“All of you.”
I slide my arms around his neck and bring his mouth down to mine. Before I press my lips against his, I whisper, “All of me belongs to you.”
He inhales my words and I feel like he has taken in my very soul. His kiss is reverent, gentle and sweet, so very sweet all my fears disappear with it. I hadn’t been afraid of sex with Alex, I had been afraid of tomorrow. After Alex had taken what he wanted from me, he would leave me broken, a shell of a person yet he’s putting me back together piece by tiny piece, breaking me free of the shell I wrapped around myself for protection. No matter what happens, Alex will never hurt me with the malice and intent my mother and Larry did. Knowing that fills me with a peace I never believed possible with a man. It also fills me with a need for him so overwhelming it almost consumes me. I think he feels it because he pulls away and his hands are running over me, hungrier.
Pulling down my dress, he finds the bra I wore for him. Black and sheer with lace at the edges, my nipples are fine points through the sheer covering. His mouth is on a hard nipple through the sheer covering. It’s not enough, I want his mouth on my skin. He works the catch at my back, sliding the bra down my arms. He kisses gently first one hard nipple, then the other.
“Your breasts, so perfect, so soft, they tip up as if begging for my mouth. Do you want my mouth on you, Grace?”
“Alex, please, don’t tease me.” I plead as he sucks my nipple into his hot wet mouth. My pussy begins to leak down my legs making me red with embarrassment. Yet, I need, I need this man and shame feels wrong when it’s only him my body hungers for. Fumbling, my hands begin working the buttons of his shirt. Finally, I’m rewarded by the sight of a thin white undershirt, like he wore last night. I slip under the undershirt, the feel of his skin under my hands is enthralling as muscle is bunching and flexing in response to my touch. His teeth graze, then nip, a tight aching breast and my legs give way beneath me. Alex picks me up and lays me on the bed. Slowly, very slowly, he pulls the dress off. His eyes darken at the sight of the thong.
“Sexy, so sexy, hidden, I knew it when you looked at me that first day, your eyes were flashing, but you smiled so sweet. I knew you were hiding the real you. Then you turned around to walk away and I saw your ass. This ass has me hard just thinking about it, I never thought of myself as an ass man, but baby I want to fuck your ass. Will you let me fuck your ass, baby?”
Words so utterly shocking and profane are making me wet. I’d do anything he asks for. “Yes, Alex I want you inside of me, in my mouth, in my pussy and yes, I want you to fuck me up the ass. Anything you want, as often as you want.” I promise him. “Now please, I need you inside me.”
Alex smiles and I feel it down to my toes. He slips off the jacket then tugs off his tie. His shirt falls to the floor before he pulls off his undershirt and his body, oh, he’s better than every fantasy I’ve had. His body ripples and flexes with muscle, not an ounce of fat, yet there is an elegance to his body. I swear I am going to learn him with my tongue before the sun comes up. Pushing down his pants, his underwear goes with it. Finally, he’s in front of me. Long thick and perfect, I’m reaching for him without realizing it. My wrist is caught before I get to him. He shakes his head.
“Oh, no, sweetheart, it will be over far too quickly if you touch me now.” He bends down and pulls out a long strip of condoms. I’m grateful to him.
“I called my doctor today. She called in a prescription for the Pill but since I’m so close to my period, she recommended waiting until it was over before starting.”
“How soon?”
“Two or three days, give or take.”
“That’s good sweetheart because I don’t think I trust myself to always have a condom or stop long enough to put one on.”
Tearing one of the condoms from the strip, he sets the others on the bedside table. He kneels on the bed and begins to roll the condom on. I’m jealous of his hands, aching to know the feel of him. I open my legs, his eyes darken as my hands move to my hips to take off the thong, eager for his touch.
“Don’t move, I get to undress you.” Alex orders, and I go still. I’m soaking at his commanding tone. His hands trace along my outer thighs then up to the top of the thong. He peels it away pulling my legs up. Coming down, he settles my legs over his shoulders. His breath hot against the slick lips of my pussy. He licks the seam of me again, and again, I want more, need so much more.
His tongue moves down to where my juices pool. I remember my promise to him, the sensation of him there is so good I close my eyes and look forward to it. I’m trembling before he finally moves back to my pussy and his tongue... it’s like he’s kissing me there. Again, and again he moves deep inside me and up, teasing me by staying away from my thick, swollen clitoris.
Moving back down, he slides a searching finger into my ass and it feels so good I ask for more. He answers my plea with another finger moving in and out of me. Just when I think I can’t take anymore, he moves back and sucks my clitoris while flicking his tongue over the taunt bundle of nerves. I scream my climax. Oh god, he’s there, sliding into me, and I’m exultant at the feel of him. He pushes deep until we’re skin to skin. My legs come up over his hips, searching for a way to get hi
m deeper into me. Alex feels amazing, so good I forget to breathe. When he starts to move inside me, I can breathe again. Even as the shudders die away from my last climax I can feel another building. I want him deeper, faster, more.
My hands are roaming over his body, greedy for the feel of his skin; urging him on while desperate for the feel of him all over me. His hands are beside my head, propping him up from me. I want all of him on me. Pulling his head down to mine, his kiss is fluttering, light and I’m nearly weeping from frustration. My mouth attaches to his and I suck his tongue into my mouth. Alex growls low in his chest as he moves faster, harder, yes. I’m almost there, so close. His hand moves down between us, fingers long, and knowing, find my clitoris and apply pressure. My body explodes from the sheer pleasure. From deep inside my clenches around him, milking him for everything he is. He comes with my name a groan in my ear.
At long last, he collapses on me and I revel in the feel of him on me. My arms come around him when he tries to pull away.
“Grace, sweetheart, I’m too heavy for you. I have to get rid of the condom.”
“Please, just one more minute. You feel so good on me, you aren’t too heavy.”
Alex comes up on his elbows and kisses my forehead. “You are a beautiful liar. Minute is up, baby. Two minutes, I’ll be right back.”
I sigh and allow my arms to slip from around him. My legs have been tight around him for so long it hurts a little when I move them. I hear the water running in the bathroom. Like last night, he comes around the bed pulling me into his arms. Skin to skin, my body hums in delight at the feel of him all around me.
“Rest for a minute, baby, it’s going to be a long night.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
Alex keeps his promise. I’m drifting in and out of sleep, with the light on it isn’t easy to slip into sleep. I feel him growing hard against me. I love it, I’m not doing anything but lying in his arms and he’s growing hard against me. I’m growing wet again however I don’t want him inside me there just yet, I want to taste him. Turning in his arms, he smiles lazily as I kiss his chest and run my hands over him. Exploring his chest as much with my tongue as my hands, a finger teases a hard male nipple. His hands begin to move over me, I press against him until he’s flat on his back. He sighs, running his hands through my hair.
“Grace, you’re killing me here.”