The truck driver took his time, but he appeared at the driver’s side window, pounding against it. “Is everyone all right? I’ve called for help!”
I signaled for Jude to stay back. The PSF was still visible as he made his way down the highway despite his dark uniform and the pitch-black road. The truck driver spotted him immediately. I counted off his steps as he ran after him, calling, “Hey! Where you going? Hey!”
At the sight of him, Jude slipped the cuffs from his shaking hands, and they clattered as they hit the floor. When the truck driver spun on his heel, I was already waiting for him, gun up, hands steady.
The truck driver’s face went stark white under his beard. For a moment, we did nothing but stare at each other, the snow collecting in his wiry hairs. His jacket was a vivid red plaid and matched the knit cap he had pulled down low over his ears. Slowly, he raised his hands in the air.
“Kids,” he began, his voice shaking, “oh my God—are you guys—”
Jude’s hand tightened around my shoulder. “Roo…” he began uncertainly.
“Get lost,” I said, nodding toward the gun in my hands.
“But…the nearest town is miles away.” I saw the driver relax, his hands dropping back down to his sides now that the shock had worn off. Clearly he thought I wasn’t capable or willing to shoot him if it came down to it. I didn’t know whether to be furious or grateful about it. “Where are you going to go? Do you need a ride? I don’t have much food, but…but it’ll be warm, and—”
Maybe the driver thought he was being kind. Jude obviously thought so. I barely caught the back of his jacket to keep him from jumping out of the van and throwing his arms around the man in weepy gratitude.
Or maybe the driver just wanted the $10,000 per head he’d get for turning us over.
“I need you to get lost,” I said, switching off the gun’s safety. “Go.”
I could tell that he wanted to say something else, but the words caught and stuck in his throat. The driver shook his head once, twice, and gave me a weak nod. Jude let out a strangled protest, lifting a hand in his direction, like he could compel him to stop. The driver was slow to turn and slower to walk away.
“What did you do that for?” Jude cried. “He was just trying to help!”
The thin layer of ice on the road cracked as I jumped down, snapping me back to full alertness. I didn’t have time for explanations, not when the need to run was singing through my veins. The night was long and the piles of snow in the heavy woods around us unmarred. We would have to move fast and cover our tracks.
“We help ourselves,” I said, and led him into the dark.
The distant specks of headlights down the highway did nothing to ease up on the chill that had dug its fingers into my chest as we ran. I kept hoping to come across a car we could use, but every single one that had been abandoned on this stretch of road had a dead battery or no gas. Five minutes of charging through the knee-deep snow of the nearby woods, following the edge of what I assumed was the Massachusetts turnpike, finally turned up an exit sign for Newton, Massachusetts, and another one telling me it was forty-five miles to Providence, Rhode Island.
This was what I knew about the state of Rhode Island: it was south of Massachusetts. Therefore, we were going to Providence. And then I was going to look for a sign for Hartford, the only city I knew in Connecticut, and then one for New Jersey. And that was how my fourth grade education was going to get me down the eastern seaboard, at least until I found myself a goddamn map and a goddamn car.
“Wait…” Jude sputtered, gasping for breath. “Wait, wait, wait…”
“We need to move faster,” I warned. I’d been dragging him along behind me, but I’d carry him if I had to.
“Hey!” He let his body go limp, dropping to his knees. I jerked back with the suddenness of it, almost losing my balance.
“Come on!” I snapped. “Get up!”
“No!” he cried. “Not until you tell me where the heck we’re going! Barton’s probably been searching for us all night!”
The highway was lined on either side by hills and pockets of dense trees, but we were still far too exposed. Every time a passing freight truck bathed us in white headlights, I had to steel myself all over again.
I took a deep breath.
“Do you have your panic button?” I asked. “Jude—look at me. Do you still have it?”
“Why?” he asked, patting around his pants pockets. “I think so. But—”
“Toss it.”
His thick brows were drawn together, the tip of his long nose red and running with cold. He used his free arm to swipe it against his coat. “Ruby, what’s going on? Please, just talk to me!”
“Toss it,” I said. “We aren’t going back to LA. At least not yet.”
“What?” Jude sounded small, far away. “Are you serious? We’re…ditching?”
“We are going back—eventually,” I said, “but we have another, special Op first. We need to keep going before someone comes looking for us.”
“Who assigned it?” Jude demanded. “Cate?”
“Agent Stewart.”
Jude didn’t look convinced, but I had him on his feet now.
“I have to recover information from one of his sources,” I explained, trying to make it sound as mysterious and dangerous as I could. And it worked. The nervous look he’d been wearing changed to one of interest. And a small, fizzing excitement.
“It’s vital to the mission of the League, but I couldn’t let Barton know the real reason for leaving. I had to figure out a way to make sure that Rob was gone by the time we get back.”
“You should have told me!” Jude said. “From the beginning—I could have handled it.”
“It’s classified. A need-to-know Op,” I said, adding, “a dangerous one.”
“Then why the heck are you taking me?” he asked.
“Because if you go back now, they’ll kill you just like they killed Blake.”
I felt ashamed—the feeling snuck up on me, gripping me by the throat. I’d taken him without giving him any kind of choice, and then simplified the truth to make this reality go down that much easier. Hadn’t I hated Cate for doing the exact same things to me? Had she felt as desperate to get me to agree as I did with Jude now?