I enter the bedroom and regretfully let Blue slide to floor. Her body rubs over my erection as she does and pure lust ignites within me. It makes me frantic and takes away every bit of slow seduction I could give her. I start ripping at her clothes and she at mine. We take moments in between the falling garments to kiss again and again.
When we’re both naked and crazed, I pick her up and place her facedown on my mattress. She starts to rise up to her hands and knees but I push her back down again.
“Spread your legs,” I tell her and she complies without any hesitation.
Bending over, I put my mouth to her lower back and brush a gentle kiss across it. Blue shivers in response and it makes me smile. Placing a hand on her ass, I drag my tongue over her skin and then give a tiny bite to one rounded globe. Blue groans, and then groans louder when I slide my hand in between her legs and start to finger her.
She’s drenched and slippery, easily letting me push two fingers in deep.
“Oh, wow…Erik,” she moans spreading her legs wider. I want more so I scissor my fingers apart and she cries out, “Yes.”
My free hand goes to my cock, which is stiff and aching. I stroke myself slowly while my fingers work Blue from behind. She’s so responsive that within a few moments, she’s a squirming mess and the fact that she needs me for relief feels damn fucking good.
Withdrawing my hand, I flip Blue over so she’s looking up at me with glazed eyes. Her breasts are heavy with puckered nipples. I lean over and take one in my mouth, laving at it softly so she can calm down just a bit. I underestimate, however, how sensitive her breasts are as she starts undulating again.
“Erik…please,” she begs me, and it’s more than I can take at this moment. I’ve wanted her so badly these last few weeks that I’ve got no fucking restraint whatsoever.
Whirling away from her, I crawl across the mattress to my nightstand where I pull the condoms out of the drawer. When I turn back to her, she’s on her knees before me and snatches the foil packet right out of my hand. She rips it open with surprising ease and without waiting for any type of permission, takes my cock in her hand.
Fuck, that feels good.
My heart feels like it’s going to burst out of my chest as I look down at Blue sliding that condom on me. The anticipation of sinking deep inside of her almost too much to bear.
The minute she rolls it to the base, my hands go to her face and I pull her to me for another meltingly deep kiss. Her palms rest against my chest and I can feel the thump of my heartbeat there.
I lean into her, pushing her back down onto the bed again, this time coming to rest between her legs which slide open wide for me without asking and rise to my hips. One elbow to the mattress so I can hold most of my weight off Blue, I fist my cock and bring it to her slippery core. My breath hitches as I push in, feeling the snug wrap of her pussy holding me tight.
“Fuck,” I groan as I take another inch. My forehead drops to hers and I feel Blue’s breath on my face as she starts panting. I hold still for a moment, feeling her hand come to my cheek.
I lift my head and stare down at her. “How the fuck could I not remember this?”
Her smile is sweet and understanding. “There was lots of alcohol involved.”
“But still,” I say with irritation. “I haven’t even come yet and this is the best feeling in the world. How can that be a blank to me?”
She doesn’t say anything for a moment before she answers, but when she does, it’s a punch to the gut. “Maybe because back then you were only feeling with what was below your waist instead of what’s above it.”
An awakening sort of feeling sweeps through me, as if I understand all of the mysteries of the universe. My brain processes what she said, or maybe it’s my heart that figures it out, and I know what she says is true. I’ve evolved and this is completely different than what I experienced before with her. I tilt my hips and push the rest of the way into her body.
Her sigh of pleasure slays me, as if she just welcomed something very important and very needed into her home.
There’s no holding back and I start to move inside of her. Blue’s body undulates and rocks, causing each thrust I give her to strike deep. Her hands grip tightly to my shoulders, nails scoring my skin. I get lost in her big brown eyes as we fuck—make love—not sure what it is but it’s something, all right. Something brilliant and humbling all at once.