"No. I'm fine. I just..." I couldn't believe how afraid I was, how much I cared. I wanted
to go to Churchill right then. My heartbeat was a painful throb in my chest. My hands came together, fingers laced like those of a praying child. I blinked against the pictures that flashed through my mind, images that had nothing to do with Churchill Travis.
My mother wearing a white dress splashed with daisies. My father, accessible only in a two-dimensional layer of black-and-white silver halide. Tawdry fairground light shivering across Hardy's resolute face. Shadows within shadows. I found it hard to breathe. But then I thought of Carrington. I held on to that image, my sister, my baby, and the panic eddied and washed back.
I heard Zenko asking if I was willing to go to River Oaks to do the trim.
"Sure," I said, trying to sound normal. Matter-of-fact. "Sure I'll go."
After my last appointment Zenko gave me the address and two different security codes. "Sometimes there's a guard at the gate," he said.
"He has a gate?" I asked. "He has a guard?"
"It's called security," Zenko said, his impersonal tone far more withering than sarcasm. "Rich people need it."
I took the slip of paper from him.
My Honda needed a run through the car wash, but I didn't spare the time. I needed to see Churchill as soon as possible. It took only fifteen minutes to get there from Zenko's. In Houston you measure distance by minutes instead of miles, since traffic can turn a short commute into a stop-and-start journey through hell, where road rage is just a driving technique.
I've heard people compare River Oaks to Highland Park in Dallas, but it's bigger and even more expensive. You could call it the Beverly Hills of Texas. River Oaks consists of about a thousand acres located halfway between Downtown and Uptown, with two schools, a country club, upscale restaurants and shops, and esplanades of brilliant flowers. When River Oaks was established in the 1920s, there was what they called a gentleman's agreement to keep out blacks and browns, except for those living in the maids' quarters. Now those so-called gentlemen are gone, and there's more diversity in River Oaks. It's no longer all-white, but it is definitely all-rich, with the cheapest homes starting at a million dollars and going up from there.
I guided my battered Honda along streets of two-story mansions, past Mercedes and BMWs. Some of the homes were designed in the Spanish Revival style, with flagstone terraces, turrets, and ornamental wrought-iron balcony railings. Others had been modeled after New Orleans plantation homes, or New England colonials with white columns, gables, and banded chimneys. They were all large, beautifully landscaped, and shaded by oaks that lined the walks like giant sentinels.
Although I knew Churchill's house was going to be impressive, there was no way I could have been adequately prepared for it. It was an estate, a stone house designed like a European chateau and set back on a three-acre bayou lot. I stopped at the heavy iron gates and entered the code. To my relief, the gates opened with majestic slowness. A broad paved drive led to the house and split into two roads, one encircling the house, the other leading to
a separate garage big enough for ten cars.
I pulled up to the garage and parked at the side, trying to find the least conspicuous place. My poor Honda looked like something that had been left out for the garbagemen to collect. The garage doors were made entirely of glass, showcasing a silver Mercedes sedan. the white Bentley, and a yellow Shelby Cobra with Lemans stripes. There were more cars on the other side, but I was too dazed and anxious to look at them.
It was a relatively cool autumn day, and I was grateful for the diffident breeze that cooled my perspiring forehead. Carrying a bag filled with supplies, I walked to the front door.
The plants and hedged sections of lawn around the house looked like they'd been watered with Evian and trimmed with cuticle scissors. I could have sworn the long, silky drifts of Mexican feather grass bordering the front walk had been tended with a Mason Pearson pocket comb. I reached for the doorbell button, which was located beneath an inset video camera just like the ones you see at ATM machines.
As I rang the bell, it caused the video camera to whir and focus on me, and I nearly recoiled. I realized I hadn't brushed my hair or touched up my makeup before leaving the salon. Now it was too late, as I found myself standing in front of a rich people's doorbell that was looking right back at me.
In less than a minute the door opened. I was greeted by a slim elderly woman, elegantly dressed in green pants and beaded mules and a patterned chiffon blouse. She looked about sixty, but she was so well kept I guessed her real age was probably closer to seventy. Her silver hair had been cut and teased into the Drain Clog style, not a hole to be found in the perfect puffy mass. We were nearly of a height, but the hair gave her at least three inches on me. Diamond earrings the size of Christmas ornaments dangled halfway to her shoulders.
