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Prologue

Part One

The Realm of Lleh

Many millennia ago

A brutal punch broke the boy’s jaw. He wheeled to the rocky, soot-covered ground, spitting blood and teeth. Searing pain snatched the air from his lungs as stars flashed before his eyes and acid filled his stomach. He healed faster than most, his bones quickly fusing back together, but the pain continued to radiate.

Claw, the male responsible for his current torment, kicked him in the ribs. “When we give you food, you eat it.” Kick, kick. The overgrown brute had horns, tusks and muscle stacked upon muscle. Like everyone else in the realm, he wore a stained loincloth for “easy access,” shin guards and boots made of stone. “Do you understand?”

Between wheezing breaths, the boy sneered, “Oh, I understand.” Even as blood trickled from his ears and mouth, he remained aware of his surroundings. A hilly wasteland completely devoid of vegetation, overcrowded with immortal cannibals, rapists and murderers who’d been exiled from their homeworlds. Night had fallen, the camp illuminated by firepits...where prisoners roasted on a spit, their melting flesh dripping into the hissing flames.

Acrid wind blustered, stinging Scum’s wounds, and whisking his mind back to Claw. “By food you mean another captive’s thigh. You can take your food and—”

Kick. “Months ago, you fell from the sky and we welcomed you with open arms. You had no name, so we gave you one. You had no home, so we took you in. Your mind was a blank slate, so we gave you memories. This is how you repay our kindnesses?”

Kindnesses? He gave a bitter laugh, only to choke on blood as—he assumed—a broken piece of rib punctured and deflated his lung. “You call me Scum. And your precious shelter? A too-small mud hut bursting with captives, all chained.”

As for his memories, he shuddered. The terrible acts these awful males had committed against him and others... Part of him would do anything to scour his mind. The other part preferred horrors to near blankness. How sad was that? He just... He wanted to know his truths.

Who am I? How did I get here? Why am I here? Do I have a family desperate to save me?

A pang of longing nearly rent Scum in two. There are so many people here, yet I feel as if I’m alone, always alone.

“You dare complain?” Claw kicked the back of Scum’s head.

Tears stung his eyes, and panic set in. The moment you revealed a weakness, you taught your enemy how to defeat you. As quickly as possible, he blinked those tears away. If anyone spotted a glistening drop—

“Tears?” Claw laughed with glee. The growing crowd of onlookers laughed, too, and Scum ducked his head, ashamed.

Hoping to distract Claw, Scum said, “You were wrong. I wasn’t memory-less.” Anytime he closed his eyes, he saw a single moment on repeat. An echo of a life before this one.

“Tell me you remember your mother, and I’ll go get her for you.” Another brutal punch, this one to the temple.

A rush of dizziness, of agony, and the laughter reignited.

Vision blurring, Scum reached out a hand, praying someone, anyone, would help him. Someone stomped on his wrist, breaking the bones. The pain! More than any one person could bear, surely. Yet, the beating still did not compare to his sense of isolation.

Punch, punch. His brain rattled against his skull, his body going blessedly numb. Punch, punch. His eyes swelled shut. The beating faded from his awareness, the memory overtaking him.

I stand beside a boy I do not know. I’m not sure why we’re together, or how we ended up in the clouds. I only know his nearness comforts me.

A beautiful woman with curly black hair and flawless black skin descends from a haze of fog. She wears a flowing ivory gown, her white-and-gold wings gliding up and down. Up and down. I am awed by her. Is she an angel or Sent One? Maybe a Harpy or bird-shifter? The possibilities are endless, for every myth and legend is steeped in truth.

I feel a connection to her. What if she is...my mother?

My heart leaps at the idea, but I’m not sure I’m joyous or fearful. She lands, tears glinting in her baby blue eyes. She’s definitely not a Harpy, then. Not a shifter, either. Somehow, I know those species believe as I do: tears are a weakness, and weaknesses must be eliminated.

With a sniffle, she crouches before us. The other boy has bronze skin, black hair and those same baby blues. He also has white-and-gold wings. Are the two related? Are we all related? What do I look like?

“I love you both so much,” she says. “This wasn’t supposed to happen. You were supposed to save us, not—” A sob escapes. “If there were any other way...we just... We never should have birthed you. He found out, and now he wants you dead.”

My stomach turns over. How can she love us, but also wish we were never born? Who is “he,” and why does he want us dead?

Trembling, she places a clammy hand on me, and one on the winged boy. “I’ll do everything I can to keep you safe but—”

A man cloaked in shadows appears behind her. He is tall—a giant—and has the biggest muscles I’ve ever seen. An agonized gasp leaves her as the tip of his onyx spear sinks into her back and comes out of her chest. The color drains from her cheeks as blood rushes from the wound, soaking her robe. Crimson streams gurgle from the corners of her mouth.

