“Um, is that what you want to do, Olivia?”
Livvie sighs from her perch in Zeke’s arms. “Yes. I didn’t realize what I was doing out there. I guess the music got to me.”
Once outside, I place my hands on my thighs, bend over and blow out a deep breath.
“You okay?” Zeke puts a comforting hand between my shoulder blades.
“Yeah, I’m good.” But no one really believes me.
“I’m sorry,” Livvie says in a small voice. “I didn’t mean for things to get out of hand.”
“It’s not your fault, baby.” I straighten and force a smile. I pat my palm against my chest. “This one’s on me. You should be able to dance without me wanting to maul you.” How ironic it was that we were worried about Zeke when it was me that couldn’t make it through a whole song without wanting to nail her into the floor with my dick.
“I’m going to take Olivia to her dorm,” Zeke informs us. “You can head home.”
“Good idea.” I take off before Livvie can protest.
As soon as I’m out of Livvie’s sight, I start sprinting and by the time I reach the apartment, I’ve worked up a good sweat, but my hard-on still lingers. It’s damn hard to run with a woody, but somehow my body doesn’t care. I strip out of my clothes and step into the shower, hoping that the brief workout and the cold water will take care of my erection. It takes ten minutes of standing under an ice-cold spray until my body’s shivering and my toes are starting to turn blue for my cock to stand down.
I could take care of things on my own, but I don’t want to. I want to come in Livvie’s hand. I want to spend myself on her creamy tits and paint her pussy white with my seed. I don’t want to jerk it in the shower fantasizing about what it feels like to sink balls deep into her cunt. Not when she’s across the street. Not when she turns eighteen in three days.
I slap a fist against the cold tiled wall. I can wait. I can wait four more days.
CHAPTER12
OLIVIA
“Where are your cavemen?”Erika asks as she falls back onto the bed and takes a bite from the donut she’s holding. She can out-eat me and is still tiny. I really shouldn’t like her for that reason alone. Maybe I should try dancing like she does so I can eat whatever I want and stay thin.
“Who knows?” I shrug, pretending I didn’t check their location five minutes ago. They are both at home. I can feel her stare as I pretend to review the recommended reading for my American Economic History class I have on Monday morning. I glance up from the book.
“I’m avoiding them,” I admit, shutting the book and tossing it aside. I’d read the same page five times. I won’t be getting anything done today. My mind is a mess. Guilt is weighing heavy on me. It feels like none of us can win in this situation. We’re at a standstill. My twins aren’t going to give in anytime soon, which is torture for me. I, on the other hand, am doing everything I can to tempt them, and that is torture for them. I sigh, thinking about our dilemma.
She lets out a bark of laughter. “Yeah, I’m sure they’d let you avoid them.” Her smile drops when I shrug, not smiling back.
“I told them I wanted to get a jumpstart on my class work so I was ready for my first day.” I did want to be prepared, so it wasn’t a total lie. “I feel like a brat,” I add and drop back on the bed. My head lands hard on the history book I’d tossed to the side. “Ouch,” I exclaim. It’s probably karma for purposely staying away from the twins all day yesterday.
“That’s what you get for throwing books,” Erika jokes. I smile as I tug it out from under my head. “Are you going to tell me why you think you’re a brat?”
I roll over to look at her. Despite her attempts to be quiet, I heard her come in late last night. I think she was dancing. She always shies away when I try to bring up her dancing, so when she came back to the room I pretended to be sleeping, but my mind was racing with thoughts of Levi and Zeke. They had my head spinning and I no longer knew which direction to go.
“We’ve waited so long to be together. I’m sure it’s been harder for them at times than me. I mean, you see how all the girls look at them. Even at the party. They didn’t care I was standing right there, they still tried to get their attention. My freaking name was on them.”
She nods in agreement. We both know it’s true. “But you know they aren’t going to act on that.”
I sit up, crossing my legs under me. “I do know that. It’s why I don’t get pissed about it. I’m not sure they even notice the girls doing it, to be honest.” I don’t want anyone to think I’d ever question their loyalty to me.
“It’s that here I am teasing them when we are only moments away from really being able to have each other fully. I’m thinking it’s funny and laughing about it.” I wring my hands. I always do this when I get upset about something or can’t find the answer to a question. “It’s mean. I’m a brat. They are so good to me and here I am making things hard on them.” As the night wore on, I felt worse by the second. Levi had practically run from me; his face looked so pained.
“Okay, I can see that. I hadn’t thought about it that way, but now you see it and you’ll stop doing it.” She sits up too. “Besides, isn’t your birthday only a couple days away.”
“Only one, really, if you consider I turn eighteen at midnight, which I do. Finally!” I groan. I'll still have to wait though. I have classes first thing in the morning. I also have a feeling it isn’t only my birthday they’re waiting for. I’m not sure if tomorrow will even be the day, but after how last night went, I’m not going to push them. It wouldn’t be fair.
Erika snorts, putting her hands in the air as if she is about to tell me something really important. A revelation of some kind. “Wait! V-day,” she corrects through laughter and I can’t help but join her. It’s so stupid it’s funny.
“I only have to stay away from them for the rest of today.” I glance at the clock, knowing it’s going to be a long day. Then maybe we can at least touch each other more. I need to be closer to them. This ache inside of me is only getting worse each day. It’s almost painful.
“Fine, since we’re now best friends, as you so kindly informed me, I’ll take one for the team.” Erika gets up from her bed and pulls something out from under a stack of books. I recognize the paper immediately when I see the bear on it.