She smiled, a genuine smile that made her eyes crinkle into familiar dark slits. Instantly I knew she was Churchill's older sister Gretchen. who had been engaged three times but never married. Churchill had told me all Gretchen's fiances had died in tragic circumstances. the first in the Korean War, the second in a car accident, the third from a heart defect no one had known about until it killed him without warning. After the last one Gretchen had said it was obvious she was not meant to marry, and she'd stayed single ever since.
I had been so moved by the story I'd almost cried, picturing Churchill's sister as a spinster dressed in black. "Doesn't she find it lonely," I had asked tentatively, "not ever having..." I paused as I considered the best way to phrase it. Carnal relations? Physical intimacy? "A man in her life?"
"Hell, no, she doesn't find it lonely," Churchill had said with a snort. "Gretchen kicks up her heels every time she gets a chance. She's had more than her fair share of men—she just won't marry any of 'em."
Staring at this sweet-faced woman, seeing the twinkle in her eyes. I thought. You are a hot ticket, Miss Gretchen Travis.
"Liberty. I'm Gretchen Travis." She looked at me as if we were old friends and reached out to take my hands in hers. I set my bag down and awkwardly returned her grip. Her fingers felt warm and fine-boned amid a clatter of chunky jeweled rings. "Churchill told me about you, but he didn't say what a pretty little thing you are. Are you thirsty, honey? Is that bag heavy? Leave it there and we'll have someone carry it up for us. Do you know who you remind me of?"
Like Churchill, she cast out questions in clusters. I hastened to reply. "Thank you, ma'am, but I'm not thirsty. And I can carry this." I picked the bag up.
Gretchen drew me inside the entrance and retained my free hand as if I were too young to be trusted to wander through the house alone. It felt odd but nice to hold the hand of an adult woman. We walked into a marble-floored hall with a ceiling that was two stories high. Niches featuring bronze sculptures were embedded all along the walls. Gretchen's voice echoed slightly as we headed to a pair of elevator doors tucked beneath one side of a horseshoe-shaped staircase.
"Rita Hayworth," she said, answering her own previous question. "Just like she looked in Gilda, with that wavy hair and those long eyelashes. Did you ever see that movie?"
"No, ma'am."
"That's all right. I don't recall it ended well." She released my hand and pushed the elevator button. "We could take the stairs. But this is so much easier. Never stand when you can sit and never walk when you can ride."
"Yes, ma'am." I straightened my clothing as discreetly as possible, tugging the hem of
my black vee-neck T-shirt over the top of my white jeans. My red-polished toes peeked out from a pair of backless low-heeled sandals. I wished I had chosen a nicer outfit that morning, but I'd had no idea how the day would turn out. "Miss Travis," I said, "please tell me how—"
"Gretchen," she said. "Just Gretchen."
"Gretchen, how is he? I didn't know about his accident until today, or I would have sent flowers or a card—"
"Oh, honey, we don't need flowers. There have been so many deliveries we don't know what to do with them all. And we've tried to keep it quiet about the accident. Churchill says he doesn't want anyone making a fuss over him. I think it embarrasses him to death, what with the cast and the wheelchair—"
"A leg cast?"
"A soft one for now. In two weeks he'll get a hard cast. He had what the doctor said was..." She squinted in concentration. "A comminuted fracture of the tibia, and the fibula broke clean through, and one of his ankle bones is busted too. They put eight long screws in his leg, and a rod on the outside they'll take off later, and a metal plate that'll stay in him for good." She chuckled. "He'd never make it through airport security. Good thing he's got his own plane."
I nodded a little but I couldn't speak. I tried an old trick to keep from crying, something Marva's husband, Mr. Ferguson, had once told me about. When you think you're about to
cry, rub the tip of your tongue against the roof of your mouth, back where the soft palate is. As long as you do that, he'd said, the tears wouldn't fall. It worked, but barely.
"Oh. Churchill's as tough as they come," Gretchen said, clicking her tongue as she saw my expression. "You don't need to worry about him, honey. It's the rest of us you should be concerned about. He'll be laid up for at least five months. We'll all be crazy by then."
The house was like a museum, with wide hallways and towering ceilings, and paintings with their own little spotlights. The atmosphere was serene, but I was aware of things happening in distant rooms, phones ringing, some kind of tapping or hammering, the unmistakable clank of metal pots and pans. Busy unseen people doing their work.
