She threw him an angry glance over her shoulder as she left the room to go take her shower. Shade couldn’t have cared less. He wasn’t going to see her in another black dress which was not only three sizes to large, but represented the death of her friendship to him.
She was brushing her hair when he went to see if she was ready.
“Dinner’s ready,” Shade said. “Let’s go.”
“We’re going out to eat?” Lily asked with hopefulness in her voice.
“No. We’re eating upstairs like everyone else.” He dashed any hope she was building to return to her house.
“But I’m not allowed upstairs,” Lily argued, trying to pull away from him as he took her hand, leading her to the steps.
Shade stopped and looked down at her. “If you’re going to get used to living here, that means you get used to going upstairs. You don’t want to stay down here all the time, do you?”
“No, but I don’t want to go up there, either,” Lily insisted, her eyes wide.
Shade’s mouth tightened into a grim line. Did she really think he would let her walk into the same situation she had before? The members were going to be themselves within reason until she could cope with more.
“Come on.”
Lily tried to pull away again, her hand going to the rubber band on her wrist.
“Remember our deal,” Shade warned.
“I already told you, I don’t want to go up there.”
“Lily, the club isn’t going to hide itself from you anymore. That cat’s already out of the bag. At first, you’ll be uncomfortable, but then you’ll become familiar with how things work around here.”
Dinner turned out pretty well, considering Lily’s initial hesitations. It took her a few minutes to warm up to everyone, acting like she was meeting them for the first time. However, she came out of her shell when she asked Rider about giving Killyama a ride yet.
Rider’s previously amused expression disappeared. “Not yet. I’ve been busy.”
“Pussy,” Train goaded.
Rider’s hand clenched on his fork. “That woman probably expects me to ride bitch,” Rider made excuses for himself.
“If the panties fit, wear them,” Train said, dodging the fork Rider threw across the table.
“I like Killyama,” Lily said, cutting into her pork roast. The men stared at her in silence. “She saved my life, and I heard Star’s mother had to have plastic surgery after she got in a fight with her. I can see where she might be too much for you.”
Everyone at the table burst into laughter.
Rider turned to Shade. “Set it up,” he ordered, all humor gone.
“Will do,” Shade replied, keeping a straight face.
“Make sure you take protection,” Train goaded.
“Which one are you talking about? Condoms or my gun?” Rider asked.
“Both,” Train said truthfully.
Lily threw Train a reproving look. “I think you should volunteer to give Crazy Bitch a ride, Train. I think you two would have a lot in common.”
Evie put her hand on her mouth while Bliss, sitting next to Lily, asked, “Is she serious?”
“I think so,” Evie said, getting to her feet before she broke into laughter, taking the dirty dishes with her.
After dinner, Lily followed Shade nervously into the other room where everyone was sitting around and talking.
“I thought Beth would have been here by now,” Lily stated when she became aware Train and Cash were pouring drinks at the bar.
“Beth won’t be here tonight. Mrs. Langley had surgery to remove her gall bladder, and she’s staying with her at the hospital,” Evie said, taking a seat across from her.
Lily looked at Shade sharply, which he returned with mock innocence, before her eyes went back to the bar where several members were going back and forth, taking beers.
“But I need to talk to her.” Her voice began to unconsciously rise.
“I’m sure you do, but it’s not going to make a difference,” Shade replied decisively.
Lily’s hand went to her wrist as Viper and Winter came in through the front door. As a breath of relief left Lily, Shade knew Lily thought Winter would be her savior and drive her back to college or drop her off at her house.
Viper stopped at the bar long enough to take a beer before the couple came to sit down on the couch, forcing Lily to slide closer to Shade. He was more than willing to take advantage of the situation by sliding his arm along the back of the couch, touching her shoulders.
Winter sat next to Lily. “I’m relieved to see you up. How’s it going?”
“Fine.” She paused, and Shade saw her staring at Viper’s beer. “Do you think you could give me a ride back to my house? I really need to get back to school.”
“You’re going to be staying here. Didn’t Shade tell you?” Winter asked, meeting his eyes.
“He mentioned it, but—”
“Did he tell you why?” Viper asked, looking at Shade.