I know I should be frightened, furious or both, but I feel nothing. I look beyond the female once again, curious about the male who stabbed her. Shadows distort his visage, hiding his identity.

The other boy grabs my hand and drags me backward, pulling me toward a wall of portals—doorways to other worlds, realms and dimensions. Fear contorts his features. He opens his mouth to speak and—

The memory ended as it always had: abruptly and unfinished.

A lump grew in Scum’s throat, silencing his scream of denial. Why couldn’t he recall anything more about the boy, the woman or the one who’d murdered her? Must find out!

His chest tightened. Why should I never have been birthed?

With Claw’s next punch, reality overshadowed fantasy, that blessed numbness wearing off. Punch. His lungs emptied, deflating again. Punch. His nerve endings wailed in protest. Kick. He vomited blood and bile as the crowd cheered.

Do not scream. Ignore the pain.

Claw kicked the backs of his thighs, bellowing, “Meat is better when it’s tenderized, yeah?”

Scum fought to draw in air as snickers and shouts of agreement rang out. Breathe. Just need to breathe. No, no. Need to stand. Need to slay!

The urge surged through him. He felt as if he was born to murder these males. As if he lived for no other purpose. I will chop off Claw’s hands and feet, so he cannot fight back or run. Then I’ll yank out his teeth one by one, rip off his cock and shove the tiny appendage down his throat. Finally...

I’ll kill the rest of them. Slowly.

A slow smile bloomed. Hatred singed his veins. Bitterness iced his thoughts. Vengeance lived and breathed in Scum.

Claw scowled. “You find this funny?”

“I do.” The words emerged slurred, as insubstantial as mist, but he didn’t care. “Dead man kicking.”

Growling, Claw kicked him between the legs.

As the crowd went wild, Scum vomited more blood. Black dots wove through his vision, but he forced himself to laugh. “That the best...you can do?”

Claw’s eyes widened, the unexpected taunt shredding his pride. He dove down, pinned Scum’s shoulders with his knees and whaled, punching, punching, punching.

Blistering pain. For one beat, two, Scum’s heart stilled. He didn’t...he couldn’t...

“Beg me for mercy, Scum, and this will stop.”

Never! I would rather die than break. And I refuse to die! He would...

He must have blacked out. The next thing he knew, Claw was on his feet, his bloody arms raised as he stalked around Scum. The crowd shouted praises.

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Scum’s drive to kill—gone. Hopelessness engulfed him, an insidious force more devastating than any physical pain. He tried to crawl away, to lose himself in the crowd, but someone clubbed his calves, stopping him. He threw back his head and screamed; there was no stopping it.

The crowd jeered and tightened the circle around him.

Someone else pressed a cattle prod against his skull, volts of electricity charging through every inch of him. His skin pulled taut, and his muscles knotted, his blood boiling in an instant. Scum could only pant, sweat and blink, willing himself to survive, whatever the cost.

You can’t kill your enemies if you’re dead. Hold on, just hold on. The beating would end soon enough—Scum was too valuable to kill. In spite of his youth, he could regrow limbs and organs. Meaning, he was the only never-ending buffet.

Claw pushed the mob back, then shackled chains around Scum’s wrists. “Tonight, you’ll be our dessert in every sense of the word.”

New cheers abounded, and he bit his tongue to silence a second scream. Maybe...maybe he would beg for mercy. To be their sustenance, then their plaything...

Tears welled once again, a whimper escaping. They’ve done it? They’ve broken me?

Suddenly Claw straightened, frowned. “Be silent! Something strange approaches.”

The others obeyed, going quiet. Aggression charged the atmosphere.

Scum’s ears twitched, different sounds registering. A whoosh. A whistle. A husky chuckle. Though he struggled, nearly vomiting twice, he managed to sit up. A whirlwind of jet-black smoke approached the camp.

Every instinct shouted, Danger! Run. Run now!

Fear drove Scum to his hands and knees. But his weakened body shook, unhealed bones and muscle throbbing, and he remained immobile.

Warriors readied their weapons: swords, crossbows and machetes. Too little, too late. The tornado picked up speed, soon swallowing one...two...three of the brutes.

As the tornado moved on, it spat out headless bodies.

Other brutes cursed and ran, but they, too, soon got swallowed up and ejected, minus a head.

Excitement bloomed, eclipsing the fear as the brutes continued to drop. If this kept up, they’d be slaughtered in a matter of minutes. Scum, too. His grin returned. With the brutes dead, he could die happy, his suffering over, done.



Tags: Gena Showalter Lords of the Underworld Fantasy