We went into the largest bedroom I had ever seen. You could have fit my entire apartment inside it and had room to spare. Rows of tall windows were fitted with plantation shutters. The floor, made of hand-planed walnut, was covered in places with artfully faded kilim rugs that each cost the equivalent of a brand-new Pontiac. A king-sized bed with spiral-carved posters was positioned diagonally in one corner of the room. Another area featured a seating arrangement of two love seats and a recliner chair, with a flat-panel plasma TV on the wall.
My gaze immediately found Churchill, who was in a wheelchair with his leg elevated. Churchill, who had always been so well dressed, was wearing cut-up sweatpants and a yellow cotton sweater. He looked like a wounded lion. I reached him in a few strides and wrapped my arms around him. I pressed my lips against the top of his head, feeling the hard curve of his skull beneath the fleece of gray hair. I inhaled his familiar leathery smell and the hint of expensive cologne.
One of his hands came to the back of my shoulder, patting firmly. "No, no," came his gravelly voice. "No need for that. I'll heal up just fine. You stop that, now."
I wiped at my wet cheeks and straightened, and cleared my tear-clotted throat. "So... were you trying some kind of Lone Ranger stunt or what?"
He scowled. "I was riding with a friend on his property. A jackrabbit jumped out from a patch of mesquite and the horse spooked. I went head over heels before I could blink."
"Is your back okay? Your neck?"
"Yes, it's all fine. Just the leg." Churchill sighed and grumbled. "I'll be stuck in this chair for months. Nothing but crap on TV. I have to sit on a plastic chair in the shower. Everything brought to me, can't do a damn thing for myself. I'm sick and tired of being treated like an invalid."
"You are an invalid," I said. "Can't you try to relax and enjoy the pampering?"
"Pampering?" Churchill repeated indignantly. "I've been ignored, neglected, and dehydrated. No one brings my meals on time. No one comes when I holler. No one fills my water jug. A lab rat lives better than this."
"Now, Churchill," Gretchen soothed. "We're all doing our best. It's a new routine for everyone. We'll get the way of it."
He ignored her, clearly eager to air his grievances to a sympathetic listener. It was time for his Vicodin. he said, and someone had set it so far back on the bathroom counter, he hadn't been able to reach it. "I'll get it," I said immediately, and went into the bathroom.
The enormous space was lined with terra-cotta tiles and copper-flecked marble, with a half-sunken oval bathtub in the center. The walk-in shower and window were made entirely of glass blocks. It was lucky the bathroom was so big, I thought, in light of Churchill being wheelchair-bound. I found a cluster of brown medicine bottles on one counter, along with an ordinary plastic Dixie cup dispenser that looked out of place in the magazine-perfect surroundings. "One or two?" I called out. opening the Vicodin.
"Two."
I filled a cup with water and brought the pills to Churchill. He took them with a grimace, the corners of his mouth gray with pain. I couldn't imagine how much his leg must be hurting, his bones protesting the new arrangement of metal rods and screws. His system must have been overwhelmed with the prospect of healing so much damage. I asked if he wanted to rest, I could wait for him, or come back some other time. Churchill replied emphatically he'd had enough resting. He wanted some good company, which had been in short supply lately. This with a meaningful glance at Gretchen, who replied serenely that if a person wanted to attract good company, he had to be good company.
After a minute of affectionate squabbling. Gretchen took her leave, reminding Churchill to buzz the intercom button if he needed anything. I pushed his wheelchair into the bathroom and positioned him next to the sink.
"No one answers when I buzz." Churchill told me testily, watching as I unpacked my supplies.
I shook out a black cutting cape and tucked a folded towel around his neck. "You need a set of walkie-talkies. Then you can contact someone directly when you need something."
"Gretchen can't even keep track of her cell phone," he said. "There's no way I'd get her to carry a walkie-talkie."
"Don't you have a personal assistant or secretary?"
"I did." he allowed. "But I fired him last week."
"Why?"
"He couldn't handle being yelled at. And he always had his head up his culo."
I grinned. "Well, you should have waited until you hired someone else before you got rid of him." I filled a spray bottle with tap water.
"I have someone else in mind."
"Who's that?"