I start to slide off his lap, but he grips my hips, keeping me in place. “You’re fucking killing me right now. I know I should say no, but I can’t. You’re too hard to resist.”
“Then don’t.”
There’s conflict behind those blue eyes of his. If he only knew how much I wanted him. I can’t let myself feel that way, but I have to give in a little. After the wedding, I’m sure I’ll never see him again. All I want is a little happiness, even if it’s just for a small amount of time.
“What time do you want to go home?” he asks, his eyes more heated than before.
I glance down at his lips. “Just whenever we get done.”
Kellan grips the back of my thighs and stands. “That’s all I needed to know.” I grab onto his shoulders and hold on tight as he carries me over to his bed. When he sets me down, I run a hand over the soft, navy blue bedspread. He lays right beside me and places a gentle kiss on my neck. “Are you sure this is what you want?” He kisses his way up to my ear and nips my lobe.
“Yes,” I breathe. “I promise no regrets. This is what I want.”
I kick off my shoes and move further up his bed. His pillows smell just like him and I love it. Kellan props up on his elbow and stares down at me. He traces the hem of my shirt with his finger, lightly grazing my skin underneath. Chill bumps fan out over my flesh, making him smile. “I never knew my touch could do that to you.”
“Trust me,” I moan, “it does a lot more than that. A lot more.”
Groaning, he rolls over on top of me and parts my legs with his knee. “I never thought you’d want someone like me.”
“Why is that?” I ask.
He shrugs. “Didn’t think I was your type.”
“If I remember correctly, you were the one with the girlfriend that summer.”
His eyes narrow. “Are you saying I could’ve had you then if I was single?”
That brings a smile to my face. “Guess you’ll never know.”
His lips brush mine, softly at first, but then turns demanding as our tongues twist together. “Fuck I wish I would’ve known. You have no idea how bad I wanted you back then. How much I want you right now.”
“Then take me,” I say, desperate to feel him inside me. I didn’t have to repeat it. Kellan lifts my T-shirt over my head and snaps my bra off in just a matter of seconds, exposing my bare skin. His hands are all over me, massaging and kneading to the point I can barely catch my breath. I want more. He squeezes my breasts and lowers his lips to my nipple, sucking it greedily. By now, I’m dying to get out of my tights and tutu. I try to push them down and Kellan chuckles deep in his chest as he helps me and tosses it all to the floor. “It’s your turn,” I say, nodding down at his leprechaun clothes.
Keeping his eyes one mine, he takes off his clothes and tosses them on the floor. “Happy now?”
I nod. “You have no idea.”
Sliding back up next to me, he traces his fingers over my thigh to in between my legs. He closes his lips over mine and slowly enters me with his fingers, groaning when he realizes how wet I am for him. “Fuck, you’re so damn wet.”
Grabbing his shoulders, I push him over and straddle his bare body. Just the sight of him has me trembling. I stroke a hand over his cock and smile when his eyes roll into the back of his head. “If you keep doing that, there’s no way I’ll be able to hold out,” he groans.
I tease him for a few more seconds, but then he rolls me onto my back, pinning me down with his weight. I’m breathless underneath him and my heart’s pounding out of control. He kisses me again and I’m lost in his touch. I can feel him everywhere on my body. Reaching over to his bedside table, he pulls out a condom and slides it down his impressive length.
Caging me in his arms, he lays against me and kisses me tenderly on the lips. My hands tangle in his hair and I pull him closer, needing more of him. He settles himself between my legs and presses his cock against my opening, circling it around to get me ready.
Gazing into my eyes, Kellan rubs his nose against mine and slowly kisses me again. It’s the sweetest thing any man has done, and I didn’t expect it. With short, easy thrusts, he enters me. I hiss at first with the initial pain, but it slowly ebbs off. I love the feel of him stretching me.