“Hey.” I take her hands in mine, forcing my face muscles to stop clenching. “I’ll never hate you, Ari. You’re my baby sister. I’ll love you until you’re old and gray.”
“You’re okay with what I just said?”
“Sure,” I manage to say. “It’s up to Reina to decide.”
“You think I should confess?” Her eyes regain some of their brightness.
“Do as you like, Ari.”
I just hope Reina will turn her down gently. She usually has a good motherly instinct with her.
And I’m sure Reina won’t accept. She’s never showed interest in the same sex, and while she resisted me, she wasn’t always immune to my touch. I always noticed how her skin heated and her body struggled so she wouldn’t melt against mine.
Maybe that’s why it pisses me the fuck off that she always pushed me away.
When Ari realizes she has no future with Reina, her infatuation will wither away.
“Thanks, Gray!” She throws her arms around my neck in a hug. “You’re the best brother in the world.”
No, I’m the worst.
Because I don’t want to share Reina.
Not even with my sister.
It’s been a week since I moved back into my apartment—or rather, since Asher and I moved in together.
He brought his clothes and laptop and has taken up space in my closet without asking for permission.
Not that I want him to.
Honestly, I don’t think I could’ve done this without him. Being on my own scares me more than I’d like to admit. That’s when the gloomy cloud strikes, filling my head with all those somber thoughts.
I listen to Lucy and Prescott’s discussion about some moves the coach has added to our routine. They’re bickering, and while it’s adorable to watch, my mind isn’t with them.
It keeps wandering back to Reina. While Alex promised he’ll let me know as soon as his insider gets in touch, I’m still antsy.
I have to repeat to myself that Reina is stronger than me. She survived this long in the midst of monsters. Surely she can keep doing it.
Aside from my sister, something else keeps occupying my mind.
Asher.
He’s been acting strange, to say the least.
Every day, he cooks me dinner, nothing fancy, but it’s always delicious and he usually feeds me, making me suck his thumb after. Then he joins me in the shower and orders me to take him in my mouth before he empties down my throat or on my breasts.
After that, he carries me to my bedroom in his strong arms and eats me out or finger-fucks me. Other times, our sexual encounters end up in a sixty-nine. Yesterday, he fucked my tits, making me grab them as his length thrust mercilessly between them. While doing that, he ordered me to open my mouth so his cock hit my tongue with every thrust. I can still taste his cum all over my lips as he came with a harsh grunt.
I haven’t been as turned on as I was last night in my entire life, so when he fingered me, I came in seconds.
Then…the end. I kid you not, he stopped as soon as I orgasmed, just as he does every night.
Oral sex is the only thing we’ve done.
Asher has never gone all the way with me or attempted to.
While he sleeps beside me, he always disappears before I wake up, and I find him in the kitchen preparing breakfast.