Hale got shakily to his feet, not sure he was being dismissed. He wanted to find out one more thing here, first. It had to do with the wild birds that subsisted on the suet hung from his oak tree, as much as anything.
"Put the moustache and glasses on again," said Theodora. "You can toss them when you're in the lorry-your picture won't be released to the press until after your flight has taken off."
"Chipping Campden," said Hale, mumbling as he pressed the wilted moustache back onto his upper lip.
"I beg your pardon?"
"Chipping Campden, in the Cotswolds, is where I'd like to retire. I haven't been there since I was thirteen-I'm forty now. Nobody'd recognize me, and I presume I'll have been reported dead somewhere."
Theodora stared at him, and Hale wondered if he had asked for too much to be able to detect anything valuable in the old man's response.
"No, Andrew," Theodora said. "You're going to be in the papers, remember? Reporters will be all over that place. Remote England, if it's to be England at all, right?"
"I suppose." He had indeed overplayed it; but if Theodora had agreed to so insecure a proposal, Hale would have been sure the old man intended to have him killed at the end of this operation. Now he could only speculate.
The old euphemisms echoed in his head: resolve his status, establish the truth about him, give him the truth. He recalled a dinner in Berlin in '45 at which Philby himself had said, of an erratic agent who seemed bound for resolution, "There is truth to be found on the unknown shore, and many will find what few would seek."
She had been at that dinner too, as an agent of the French Direction Generale des Services Speciaux, the headquarters of which had still been in Algiers then, so recently had the war ended; and of course she had loved Claude Cassagnac too.
In Broadway he had heard rumors that the 1935 motorcycle crash that had killed T. E. Lawrence had not been an accident-a black van had been seen passing him just before his crash, and witnesses were told not to refer to it in the inquest. Lawrence had supposedly found some ancient Biblical scrolls in a cave south of Jericho in 1918, by the Dead Sea, and been an unreliable agent ever since deciphering the primitive Hebrew texts; Knew too much, had been the laconic verdict. Makes a man unpredictable.
Do you know you look like poor old Lawrence.
It occurred to him that he would be protesting more, here-denouncing the shooting of poor old Cassagnac, demanding to be told his script right now, even frankly raising the mathematical possibility of his own assassination like a chess problem that needed to be solved-if he had not stepped out of honesty with Theodora, if instead he had instantly told the old man what he knew about the woman who had apparently shot at Philby.
"I should tell you-" he said impulsively; he wanted to get out of this unfocused, less-than-honest posture right away, restore the perfect loyalty to the Crown which had always been his defining moral anchor, and which he had not violated in any of the hard conflicts in Paris and Berlin and the Arabian desert and the Ahora Gorge below Ararat; but if he explained who the woman was, Theodora would very likely have her killed, have her status resolved. Whatever her motivations, if she had tried to kill Philby she was imperiling Declare.
Theodora was staring at him like an ancient, weary lizard.
"-that I'm outraged by your use of Claude Cassagnac." How pedestrian it sounded! And he had not stepped back into the old perfect accord. Where am I, now? he wondered. How am I to navigate, now?
Theodora said, "'Would you kill an apparently innocent person, on our orders?' He was a player, boy, like us all. Go now. We've set you up, it's Red's turn to move."
Chapter Four
Paris, 1941
Across the margent of the world I fled, And troubled the gold gateways of the stars, Smiting for shelter on their clanged bars;
Fretted to dulcet jars
And silvern chatter the pale ports o' the moon. I said to Dawn: Be sudden-to Eve: Be soon...
- Francis Thompson, "The Hound of Heaven"
He had first met her in German-occupied France in October of 1941, after doing two weeks of hasty training and occasional desultory courier work for what he had still assumed was the Comintern, in rural Norfolk eighty miles northeast of London. The Comintern was Communist International, a worldwide association of national Communist parties united in a "popular front" against fascism.
Hale had pulled his own belt out of his pants before crossing Regent Street to step up to the Eros fountain in Piccadilly, and a smiling little fat man with an orange in his hand had indeed approached him and asked him about the belt; after the formal dialogue-"Well, I got it in an ironmonger's shop, actually, believe it or not, in Paris"-Hale had taken the orange along when the little man escorted him up Regent Street. The man had not touched nor even looked at the envelope Hale had brought down on the train, but had advised him to leave it on the fountain coping, presumably either because it would be picked up by someone watching or because it had not contained any secrets in the first place.
But over goulash and dark beer at Kempinski's the little man's nervous cheer had abruptly evaporated, and in fact he had been visibly frightened, when he learned that Hale did not, in fact, know anything about radios or wireless telegraphy.
"But," the man sputtered, "are you sure? Our people have the idea that you're an expert!"
"I did subscribe to several magazines for a while," Hale said, "about it. But I never really read them." His companion just stared at him in dismay, so Hale shrugged, wide-eyed. "My mother wanted me to learn a trade! But I wanted to be a teacher, not a wireless operator. I'm sorry-was this crucial?-you can have back what's left of the hundred pounds, uh, less what it'll cost me to get back to Oxford." Would this be the end of the whole thing? Hale didn't know whether he was relieved or alarmed-or angry. "The woman who approached me there should have asked me about this radio business, I gather it would have saved me this trip." And what's become of my trunk by now? he wondered. I shouldn't even have mentioned the hundred pounds to this fellow.
"Woman? Don't tell me about any woman." The man was nodding rapidly, his bald head shiny with sweat now. "And you can't go back to Oxford, our people in Europe approved your profile and specifically asked for you. A teacher! Damn it! WT was the main description for you, that's wireless telegraphy. I'll have to interrupt the transfer, send on an explanation and a-a recommendation, God help me! Either way is bad, but I think I'd be most remiss if I didn't ask for a two-week postponement on delivery of you, so as to run you through the accelerated course at our hedge school in Norfolk. There'd be no facilities across the Channel." He stared at the bewildered Hale as if at an armed lunatic. "I'll have to drive you up to Norfolk tonight, on the unsupported assumption." A drop of sweat had rolled down the man's jowls, and it occurred to Hale, for the first time, that being a spy might be to live constantly in the shadow of people like the coldly jovial man he had met in the Haslemere railway station.
Of course he never saw the little fat man again after being dropped off that afternoon at a pub off the A12 up in Norfolk, where two men bought Hale a pint and then walked him to an old farmhouse up an unpaved track somewhere near Great Yarmouth; and for the next fourteen days Hale sat with a dozen other uncommunicative men in a sweltering barn and studied wireless as he had never studied anything before.