“Warm enough?” Kade asked.
“Yes,” she said, her voice small in the large room.
“Good.” He leveled a gaze at her, and she saw the dominance flare in that look. “On your knees. Warm us up, too.”
She blinked when they both pulled off their towels. The cold had softened their erections some, but the sight of them flaccid gave her this weird, forbidden thrill. Like she was seeing a more personal version of these two men. Plus, she had a feeling it was going to be fun bringing them back to life.
She slid off the bed and knelt in front of the both of them. Colby took himself in his hand and Kade laced his fingers in her hair, guiding her toward Colby. Her gaze skated upward to Kade for a split second and as if sensing what she was seeking, he nodded, giving her assurance that this was okay with him. She parted her lips and took Colby inside her mouth. This was only the third man she’d done this to in her life, and she was fascinated with the differences between each man. The same parts but all so very unique. Colby was thick even when not fully hard and tasted of musk and man, but as soon as she ran her tongue along his length for a few strokes, he swelled large against her palate. He let out a shuddering sigh. “That’s right, darlin’. Fuck, your mouth is hot.”
Kade kept his hands in her hair, moving her along Colby’s growing erection, and she let her focus move to him. Kade was gazing down at her with an intensity that she felt down to her core. “You like doing this for me?” he asked, his voice as still and calm as she’d ever heard it. “Like being a little slut for me and sucking my friend’s cock while I watch?”
She stiffened at the ugly word, but when he tightened his grip against her scalp and grabbed his erection to give himself a stroke, she realized he wasn’t insulting her at all. He liked her like this. He wanted her dirty. Just like in her silly prince and captive fantasy, he was using her like a pleasure slave. The thought shouldn’t have made her unbearably wet, but her body was forging its own path without her permission.
As if unable to wait any longer, Kade tugged her off of Colby and guided his cock into her mouth. She closed her eyes and made an involuntary mmm sound at the taste of him on her tongue. He tasted like salt and pool water and Kade. She swirled her tongue around him and reached out to stroke Colby at the same time, relishing the feel of Kade getting hard in her mouth while Colby heated in her palm.
Kade groaned and pulled back. “On the bed, gorgeous. I’m not feeling very patient all of a sudden.”
She got to her feet and moved back to the bed, her body aching like she hadn’t just had an orgasm a few minutes ago.
“You’ve got something to cuff her to the headboard?” Kade asked.
Tessa’s stomach dipped.
Colby smirked. “Are you honestly asking me that?”
> “You’re right,” Kade said, with a grin. “Get cuffs and condoms.”
Tessa’s nerves ping-ponged through her body as Colby wrapped leather cuffs around her wrists and secured her arms above her head. She was stretched out on the bed now, completely at their mercy. No escape. Theirs. She could’ve told them to stop, could’ve used her safe word. But she quickly realized it wasn’t fear she was feeling, it was the pure adrenaline rush of anticipation.
The two men went to opposite sides of the bed and peered down at her like she was a feast spread out for their consumption. Kade brushed the back of his hand along her jaw. “Still with us, gorgeous?”
Her chest squeezed at the tender touch and the honest question in his eyes. If she told him to stop everything now, she knew without a doubt that he would, and that he wouldn’t be annoyed or angry about it. He wouldn’t try to convince her otherwise. That unlike most of the people she’d met in her life, his word meant something. That knowledge tugged at a place inside her where she didn’t want to prod, and unplanned words tumbled out of her mouth. “I’m with you, Kade. Whatever’s next, I trust you.”
Surprise broke over his face, matching the shock she felt at her declaration. Trust? She was giving out trust? But the look Kade gave her when he realized what she’d said damn near split her open. She turned away, unable to take it. It was too close to the looks he’d given her long ago, too close to stirring real feelings in her. That’s not what this was about. He was about to let his best friend fuck her. This was not some teenage romance. This was a kinky adventure with a guy who’d probably done all this before with countless women. This was sex and fun and experimenting.
This was not real.
And she couldn’t let it be.
EIGHTEEN
Colby caught Kade’s gaze from the other side of the bed, a question plain on his face. You still want me here?
Colby had obviously sensed the shift in the room, the shift in Kade. Hearing that Tess trusted him had punched him right in the sternum. He’d told Colby tonight was just going to be about fulfilling a fantasy for an old friend because he hadn’t wanted to get into all of the history. But his friend knew him well enough to know that tonight was different than the times they’d shared women before. Kade hadn’t allowed himself to take real control tonight, to dominate Tessa. He’d treated her softer than any of the women he was typically with and Colby knew it.
And maybe he should want to kick Colby out. Kade would be lying to himself if he didn’t admit that he felt something for Tess. That she was more than a girl he was having a good time with. Hearing her say she trusted him, when he knew she had very little of that commodity left to give, had made everything in him feel lighter, hopeful. But the feelings didn’t change how he was wired. Sharing her with Colby, watching his friend give her pleasure, fed Kade’s dominance. Giving permission for another man to touch her was the ultimate feeling of ownership. You are mine. Others can only touch you when and how I say so. Your pleasure is mine to give and control.
And he was all too aware that Tessa was not his submissive. He didn’t own her, hadn’t even had the nerve to talk to her about the depth of what he really desired in a relationship. But for a little while, he wanted to experience how it could be with her.
He gave a quick nod to Colby and brushed his fingers along Tessa’s collarbone, enjoying how she quivered beneath the simplest of touches. Then, as if connected by the same wavelength, he and Colby lowered down to the bed and each took one of her dusky nipples in their mouths. Tess arched beneath them at the contact, and Kade let his hand slide down between her legs. She moaned softly as his fingers found her center. She was so wet and hot already, so goddamned sexy. His cock throbbed, need pounding through him, but it was Colby who moved onto the bed first and rolled on a condom.
Tessa’s eyes went a little wide as Colby bent her knees and spread her legs. Kade knew that Tessa had only been with her husband and him, so taking another lover was a big deal. But he didn’t sense any fear, just heightened awareness and curiosity. She kept glancing at Kade, and it pleased him that she was concerned about what he thought, like she was afraid to show real desire toward Colby.
But he wanted her to relish in that desire, roll around and drown in it. He’d picked his friend for a number of reasons. One, Kade trusted the guy like a brother. Two, Colby was one of the best dominants at The Ranch, so the man knew what he was doing. But also, Kade remembered Tessa’s high school crushes on those good ol’ boy country singers. Back then, he’d been annoyed as hell over it because those dudes had represented everything he wasn’t. But he didn’t feel that need to compete anymore. He saw how she looked at him, the deep attraction there. But he also knew old fantasies didn’t often go away. And he wanted to give her that experience.
“You ready for him, gorgeous?” Kade asked as he continued to stroke her clit. “He’s a big bastard, so you’re going to need to relax to let him in.”
Colby joined in and dipped his fingers inside her, his knuckles nudging Kade’s fingers as he stroked her inside. Tessa let out a whimper, her eyes going hazy already. Nice.