“Please what, baby? That’s it, isn’t it? Because you can’t ask me, can you? That would be admitting you like what I do to you. You like the idea of being under my control. Despite everything, you like it all. Being dominated. Feeling like you have no choice. Feeling like I was neglecting you if I didn’t have you under me. You want me to pay attention to you. You want me to fuck you and take all your choices away, kind of like now, don’t you? That way you’re not to blame for any of it. You’re not staying with me because you want to, but because I’m making you, isn’t that right?” His hand was moving faster, up and down his rigid shaft. Richard bent over and bit him gently on his shoulder, at the same time inhaling that perfect scent. Pleasure and pain, that’s what Kevin wanted, and that’s what he’d give him.
Richard was dragging an orgasm out of him, and Kevin threw his head back against his shoulder, groaning and breathing fast. “Then you can go back to your life in Florida and play it safe. You can pretend you like to top all the time, and pretend you’re independent and don’t need anybody. Don’t need me, more than you need to breathe. ” He’d been jacking Kevin hard and now he gave a final twist while sticking a finger up his ass and finding his prostate. Kevin screamed and came so hard he was left shaking and trembling in Richard’s grasp.
Before he had time to recover, Richard bent him back over on his knees, pushing him down on his elbows, so his ass was right where he wanted it. He entered in one thrust, making Kevin cry out again as he buried himself up to his knot. He put his hand under Kevin’s body and found his softened cock and wrapped his hand around it again, moving the skin up and down, probably painfully now since Kevin had just come. He whimpered, but Richard ignored him. “You almost admitted it to me once,” he said, whispering in Kevin’s ear. “You told me you liked it rough. Is this rough enough for you, baby?”
“God, please, Richard. ”
“Admit it to me first. Admit you like this. For once and for all, tell the damn truth. ”
Kevin groaned and started to sob, and Richard knew he was close to finally admitting it, finally asking for what he needed without shame or guilt. “Yes,” he whimpered. And then louder, “Yes, I need this. I need you. Please. ”
Richard thrust hard into him then, over and over until they both came. Afterward, while the aftershocks still shook them both, he lay on top of Kevin and stroked his back, trying to catch his breath. He reached up and released the cuffs and pulled him into his arms. He came willingly, wrapping his arms around Richard’s waist, and hooking a leg over his, pressing his whole body close.
When he could talk again, Richard murmured in his ear. “I’m going to mate with you now, Kevin. Are you ready to give yourself to me?”
Kevin nodded, burrowing his face into his shoulder.
“You know what this means? It’s forever, and I’ll never let you go. You’ll live as long as I do, and you’ll drink my blood from time to time to stay healthy, but that means you can never leave me. We’ll always be together from this point on. You understand?” He pulled Kevin’s face away from his shoulder and stared down at him. His face was smooth and relaxed, and he looked more at peace than Richard had ever seen him.
“I understand,” he said softly.
“Thank you for giving yourself to me, Kevin. I look on it as a precious gift, and I’ll try never to betray your t
rust. ” He kissed him tenderly and held him close for a while. But he was unable to wait much longer. He’d waited so long already for this time to come.
Richard stood up and carried him to the bed. Knowing Kevin was already stretched from their lovemaking, he still lubed him well, and then, turning him over on his side, he sank his teeth deeply into Kevin’s neck, causing him to cry out again. He entered him before his cries died out, easing his way in at first, and then as he met resistance to the knot, pushing harder, maneuvering his hips until he felt it slip in. Kevin gave a hoarse shout and began to have another orgasm immediately, due to the chemicals secreted by the knot and the stimulation to his prostate. Holding and petting him through it, Richard settled himself for a long night.
The knot would tie them together for at least an hour or more while Kevin had multiple orgasms. He’d be in heat even after it was over, and he’d have to be patient with him and love him through it. Richard would only be able to hold him close and soothe him. He kissed the back of Kevin’s neck again and held him tightly in his arms, shuddering a little at the realization of how much he meant to him. Kevin held more power over him than he could ever dream of.
Richard would care for him always, just like he would tonight. Because he’d finally found his home again, and from this time on, neither of them would ever be alone.
Epilogue
Sitting on the edge of the little stream, Kevin laughed as he saw Richard’s gaze shift toward him and held up both hands. “No, please, don’t even think of pulling me in. It’s too cold!”
Richard smiled at him. “Don’t worry. I have no intention of scaring away the fish. ” He held up a string of trout. “Although, I probably do have enough for dinner tonight. ” He waggled his eyebrows up and down and came toward him, but Kevin jumped up and ran up the bank.
“Stop right there,” he pleaded, his back against a big tree. “These are the only dry clothes I have left. ”
Richard came up and put his arms around Kevin’s waist, burying his face against his neck. “Mmm, but who said anything about you wearing clothes? I think they’re highly overrated in your case. ”
Kevin distracted him by catching his chin and bringing his face around for a soulful kiss. “If you don’t throw me in, there might be a blow job in your future. ”
“Oh yeah?” He swung him up in his arms and started for the stream. “Can we firm that offer up a little bit?”
“Yes, yes, okay! Definitely a blow job!”
Richard laughed again and sat down with him in his lap. He pulled him around to straddle him. “Still sore, baby?”
Kevin dropped his gaze. “Only a little. ” It had been two days since their mating, and for most of the day before, he’d been a little out of his head as the chemicals from the bite and the knot worked their way through his body. He remembered only snatches of the time, but what he did remember made him blush. He remembered begging to be fucked, begging to suck Richard’s cock, and feeling absolutely insatiable. This morning when he’d awakened, he was feeling almost back to normal, though his ass ached abominably and Richard had heated up water from the stream and made him sit in it and soak for a while before putting a soothing cream on him. He’d been embarrassed beyond belief, but felt cared for and cherished at the same time.
“What will happen now?” he asked quietly, running his fingers down Richard’s jawline.
“Well, if you agree, we’ll go back to your home long enough for you to resign and decide what to do about your condo. You’ll need to decide what you want to bring with you, and we can get you moved into my quarters in the lodge. We’ll decide about your car too, and then if you want to sell them, we can open you an account at the bank in Sylva. I think that’s what Tucker’s going to do. He still likes the idea of having his own money, though he doesn’t need it. ”
“I like the idea too, at least for now. I might need it one day to open a business with Tucker, or even take care of my parents later on. ”
Richard nodded, and started kissing up the side of his neck. Since that was bound to get out of hand pretty quickly, and Kevin still had things to talk about, he pulled away and put his hands on Richard’s shoulders. “And a commitment ceremony like Tucker’s? Will we have one of those?”