I press into her, my cock pushing against her stomach when I really want it pressing much lower and deeper into her. So that’s what I do.
I lift her up, and her legs wrap around me. My cock driving against her pussy as her legs tighten around me, trying to suffocate me like a boa constricting its prey.
Stop.
I kiss down her neck, to the curve of her upper breast. More, I need more.
I nudge the fabric of he
r dress off her breast, exposing it to the world. Good thing this is a private beach because I would gorge out anyone’s eyes who saw her glorious breasts.
She gasps as my mouth envelopes her nipple pointed at me, begging for me to tease and taunt.
More, more, more.
Stop.
The voices continue taunting me—wanting one thing and knowing I should do the other. Like the devil and angel on my shoulder. But the devil will always win, because I was born from the devil. There is too much of my father in me. He still has a hold over me, even in death.
I’m not strong enough to stop this—not until some force of power greater than me ends this.
The water.
I just have to force my legs to the water.
Kai grabs my neck, sinking her nails into my nape as she plants a passionate kiss on my lips.
Fuck, she isn’t going to make this easy.
I get lost in the kiss, forgetting my mission until a wave splashes against my feet. The tide is rising, getting closer, meeting me halfway.
I hold onto Kai tightly and begin walking. I expect her to panic as soon as she realizes where I’m headed.
She doesn’t.
She’s too consumed with our kiss. Too lost. Too desperate.
She begins undoing my tie, loosening it while her legs grip me tighter.
My legs move automatically toward the water allowing me to deepen our kisses, while pulling at her dress, practically ripping pieces from her body.
Kai is everything.
If only this were possible.
I feel the water on my feet covering to my ankles, and I want to run in the other direction because I know how this will end. Instead, I take another step until the water is to my knees.
Kai still doesn’t recognize what’s happening. Her eyes are closed, and her body so lost in mine that fireworks could go off and I don’t think she’d notice beyond the sparks flying between us.
End this.
Run.
I don’t have the strength to stop this. All I have left is to fall.
The water engulfs us, and our bodies fly apart as if the waves forced us apart.
When I break the surface, Kai is flailing in the water.