He shrugged. He didn’t think Lily would believe him, but coming from Viper would have a greater impact.
“Yes, he did. Someone tried to hit me with a car then break in my house, but at school, I’ll be perfectly safe.”
“Lily, when Cash followed the prints of who tried to break into your house, they led to the house behind yours. Someone’s been watching you for some time.”
“That house belongs to a couple who vacation here a couple of times a year. It’s usually empty,” Lily explained.
“Knox traced the ownership of the house to a corporation, and that’s as far as he can get. Cash said that whoever has been staying there is watching your house. There were video cameras, Lily.”
As her face filled with fear, Shade was glad. He didn’t want her to feel safe in her home; he wanted her to feel safe there at the club, where he was. He had no intention of taking something away from her without replacing it with something better.
Winter took Lily’s hand. “That’s not all.”
“Your dorm room had listening devices planted there. There’s really no safe place for you to stay other than here, for now. Cash and Knox are both trying to find out who could be doing this, but until they do, you have to be patient. At your home, you would inevitably be alone, but what if Beth or Razer’s presence didn’t deter them? You don’t want them hurt because you didn’t take our help, do you?”
Viper’s harsh words had her shaking her head in denial. “Of course not.”
“Good, then everything is settled,” Winter said, leaning back against Viper.
“I was afraid you wouldn’t listen to reason. I’m sure Beth will be relieved, too. She doesn’t want you unhappy, but she wants you safe,” Viper told her.
“I know.” She bit her bottom lip, and Shade shifted closer to her.
Viper took another drink of his beer, and someone turned the music up louder. Winter and Evie started talking about Mrs. Langley while Lily’s eyes wandered the room. The members had spread throughout the large room, giving her plenty to gape at. Shade debated telling her that her mouth was hanging open.
It wasn’t long before her gaze caught on Bliss sitting with Cash. She had leaned forward, and her top had fallen open at her breasts. Cash was tracing the outline of her tattoo.
As Lily hastily turned her gaze away, joining into the conversation with Evie and Winter, Shade got up then re
turned, handing her a bottled water and sitting back down with a beer in his hand.
Lily ran her hand nervously through her hair. Shade was aware she was uncomfortable, but he wanted her to see the brothers could handle their alcohol, and no one would force her to drink or do anything she didn’t want. The Last Riders believed in personal freedom, and that included not participating if it was the person’s choice.
When her eyes followed Cash and Bliss as they went up the steps to the upper floor, Winter leaned sideways, breaking off her conversation with Evie.
Shade heard her whisper to Lily, “The members will watch how they behave around you for a while, but eventually, you’ll walk into an embarrassing situation. Just do what I do: leave the room.” Winter’s face was blood red as she talked.
Shade appreciated her placing herself on Lily’s level, showing her that she had been uncomfortable, too, when she had first become a member. It couldn’t have been easy for her since she had been Lily’s high school principal.
“At least she did the first few times,” Viper corrected her, cutting into the conversation.
Winter threw Viper a dirty look.
“Bring it on, pretty girl,” Viper warned.
Winter’s face went an even darker shade of red.
Evie got up. “Anyone want another beer?”
“I’ll take one,” Viper spoke up.
Lily started fiddling with the rubber band around her wrist.
“Sorry, Lily. The men might refrain from acting inappropriate around you, but there’s no way to keep them from their alcohol,” Winter said.
Lily burst out laughing. “I guess beer outranks sex.”
They all laughed in return, and the tension in the room lessened. Shade breathed his own sigh of relief when she unconsciously leaned back against him.
Evie sank back down in her chair, taking a long swallow of her own beer. “Don’t knock it until you’ve tried it.”
Lily’s face went pale at Evie’s suggestion of her taking a drink.
“I was only joking,” Evie said in apology.
Shade’s hand went to Lily’s face. “Stop it, Lily. No one expects you to drink, okay? Evie was only joking like she would with anyone else.”
Lily nodded, blushing. “I think living here for a while might be good for me. I need to get used to being around different people. This will make me quit being sensitive about people drinking around me. I wonder if cowboys drink a lot.” Lily looked at Evie that time, being the one to make a joke.