Oh, sweet baby Jesus. How am I supposed to hold back a tidal wave of desire? Every muscle in my body clenches as I try to hold on. He grips my hip, tilting my pelvis so that each thrust has him hitting my g-spot.
“Ohmygod… I can’t hold it… please,” I babble, begging him for permission to come.
“Come, babygirl. Cover my cock with your release,” he commands.
My pussy squeezes down on his thrusting cock as my orgasm bursts free. I claw at his sweaty back, needing something to hold onto to keep me grounded. He keeps fucking me straight through my orgasm and into another sharper climax.
“Axel!” I scream out his name repeatedly until my voice is hoarse, and my body is limp from satisfaction.
I’m floating somewhere on cloud nine when he buries himself deep, and his cock kicks inside me as he empties himself into the condom. His moans of pleasure send shivers down my spine. He’s so fucking sexy when he comes. Once his release has passed, he slumps on me, barely catching himself on his elbows before he crushes me with his much bigger body. I wrap my arms around him, holding him to me.
“You okay,” he asks, panting.
I run my hands down his spine, loving his weight on top of me. He raises up on one arm so he can get a better look at me. Concern etches his features.
“I’m great,” I say with a smile. I grip the back of his neck and pull him down for a kiss to prove I’m okay.
He kisses me soft and sweet. It’s the perfect ending to such an intense scene. A small part of me aches at the thought that this was nothing but a scene between two consenting adults. But it can’t be anything more than that. I have to keep things casual no matter how many big feelings I’m having for Axel.
I feel emptier than ever when he leaves the bed to discard the condom. I sit up on the bed, covering my breasts with my arm. He walks back into the room from the bathroom and gives me a curious look.
“You’re not getting shy on me now, are you?” he teases.
I shrug my shoulders. Now that we are done, I don’t know what to do. I’ve never had sex with anyone casually before. Should I get up and get dressed and go? Should I stay? We haven’t discussed if we will see each other again, but this doesn’t feel like a one-night stand…
“You’re overthinking things again,” he says knowingly.
“Probably,” I admit.
Axel lays back on the bed and tugs me into his arms, holding me tight against his chest. My eyes fall closed when his fingers run soothingly up and down my back. I relax into his hold. My mind spins with questions I don’t think I want to know the answers to. Cuddling doesn’t seem like a very casual thing to do. Especially when it feels so damn intimate. I should get up, get dressed, and say my goodbyes… but it feels so good to be held that I just can’t make myself go.
I clear my mind of all my doubts and let myself enjoy the moment.
CHAPTERNINE
Axel
The last thingI want to do is kiss Addy goodbye after the night we just shared. My mind raced while she dozed in my arms. The only thoughts in my head were of how I could get her to agree to a commitment. I’ll never be satisfied with only a part of her. The conviction in her tone when she said she was only looking for a casual relationship tells me it won’t be easy to convince her otherwise.
My lips linger on hers, drawing the kiss out. She lingers as well, her tongue languidly stroking along mine. I’m the one that finally pulls away even though I don’t want to.
“When can I see you again?” I ask, unable to let her leave without locking down our next meeting.
She licks her lips, her gaze locked onto my lips. She wants more kisses, but I want answers.
“I don’t know,” she finally answers.
“What are you doing Friday?” I push.
“I’m not sure…” she hedges.
I can catch the hint that she doesn’t want to commit, but I’m not giving up yet.
“Do you want to see me again?”
Her eyes flash with desire. I know without a doubt that she wants more of what I can give her. I just need to remind her how good it is between us. I pull her into my arms, gripping her ass with one hand and fisting her hair with my other. I tip her head back and nip at her neck, then kiss away the sting.
“You know you want me. Don’t deny yourself,” I growl into her ear. I lightly suck her earlobe as she clings to my shirt. “Say you’ll see me again.”