either side of my face, and she tries to arch off the bed. I keep up the even rhythm, and she skyrockets over the edge and into paradise.
“Cash!”
Hearing my name on her lips nearly sends me over the edge, but I hold back knowing that I want more. I want to try everything I can to be with her fully, and I want to see if I can get my baby inside her. Tonight.
Kissing my way up her body, I see the soft smile on her face. She reaches for me, and I go to her as she wraps her legs around my waist. I feel the length of my cock lay against her wet pussy, and I have to close my eyes tight to keep from cumming. It’s almost painful how good she feels, and I’m not even inside of her yet.
“I’m ready, Cash.”
Her words are soft, but they make me open my eyes and look at her. I can’t say anything to that because I’ve lost my ability to speak, so I just nod my head and move against her. I rub against her for a little bit, teasing us both with what we want. In truth, I’m still nervous, so I’m trying to go slow. I want to build her need up so it’s not painful. The thought of hurting her makes me ache, so I’m going to do everything I can to prevent it.
I dip a bit lower until the tip of my cock is at her opening, and I settle in there. I can already feel her tightness trying to keep me out, so when I push forward just slightly, I feel her virgin barrier.
Closing my eyes again, I shake my head. “I can’t do it.” It’s all I can get out, because as much as I want to push through, I can’t make myself do it.
Feeling Clare push against me, I open my eyes in shock as she rolls me over and climbs on top. It’s not like she’s big enough to move me on her own, but I’m taken by surprise and just go with it.
I’m on my back and she’s straddling my waist, and I see her look down at me with a determined expression.
“Listen, Cash. I’m sure in the history of the whole wide world, two people of the same size as you and me have done this. I may be little and I may be a bit delicate, but I’m tougher than I look. If you won’t do this, then maybe I should. Because I love you. And I want you in every way possible. Every big part of you.”
“I love you, too, baby.” I sit up a little, pulling her down to me, our lips connecting, fire blazing between us once again. I break away to look up at her, the wild blonde curls once again surrounding her like a halo and making her look so beautiful. “I wanted to say it so many times but was afraid to scare you off.” It’s too soon. At least that’s what I thought she’d say. But I knew it wasn’t. My dad told me he knew from the moment he saw my ma that she was it. I just couldn’t bear to tell her I loved her and not have her say it back. It would have burned deep because all that loneliness I’d been feeling since losing my family seemed bearable. The memories are now sweet, not painful. Because I have her. Someone I love.
“I’m not going anywhere. I love you, and you’re my husband. Forever.” She places her hand on the side of my face and looks into my eyes. I see it there. She feels it, too.
Our lips connect again, and this time I feel her move on top of me. Her hips slide down a little until my cock is at her opening again. She moves down. When I feel the pressure of her soft, wet hymen against me, I want to pull back, but she’s too fast for me and drops down on my cock.
“Fuck.” Breaking the kiss, I throw my head back and nearly black out from the pleasure. The tight grip of her pussy squeezes me so tightly, and I may die from it.
I feel my shaky hands go to her hips, and I look up to make sure she’s okay. She looks down at me and smiles, and suddenly all my fears melt away.
“You’re big all over, Cash. But I think we’re gonna be just fine.”
I feel her move a little, and it’s all I can do not to cum inside her after one stroke. The wet slide of her pussy as she moves up and down my cock is slowly killing me in the best way possible.
“Baby, I’ve died and gone to heaven.”
Leaning up, I take her nipple into my mouth, wanting her to feel as good as I do right now. She moans at the pleasure and starts to move on my cock more, and I help her hips rock on me. After just a few minutes, she’s taking all of me and is fully riding up and down. I grit my teeth as I look between us and see our bodies connected.