My lower lip stuck out in a pout. In reality, we needed for him to be wrapped up tightly. I was on birth control, but I was sometimes a bit flighty with it, especially with the pressure of my new job. It just made sense to be as safe as possible. The last thing either of us needed was a baby in all of this.
God, my family would all have collective coronaries.
“Sure, but you better get back soon.”
He slid off me—for the last time, I hoped—and grabbed the package out of his pants pocket. A few brisk movements, and he was wearing the condom and back over top of me. He ground his hips into mine to show me he was as prepared as I was.
“God, you’re a fucking revelation, Iris. Did anyone ever tell you that?”
My façade broke then. I couldn’t be the naughty seductress, couldn’t play at that when even in our fun he was being so loving, so kind. Besides, no one had ever told me that before.
“No,” I said. “Not ever.”
He shifted his body enough to let his head fall low, to get him the angle needed to trace his tongue over the rigid peak of my nipple. His tongue snaked out and caressed the tip, sending an electric sizzle straight to my core.
Callum pulled back to speak. “Then they’re all dumb, all of them. Maybe blind.” He traced his fingers over my hip and squeezed. “Bloody tossers and idiots for good measure too.”
“Glad we can agree on something.” I bit my lower lip again. “Callum, please, show me everything. You can do anything you want. I just want my first time to be good.”
“I plan to make it fucking unforgettable, luv. Now, listen to me.”
***
Callum
“No, luv, get on your hands and knees for me.”
I shifted off of her. Fair to say, I’d been a bit of a tease with straddling her first, and we’d get to missionary, but I wanted to rock her world, to fuck her into next week. She wanted to feel passion and energy and heat her first time. She trusted me to give her an experience she’d never forget, and I knew which position helped get the ladies the most pleasure, helped get to their g-spot and their clit better than any other.
She frowned but did as I said.
I slid behind her and sat up on my knees. The ample curves of her ass rose up to greet me, and I ran my hands over the enticing mounds. I squeezed them and then lined my cock up with her entrance.
“I know doggie style isn’t everyone’s taste for a first time, luv, if you don’t want to…”
“No, I need this,” she said. “I don’t know anything about what we’re doing. I just know you make me feel amazing. Like I said, I trust you. I’d follow you anywhere.”
“Good then,” I said, giving her left ass cheek another squeeze. “Now, I’m going to slide into you. I’ll go slow since I know you’re new to this, and it might be a tight fit at first.”
“You’re pretty huge. I’m not sure this will work. I…they’re not all like this in the movies!”
“Some are, but not all men are as gifted as yours truly,” I said. “But if it feels too much, you just let me know. We talk and we go at your pace, even if I chose the position. If you need more time, well, I can always give a bit more foreplay so you loosen up.”
I emphasized my point by tracing my fingers over her clit. She was already wet, her pussy dripping and ready for me, and I couldn’t wait to sheath myself inside her. If it were any other woman, I’d take what I wanted. The old me, before I’d grown tired of the meaningless nights and parade of empty faces, would have shoved into her without a second thought and fucked her as hard as I dared.
But that was then.
Now, I was going to give her everything she’d ever dreamed of.
Steadying myself behind her, I stroked at her clit, feeling as the start of her juices coated my hand. My other gripped her left ass cheek and squeezed it lovingly. “Ready?”
“Yes!”
I pushed my tip inside her and already closed my eyes at the warmth that encircled me. It took every ounce of restraint I had not to shove myself balls deep into her. That was everything I wished I could do, everything I’d prefer to do. But this was going to take time. Leaning down, I kissed the soft skin of her back even as I pressed further into her.
“You’re doing great.”
“It’s tight…I…”